I like going fishing (salt and freshwater), driving fast cars, driving big 4x4 trucks off road, four wheeling, dirtbike riding, jet skiing, crabbing, boating, horseback riding, camping, target shooting and hunting.I like going to the gym to work out (cardio, aerobics and yes weights too!), shopping, going to rock~metal~punk shows/concerts, going to the beach, hanging out with good friends either at home or out clubbing.I love Hockey! I love going to Hockey Games. If I am not at a game when the NJ Devils are playing you can find me plastered in front of the television watching the game. I love the NJ Devils. I love Marty! If I ever meet him I am going to fuck his brains out! Woo Hoo!I love pretty much anything to do with computers like graphic design, website design & HTML. I like learning new software, I like cracking codes for software so I don't have to buy it. For me reformatting my computer has become a hobby of sorts lately.On rainy days I love to cuddle up under the blankets and not get out of bed. I love to hear the rain on the roof of my house and hitting the windows. At night I like to snuggle up on my couch, put on the surround sound and watch movies in the dark.I love laying under the stars, blasting music in my car, dancing to cheesy pop songs, reliving old memories and also making new ones, anything spontaneous, long talks with someone special, new cell phones, new cars, silence, being alone with my thoughts and memories, warm summer nights, looking into someone specials' eyes, getting cute and dumb gifts.....with true meaning and thought put into them, getting into a warm bed on cold nightsI love spending time with my daughter, Sarah Marie, and watching her grow into her own person. I love the knowledge that I am the one sculpting her mind. Now I don't know if that is good or bad!=). She is a very independent child for only being 3. She amazes me with how quickly she learns. She also makes me laugh with the things that come out of her mouth. She is just a beautiful and happy little girl.
I love animals of all kinds, with the exception of little dogs. I hate those "foo foo" dogs. I call them rats. I love the big breed dogs. I have a Rottweiller named Zena and an English Springer Spaniel named Floyd. My next dog is going to be a Great Dane that I am going to name "Meatball". Animals have their own ways of bringing a smile to your face and they know it. They make better friends then people 90% of the time. Plus animals make a great judge of character. If my dog doesn't like you, you really aren't getting anywhere with me.I love pulling pranks on people and making people laugh. I am a huge goof ball when it comes to me being with my friends. I don't care what people think of me so I will do the dumbest things to make people laugh. I have a twisted sense of humor and very perverted at times. Ok, all the time! My mind is ALWAYS in the gutter. I can turn anything into a sexual connotation.I like to drink, smoke, curse and fight. But not necessarily in that order. I like tattoo's and piercing's on me and on other people. I don't like sleeve tattoos or huge pieces on backs and chests. I kinda find them a little ugly and way too much to look at.I have this strange obsession with paying bills. I love it! I don't always have the money to pay them but I love paying bills! Maybe it's just that I like to spend it whenever I can!I love to modify my cars, so that they have a look that I think is me. But since having my daughter that is on the back burner. No loud stereo systems, no loud exhaust systems *sigh* just whatever comes stock in my car. Maybe add a pushbar bumper on my truck and some nerf bars but thats about it. Ok maybe some bigger tires too. Nice big chunky BF Goodrich tires but then I need a suspension lift to. Alright I will shut up now!I am married and yes it does have it's downfalls. My husband can be a real dick head sometimes, just like the rest of them, but he is for the most part a great guy and I wouldn't change anything about him. Well maybe a few things!! But I am sure there are things he wishes he could change about me. I was the kind of person who never wanted to get married nor have kids. I have always had commitment issues as well as emotional issues in relationships that did not allow be to become close to people. I do not like to feel out of control of a situation nor do I like to allow myself to be dependent on someone else. I don't like people being clingy on me or always having to know my business. I do not feel love easy. As far as I know I have only been in true love once. I was young and didn't know any better so it slipped away. And as I have said before I have/had commitment issues that every time someone tried to get close I would back off. But enough of that, shit happens and we move forward.But my husband has come to understand and work with these problems. He has also given me something in my life that I have never had before. STABILITY. I am also grateful to him for helping me in my hard times. With out him I wouldn't be where I am today.
