My life, my transition. I have always been this way living in the dark behind the mask that society created especially just for me. I hate the mask they gave me, it is cast in everything that I am not. I was tought not to remove my mask for retrebution would rain down upon me but it is time. It is time for me to show the world who I truly am... I am sick of the fear that I have lived in. I am stronger then that. i deserve to live happy. I will be happy now and the world will know... For this is the life I live lost in a daze just wishing to be excepted for who I am and who I want to be. Will they ever see the pain they bring me denying who I am. I hate living the lie. Among them this disguiz I must create to please them and for what gain do they really recieve but to see the pain that bubble in me forcing tears to appear every night around my blue eyes. Somedays make me wish I would obtain my wings and gown and fly away to a place of better days where tears are never heard of, pain is non-excistant and I would be free. Free to live as me no more discrimination or fear of what may be said. This is my dream. My dream of freedom from imprisonment I have had bestode upon me by society. I have but one simple wish to be free to live out my life the way I know I should have always. The way I feel inside should have always shinned brighter than the fear. But the discrimination keeped me hiding in the shadows... But nolonger will that fear keep me away! For more information the terms transgender no its not a new fad its not a phase its how some are born!