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”There used to be a real me, but I had it surgically removed.”-Peter Sellers
My government name is Yevgeniya, I know you can’t pronounce it; call me Jane. I was born on April 23, 1990. I won’t tell you that I’m mature for my age, because I’m not even sure of that sometimes; but I have been through a lot. I was born in Moscow, Russia and came here when I was three; and I’ve been here since. I speak Russian and English fluently. I tell the truth. Past experiences have taught me to not trust everyone as much as I used to. I used to be angry with everything that has ever happened to me; I used to dwell on friends I’ve lost, things that have been said behind my back, and people who didn’t feel the way about me that I wish they did. Anger used to be much more of a problem for me than it is now, but I’ve changed. I think I got to the point where I have forgiven my past for what has happened in it, and inside myself I have forgiven everyone who ever hurt me. I have also forgiven myself for the mistakes I’ve made, and for the things I couldn’t change. Growing up is learning to get over yourself and all the people who don’t think you’re good enough. I’m outgoing and I warm up to new people easily. My friends mean so much to me, they’ve helped me find who I really am. I’ll never say that I’m original because there are tons of people who like the same things I do, but I am myself. I never try to be who or what I’m not; I stay true to myself. I smoke, drink, and do drugs, but not because I think it’s cool. I do those things because I feel that they are part of growing up, part of having fun, and just part of living it up. I’m not proud of my habits, but I sure as hell won’t stop them for anyone but myself. Please don’t ever tell me that smoking kills or that drugs are bad, I know and I don’t care. Smoking kills, I know it does; but war, car accidents, murder, and a whole lot of other daily events kill, yet I don't see anyone preaching to people about that. I enjoy playing video games, although I don’t own any. FF7, FF8, and FFX are some of my favorite games; as well as all Zelda, The Sims, The Urbz, Vampire Night, and Resident Evil. My boyfriend, Ivan, has become a big part of my life, and I wouldn’t have it any other way. As soon as I’m away from him, I miss him. Time that I spend with him is time I’ll always cherish, especially if it’s a simple day when we’re playing video games, watching movies, or just cuddling. Body modification is something I find very interesting; I currently have 11 piercings and hope to get more soon. I also want to get several tattoos when I’m of age. Patience is something I have a lot of, but I’m also short-tempered and overly sarcastic at times. I eventually want to get into the field of Fashion, whether it is modeling, photography, fashion-design, or being a stylist. I curse a lot. I love gifts. I get upset easily and get mood swings quite often. I put ice in all my drinks because I hate waiting for them to cool. I take pictures very often; I’d like to have a portfolio with my favorite pictures someday. If most random was an award, I’d probably win it. I love laughing and making people laugh, especially when it’s to the point of tears. I always make wishes, even if I know they won’t come true; I think it’s because I have hope. Religion isn’t something I take part in, I do believe that there is some sort of God or something bigger and stronger than what we are, but I don’t put myself into any certain belief system. I like to read, especially books about drug-abuse, the life of a teenager, and vampires. Scary movies are my favorites, although I can’t deny my love for tearjerkers and films that make me think. To me, makeup is an art that many people think they have skills at, when they really don’t. I love having fun with all types of makeup and hairstyles. I’d really like to travel to all around the world one day, especially Japan. Surprises are my favorites. I love adrenaline rushes but am terribly afraid of roller coasters. I like to sing and I happen to think I'm pretty good at it; I hope to have a band of some sort soon. I'm thankful for what I've got even if I don't have a lot. I guess this is all I can think of about myself for now, but if you actually get to know me, you’ll learn so much more. Home | Browse | Search | Invite | Film | Mail | Blog | Favorites | Forum | Groups | Events | Videos | Music | Comedy | Classifieds