I am always being told that I have a bad attitude. I know that already you don't have to tell me again. I have also been told since I was very little that I have a mean streak running through me. Well I know that as well. I live for revenge. Even if I don't get it myself, I do believe in Karma.So everybody gets what is coming to them. I don't care what anyone thinks of me. I don't care what anyone says about me. I don't really care about anything but myself. It is all about me. It's my life. If you don't like it get the fuck out of my life.I am a real bitch and can be very mean and down right evil to people. My friends can attest to this. I let a lot of things slide with my friends but people I don't know or someone who has dicked me over better watch out. Cross me once and I will piss on you before I ever talk to you again. And this is getting off easy. Fuck me over after you dick me over once and you are looking for some real problems. Don't believe me? Ask anyone of my friends.'playing' with ouija boards ♥ being a recluse ♥ being myself in private ♥ being nerdy and truly not giving a fuck ♥ chivalrous men ♥ classical music ♥ connect-four ♥ cross-country roadtrips via route 66 ♥ doing impressions of everyone ♥ drunken text and picture messages late at night ♥ expressing sarcasm ♥ feeling complete nostalgia ♥ flirting, fantasizing, forgetting ♥ food ♥ impromptu trips to Mexico ♥ kissing good kissers ♥ kittens & puppies ♥ knives & accessories ♥ late night excursions ♥ laying on grass under the stars in the summer and not having a care in the world ♥ lingerie-collecting ♥ my stripper pole (shows for special people only) ♥ naked-ness ♥ nocturnal-living ♥ pretty porn ♥ receiving manicures & pedicures ♥ at least one drink a day ♥ scruffy boys ♥ sleeping in the day-time ♥ speaking with actions and not words ♥ spraying pepper spray ♥ summer & sun-kissed skin ♥ the moment before you kiss a person and you feel like you might puke or you might laugh, you might cry or you might just die smiling right then and there ♥ waking up in the arms of a crush ♥ wearing silly costumes every day and not noticing which douchebag is staring ♥ winters in flip-flopsScab picking, booger flicking, making greeting cards out of toenail clippings, downhill shopping cart races, making fun of people with braces.Things That Don't Impress Me:who you know (esp. when you don't really know anyone) ♥ labels on your clothing (that is so lame... The only people that should care about labels are people that are rich. Otherwise, you are wasting your down-payment for your home on a purse that will be out of season in a month.) ♥ people that "went to school" (some of the most imbecilic people I know have college degrees and some of the brightest don't, go figure. And no, I am not talking about myself, fuckface.) ♥ what clubs you go to or can get into (who fucking cares?!) ♥ how many people are on your friends list (does myspace carry this much weight in society?!)Pet Peeves:people that chew with their mouths open a ♥ neighbors ♥ neighbors that bother me ♥ neighbors that have problems with me ♥ neighbors with too many barking stinky dogs ♥ neighbors that have loud nasty sex with hookers ♥ neighbors that get mad when I have loud nasty sex (with hookers) ♥ people that are nosy ♥ people that talk too much and choose to talk to me ♥ people that want to eat off of my plate and mix their spit with mine ♥ people that think that they know more than I do (when in actuality I know pretty much everything) ♥ people that don't know anything and like to share their thoughts with me ♥ people that pick their noses when they're driving next to me ♥ strangers that seem to think that I am "friendly" and try to chat with me when I am grocery shopping without any makeup on ♥ people that stare at me in public and don't stop when I make eye contact with them ♥ people that are ignorant (come on, they have to know it!) ♥ people that nag or try to talk me into becoming more like them (religion, diet, habits, ugliness, freakiness and nastiness, etc.) ♥ people that write me stupid insulting e-mail and waste my time ♥ people that are mean to animals ♥ people that are ugly that judge other people's looks (you know who you are) ♥ people that don't get it ♥ people that breath... I'm sure I left a lot out, TO BE CONTINUED...
My Seduction Style: Siren / Rake
You possess an unbridled sensuality that appeals to many.
The minute you meet anyone, you can make them crave you almost immediately.
You give others the chance to lose control with you... spiraling into carnal bliss.
A dangerous lover, you both fascinate and scare those you attract.
My Dating Purity Score: 35%
You are an experienced dater.
You've dated around enough to know what you want in a relationship.
And you've got the dating skills to get exactly what you want!
I Am A Seductive Flirt
Smoldering hot, you don't really flirt. You seduce.
For you, flirting is just foreplay.
You don't flirt unless it's going somewhere.
