jacqui

found this love layout at HOT FreeLayouts.comThis world today is a TRIP...people are so amazing and so ridiculous at the same time. And life is HARD. People abuse you, misjudge, mistreat you, betray you. And we have all felt these things at one time or another. I'm going through a time in my life where I have decided, that no matter HOW much I have been abused, mistreated, misjudged, and betrayed, that I will never lash back at people with those negative forms of hatred. I will still continue to love, like I have never lost or been hurt. I will still remain the loyal, trustworthy, and REAL person I have always been, like I have never been taken advangtage of or deceived. I will still care for others and treat others the way I would want to be treated, like I have never been mistreated. I still believe in karma, and that what you put out into the world will come back to you. And even though I may not have yet received that good in return, I know it is coming. I'm a BEAUTIFUL person...and I sell myself short too often, and criticize myself too hard, and question my abilities to the point where i question who I am- but I'm not gonna succumb to these thoughts anymore. I have the power in me to make a change in my life, to make a change in the world, and above all, I MAKE MY OWN happiness. No longer will I rely on someone else's opinions to measure my worth because I KNOW who I am, and what I have to offer this world. I have come to the realization that the world will view me the way I view myself. So it is with that knowledge, that I AM beautiful, inside & out. Hate if you want to hate, think what you wanna think, because by trying to put me down to make yourself feel better, it will only make you feel worse about yourself in the end. I'm not perfect, and never have tried to be. I'm loud and aggressive, and I won't put up with disrespect. I go crazy sometimes from letting what people do affect me. People will be people, and most people are only out for themselves. But that's not gonna change the way I treat the world. Instead of waiting on the world to change, I'm beginning with ME. LOVE others, be PASSIONATE about life, and HARMONY will come your way.