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beckie !

it scares me to think that you could find takers other than me.

About Me


i am beckie lam.
add me . message me . comment me . block me.
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my full name is becky delanee lam . spell it they way i spell it, please. with an ' ie '.
kayso; i lied i am fifteen.
i act my mind not my age.
for the most part, i am shy.
but i can be loud and obnoxious once i get to know you.
i am asian <[b>half chinese&half vietnamese].
so stop asking me.
october 26 is my birthday.
i have a job making $7.25/hour at burgerking.
shut the fuck up, i work with the best people there.
jake, neil, migual, emanny, katrina are the shit at work.
i constantly have to be loved by someone.
and i found someone who can love me better then anyone else.
i get easily attached.
i am single.
a boyfriend is a bonus in my life.
but i am scared of falling in love.
there is this one boy i know.
he made my phobia of falling in love go away.
but i hate what he has chosen.
he stole my heart brennan delaney ♥ .
i can not find anyone who loved me like he did.
i go to meadowvale secondary school <[b>grade 10].
it is a fucked up school.
drama starts and ends there.
i would rather be in saint.joes right now.
or in port credit secondary school.
i listen to all types of music.
and i love my green ipod nano.
i watch yugioh every monday at 6:30pm.
i am dyslexic and i have a speech disorder.
i am always stressed out.
so expect cold and clammy hands from me.
or feel my heartbeat race.
or watch me have panic attacks.
or hear me whine and complain about my canker sores.
my nose and cheeks are not fake.
i have never been to a plastic surgeon's office before.
my body is 100% real.
i hate my body, but i have to live with it.
but i know for sure that i am cute.
i bite my nails alot.
and there are alot of reasons why i do it.
i am so random lawlz!
way more random then a toddler.
i constantly need attention.
remember that kay?
i like to hold hands with anyone.
i like to get hugs and give hugs.
i give kisses to everyone.
i am nice if you are nice.
i am honest.
i keep secrets.
i return favours.
i keep promises.
but i have completely lost trust in some people.
i love to shop.
i shop like a stoner addicted to meth.
and everything i get is expensive.
i hardly eat and i constantly diet.
no it is not a eating disorder faggot.
i just hate the sight of food.
i do not gain any weight.
i lose everything i eat really quick.
i love vegetables but i know what i need for protien.
i drink alot of diet coke.
i love mocha coffee and energy drinks.
i love starbucks in general.
my life is full of drama and i hate every bit of it.
i do not believe in god.
but i sometimes acknowledge the fact that god is there.
i do not believe in miracles anymore.
but i do believe in karma.
and i believe in spirits.
drugs and alcohol is stupid.
i would rather smoke cigarettes.
i definatly ruin stereotypes.
i hate getting canker sores.
so do not stress me out.
i fucked up my life.
and i want to take back everything i ever done to hurt anyone. i am not a fake, i am real and this is my only account.
i have a zuup, hi5, whatscene and facebook.
i am hardly on zuup, hi5, whatscene and facebook.
myspace does it better for me
get to know me in real life.
i am way better in person then through the internet.
i promise.
by the way i post alot of bullitens.
NEW YEARS RESOLUTION.

My Interests

fake families (L)(L) . elisa ngo. matt vultaggio. sarah callaghan.

kaytee

duran.

I'd like to meet:

kevin devon lam.

i gave him his middle name.
my little brother. i pretty much raised him. we had our rough times. we fought, yelled, screamed, ignored eachother. without him, i never gone through everything that ever happened to me. he is the best thing that ever happened to me. i would die if he was not around me. even though we are not living with eachother, we are still close. no matter what. if there is something shitty that happened to you. you tell me. i stand up for you. you do not even care what people say to you when i stand up for you. you let them be. i told you to forget about what people say. they are all fucked up in the brain. and you know that. you are the bravest little kid i have ever met. even though you can have your ways, i always listen. you tell me all your problems. i listen. i react.
i love you like a fat kid loves cake baby brother.
( LLLLL )

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new messages.
new friend requests.
new comments.
new picture comments.
new blog comments.
and more.
that makes my day .

i reply back to messages more then comments.

silly goose.
comment here !
hi becky delanee lam. i want to touch you.

comment me .
do this.

Music:

i play/write/listen to music, constantly. by the way.
i am not 'hardcore'.
i listen to all types of music.
kaythx.

makeshift wings + aurora red
=
orgasm in my ears .

Movies:

lolol.
go ask brennan.
we have the same interests.

Heroes:

they keep me alive ( L ). in no specific order * and more.
i will add more to this.
alana rigby. such an old picture of us.
but whatever.
friends since kindergarden.
bfflz forsure.
you are the best person to talk to.
i miss you so much.
you are always there for me.
we need to get out more together.
words can not describe you how amazing you are.
you are fun, nice, and love-able!
we had our times when we argued.
after i moved in grade six.
we stopped talking.
recently, we started talking again.
man, without you.
i am hopeless to the max!
and you know it.
jesus.
you are the best.

My Blog

2007 new years resolution *

and things to do. i need a new years resolution.i started one at work.but this guy ripped it up, fucking jake.and i had to redo it. so this is my new years resolution + things to do. 1) embrace the pe...
Posted by beckie ! on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 12:33:00 PST

!@.$ (L)

Brennan says:lolbeckiee (R) sarah braun + kyle lewis ;; is my favourite !. says:what ? can't you even say I LOVE YOU THAT MUCH AND MORE !beckiee (R) sarah braun + kyle lewis ;; is my favourite !. say...
Posted by beckie ! on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 07:58:00 PST

namee !

post your name here and .. 1) i'll respond to something random about you.2) i'll challenge you to try something.3) i'll tell you something i like about you.4) i'll tell you my clearest memory of you.5...
Posted by beckie ! on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 08:56:00 PST

fgtfgtfgt

yeah.i got back from work.and i'm pissed off at a handful of people.from work.they are so fucking immature.this fagg i work with, ruined my night.jake, neil, emmanual, and katrina.are fucking immature...
Posted by beckie ! on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 09:29:00 PST

brennan delaney .

Brennan say:beckiebeckiee ( L )           ;           ;        &...
Posted by beckie ! on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 09:52:00 PST

fxcking.

i'm fucking sick of all these lies you faggots have been telling me.i'm sick and tired of people saying crap behind my back.you don't even know me.you don't know why i'm always moody.if you DID know m...
Posted by beckie ! on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 06:05:00 PST

!@.$%

i'm going to try to leave meadowvale school next year.why?because.1) some of my "friends" are the biggest fakes ever.2) my life has completely went from good to bad in less then a year.3) my friend st...
Posted by beckie ! on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 09:34:00 PST

three way.

kaydizzle; says:bdawgkaydizzle; says:word on the street iskaydizzle; says:you wanna roll with us hustlazzkaydizzle; says:(H)beckiee ( L ). sarah is my favouritee !. says:OWWW!!!beckiee ( L ). sarah is...
Posted by beckie ! on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 12:37:00 PST

boys = retards.

this fag just ruined my made my night.maybe because i don't want to bother you anymore because i don't know if i should trust you or not. boys are fucking retarded.they just assume everything.and what...
Posted by beckie ! on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 06:34:00 PST

xmas list .

kay, i want these things for xmas. -6gauges and up ear spacers. make sure it's pretty.-gift cards. i can't trust people with clothes.-bras. size 36C-pillows!-build a bear toy.-a new ipod.-sign my cons...
Posted by beckie ! on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 10:26:00 PST