You have one goal in mind when you flirt... And you usually get it!
My Love Element Is Fire
In love, you are a true listener and totally present.
For you, love is all about feeling more alive than you've ever felt.
You attract others with your joy and passion.
Your flirting style is defined by your strong ability to communicate.
Fun and play are the cornerstones of your love life.
And while your flame may burn too brightly, it's part of your appeal.
You connect best with: Wood
Avoid: Water
You and another Fire element: will likely burn out quickly
My Kissing Purity Score: 9% Pure
For you, it's all kiss and no talk.
You're in a permanent lip lock.
I Am A Passionate Kisser
For you, kissing is all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble
My Life Path Number Is A 5
Your purpose in life is to live freely and collect experiences.
Your love life - new adventures, new people, new ideas.
You are very curious, and you crave novelty in all forms.
You tend to make friends easily, and you enjoy the company of all types of people.
In love, you are fun and even a bit intoxicating. But you won't stick around for long.
You are impulsive and spontaneous - which sometimes leads you to do things you regret.
Sometimes you can be overindulgent with food, sex, or drugs.
You have many talents, so many that you are often scattered and unfocused.
My Five Variable Love Profile
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is medium.
In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.
But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!
There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!
Dominance:
Your dominance is high.
It's your way or the highway when it comes to love.
You like to be very involved in your sweetie's life.
No question, you like to be the one calling the shots.
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is medium.
You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love...
But you've definitely been burned enough to know better.
You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.
Independence:
Your independence is high.
You don't need to be in love, and sometimes you don't even want love.
Having your own life is very important for you...
Even more important than having a relationship.
My Stripper Song Is
I Touch Myself by The Divinyls
"I don't want anybody else
When I think about you
I touch myself"
A total exhibitionist, you probably already are a stripper!
What My Underwear Says About Me
When you're bad, you're very bad. And when you're good, you're still trouble!
You're a closet exhibitionist who gets a thrill from being secretly naughty.
My Ideal Relationship is Casual Dating
Maybe you're looking for love...
But mostly you're looking for fun.
You could get serious with the right person.
For now, though, you're enjoying playing the field.
Men See Me As Playful
Men want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate
You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys
You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities
Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that!
My Kissing Technique Is: Passionate But Aggressive
Hey, slow it down a little!
Yes, you've got some killer kissing moves...
But that doesn't mean you need to show off ten minutes worth of technique in ten seconds.
Take your time. A little passion goes a long way.Are You a Good Kisser?
I Am A Go Go Green Light Dater
If you see an opportunity, you go for it.
Life's too short to pass a guy by.
You know that rejection's a part of the game.
And that your risks make the victory even sweeter.
You're online dating style?
Browse, flirt, connect, hook-up.
You have the ability to meet guys easily.
My Lust Quotient: 88%
Your lust is totally out of control. You definitely have let your animal instincts take over.
And while your unbridled desire is attractive to some, most people see you as a bit of a freak!
The Keys To My Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is high. You can't resist desire and lust.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.
My Candy Heart Says "Get Real"
You're a bit of a cynic when it comes to love.
You don't lose your head, and hardly anyone penetrates your heart.
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: is all about the person you're seeing (with no mentions of v-day!)
Your flirting style: honest and even slightly sarcastic
What turns you off: romantic expectations and "greeting card" holidays
Why you're hot: you don't just play hard to get - you are hard to get
My Love Style Is Ludus
You like to think of love as the ultimate game
And you love to play... even if it means lying a little
You're a bit afraid to be close, and you don't get too attached
A serial dater, you tend to date a few people at once
And it's all good, until one of your sweeties finds out!
How I Am In Love
You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.
You tend to take more than give in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
I Am An Invisible Ex
You're so over your ex, you hardly even remember you have an ex
You prefer leave all of the baggage behind you - far, far behind
As they say, indifference is the opposite of love!
I Am 92% Evil
You're the most evil person you know.
The devil is even a little scared of you!
My Personality Profile
You are dependable, popular, and observant.
Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness.
In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do.
You are unique, creative, and expressive.
You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while.
And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming!
I Am Rum
You're the life of the party, and a total flirt
You are also pretty picky about what you drink
Only the finest labels and best mixed cocktails will do
Except if you're dieting - then it's Diet Coke and Bacardi all the way
I Am A Lemon Margarita
Sour, tangy, and overpowering, you tend to give people a jolt back into reality.
While you don't sugar coat things, you're honest - which is actually quite refreshing.
My Personality Is Like Cocaine
You're dynamic, brilliant, and alluring to those who don't know you.
Hyper and full of energy, you're usually the last one to leave a party.
Sometimes your sharp mind gets the better of you... you're a bit paranoid!
I Belong in Fall
Intelligent, introspective, and quite expressive at times...
You appreciate the changes in color, climate, and mood that fall brings
Whether you're carving wacky pumpkins or taking long drives, autumn is a favorite time of year for you
I Am A Crazy Drunk
When you drink, you get wrecked - and it ain't pretty.
I Have a Choleric Temperament
You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.
You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.
At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.
My Hidden Talent
You have the power to persuade and influence others.
You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.
The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.
Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!
How I Live My Life
You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You say whatever is on your mind. Other people's reactions don't phase you.
Your friends tend to be a as quirky as you are - which is saying a lot!
You tend to always dream of things within reach - and you usually get them.
I Am A Margarita
You aren't just the life of the party, you are the party!
You mix a good drink, bust out some great music, and know how to get down.
I Am A Corona
You don't drink for the love of beer. You drink to get drunk.
You prefer a very light, very smooth beer. A beer that's hardly a beer at all.
And while you make not like the taste of beer, you like the feeling of being drunk.
You drink early and often. Sometimes with friends. Sometimes alone. All the party needs is you!
What My Sleeping Position Says
You have a passion for everything - including sleeping.
Outgoing and brash, you tend to still shock those who know you well.
You tend to be selfish. You are the most likely type to hog the covers.
You gravitate toward comfort and don't like extreme situations.
I May Be A Bit Borderline...
Your mood swings make a roller coaster look tame!
When you're up, you're a little bit crazy...
And when you're down, your whole world is crashing
Scary thing is, these moods can change by the minute!
I Am Lightning
Beautiful yet dangerous
People will stop and watch you when you appear
Even though you're capable of random violence
You are best known for: your power
Your dominant state: performing
My Brain's Pattern
Structured and organized, you have a knack for thinking clearly.
You are very logical - and you don't let your thoughts get polluted with emotions.
And while your thoughts are pretty serious, they're anything from boring.
It's minds like yours that have built the great cities of the world!
I Am 92% Sociopath
You're so manipulative, you could make Hannibal Lector your bitch.
You feel superhuman - and you certainly lack human empathy.
My Power Color Is Orange
You live in the fast lane. You love action, risk, and competition.
You're spontaneous, enthusiastic, and persuasive.
But you're also easily bored - and love to rebel against structures.
You resent rules ... as well as people's attempts to control you!
I Am Midnight
You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits.
Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle.
Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it.
You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.
My Birthdate: May 4
You have an extraordinary character - moral, responsible, and disciplined.
Your sincerely and honesty shine through in almost every situation.
Driven and focused, you rarely let your emotions get the better of you.
You're level headed and rational. People count on your to look at things objectively.
Your strength: Your unwavering loyalty and ethics
Your weakness: Your rock solid stubbornness
Your power color: Navy blue
Your power symbol: Shield
Your power month: April
My Element Is Metal
Your power colors: white, gold, and silver
Your energy: contracting
Your season: fall
You are persistent (and maybe even a little bit stubborn).
If you see something you want, you go for it.
You have a lot of strength, and it's difficult to get you down.
Very logical, you tend to analyze everything going on in your life.
Slacker Kid
High school was a place you showed up occasionally, but you didn't really leave a mark.
You hated rules, authority, and structure. In fact, you still do.
My Birth Month is May
Unique and creative, you seek your own path in life.
You love change and are able to adapt to any situation.
Your soul reflects: Sweetness, joy, and a complete life.
Your gemstone: Emerald
Your flower: Lily of the Valley
Your colors: Yellow, red, and greenYour love life: You don't love lightly. For you, love is always a serious undertaking.
However, you are able to love many types of people. You can bring out the best in almost anyone.
Love surprises you often. You never know when or where you'll find it next.Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 2You are most compatible with people born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, and 31st of the month.
My Five Factor Personality Profile
Extroversion:
You have high extroversion.
You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends.
You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation.
Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!"
Conscientiousness:
You have high conscientiousness.
Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.
Most things in your life are organized and planned well.
But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.
Agreeableness:
You have low agreeableness.
Your self interest comes first, and others come later, if at all.
In general, you feel that people are not to be trusted.
And you're skeptical that anyone else really feels differently.
Neuroticism:
You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is medium.
You are generally broad minded when it come to new things.
But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it.
You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.
I Am 87% Impulsive
You are beyond impulsive. You're wild, rash, and totally unpredictable.
And while your friends love your party persona, it's disconcerting that you're always ready for a good time.
Slow it down a little. While you aren't missing out on fun, you are missing out on the rest of life!
I am here to get back in touch with old friends, possibly some classmates, and meet a few cool new people (girls and guys) in the mean time. I have a great group of girlfriends involved in my life and we are always looking to add to our wild and crazy group. Guys are welcome too but understand that I am married to a great guy. But that doesn't mean we can't be friends!I have actually met some of the NJ Devils, but this spot looked kind of empty with nothing there so I had to put something. I have met enough celebrities but it doesn't thrill me. Hell I got crashed into by a football player for the Giants!
KORN, LIMP BIZKIT, 311, VAN HALEN, METALLICA, HATEBREED, CLUTCH, SLAYER, MINISTRY, SIX FEET UNDER, SEVENDUST, STEM, THREE DAYS GRACE, BARE NAKED LADIES, COMBICHRIST, FUNKER VOGT, DISTURBED, CREED, DAYS OF THE NEW, SOULFLY, INCUBUS, RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE, PINK FLOYD, SPLIT, SUBLIME, ALICE IN CHAINS, BLACK SABBATH, GODSMACK, REACH, 25 TA LIFE, INDECSION, EVERCLEAR, SUICIDAL TENDENCIES, BUSH, , LIVE, DOWN, FEAR FACTORY, SUGAR RAY, SUM 41, WEEZER, RAMMSTEIN, SKARHEAD NYHC, SEPULTURA, SICK OF IT ALL, PRODIGY, CHEVELLE, STAIND, LINKIN PARK, CYPRESS HILL, GREEN DAY, THE OFFSPRING, JANES ADDICTION, TOBY KEITH and BRAND PAISLEY, SYSTEM OF A DOWN, OZZY, MUDVAYNE, AC/DC, LIFE OF AGONY, LED ZEPPELIN, LIT, FUEL, GWAR, TOOL, NINE INCH NAILS, BOSTON, AEROSMITH, BLINK 182, DAVE MATHEWS, POD, BOXCAR RACER, AVA, BEASTIE BOYS, SIX FEET UNDER, CHEVELLE, CORROSION OF CONFORMITY, ANTHRAX, CRYSTAL METH, GRAVITY KILLS, DOWN, PANTERA, LYNARD SKYNARD, STAIND, I THINK YOU GET IT.But I also like Country, Classica, Some Pop music (the kind you can get down to like I am loving this SexyBack song by that Musketeer Eater Justin Timberlake) Some Rap Like ICE-T that is one crazy mother fucker! I love that song "The Girl Tried To Kill Me!"
Jarheads (Cause Jake is the star and god damn he is so freakin hot), Platoon, Full Metal Jacket, Weekends at Bernies, The Family Stone, The Notebook, Me, Myself and Irene (funny shit!), Howard Stern Private Parts, National Lampoons Christmas Vacation, Black Hawk Down and Pearl Harbor (Another Hottie Josh Hartnett), There's Something About Mary, The Jerk!, Clerks, Kids, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, Anything with Cheech and Chong in it, American Pie 1 & 2, War of the Roses, Bubble Boy (Jakie Poo Again), Porkys (Reminds me of Birchhill night club), American Beauty, Motel Hell (Oldie and in black and white but kicks ass), Big Daddy, The Devil Wears Prada, The Break Up, Rumor Has It, Wedding Crashers
CSI, CSI Miami, House, Rescue Me, Over There, Nip/Tuck, Sopranos, Big Love, Mind of Mencia, Reno 911, The OC, Monster Garage, Smallville, Without a Trace, Greys Anatomy ,Desperate Housewives, The Office, Dr. 90210
Since I loved the movie so much I am now reading "The Notebook" and then the sequel "The Wedding"