About Me

About me

Why is it that people say they want to know the real you, but if it really came down to it, they would freak if they knew your deepest secrets? People need to learn how to deal with being uncomfortable and running in to situations that are beyond there exterior. It would be crude and unecessary for me to go into who I really am... but if you want to know anything, just take a look at my life. You will find all of your answers in the eyes of my little sister, the tone of my father's voice when he speaks to me, the gentleness my mother gives in every hug, the way my friends laugh(with or at me), the way i walk, talk and smile, what and who I pray for everynight... there you will find all you need to know.

details

Name:Char
Age:20
Location:Ft Worth
Orientation:Straight
Status:Single
Occupation:

I'd Like to meet

I can not imagine what it would be like to stand before my Lord and Savior and know that at that precise moment I will be facing how I have lived my life. Everything that I have ever done, I will answer for. Yes, I would love to take a walk with Jesus and soak in as much of His awestruck wonder as possible, but there is one question that I have to ask myself now... Am I ready to own up to the good and bad, with nothing put aside? All He asks is that we obey Him by following in His footsteps and spreading His righteous word... Could I honestly look in the mirror and say that I have done just that? I guess that is for Him to decide.

Comment

Young love.

My Interests

Girly Myspace Layouts

Music:

PINK
Dear Mr. President Lyrics
Dear Mr. President Come take a walk with me Let's pretend we're just two people and You're not better than me I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestlyWhat do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep What do you feel when you look in the mirror Are you proudHow do you sleep while the rest of us cry How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye How do you walk with your head held high Can you even look me in the eye And tell me whyDear Mr. President Were you a lonely boy Are you a lonely boy Are you a lonely boy How can you say No child is left behind We're not dumb and we're not blind They're all sitting in your cells While you pave the road to hellWhat kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay I can only imagine what the first lady has to say You've come a long way from whiskey and cocaineHow do you sleep while the rest of us cry How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye How do you walk with your head held high Can you even look me in the eyeLet me tell you bout hard work Minimum wage with a baby on the way Let me tell you bout hard work Rebuilding your house after the bombs took them away Let me tell you bout hard work Building a bed out of a cardboard box Let me tell you bout hard work Hard work Hard work You don't know nothing bout hard work Hard work Hard work OhHow do you sleep at night How do you walk with your head held high Dear Mr. President You'd never take a walk with me Would you

Heroes:

GOD "surely it was for my benifit that i suffered such anguish. in your love you kept me from the pit of destruction; you have put all my sins behind your back." Isaiah 38:17

My Blog

why must i be the one?

i hate seeing you like this. in pain and dying. the reasons are slim in my head. as to why i have to witness everything. why. why must i be the one. all your pain. your heartache. your cruelty. your h...
Posted by ♥ Charlotte on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 09:14:00 PST

making peace with the past...

in one deep scarring swipe, my heart had been ripped from my chest. my life had been stolen from me. picked off the top of the tallest tree. crumpled up and thrown out like a dirty rag. confusio...
Posted by ♥ Charlotte on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 12:11:00 PST

how simply complicated...

i wanted to be close to youi wanted you to hold meto hug me and to wipe my tears away.so i held on tighter to the stonethat takes your place.my knees in the dirtmy heart pounding so loudi can barely t...
Posted by ♥ Charlotte on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 08:50:00 PST

I wrote a song...

TITLE*Break ThroughVERSE 1*Can you see me for who I really am?Do you know my every intention?Can you see through my porcelyn mask, or are you just pretending?Can you see her?The girl I try so hard to ...
Posted by ♥ Charlotte on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 08:41:00 PST

letter to you

why? that is the question with no one answer behind it, is it not? this question, this one simple word sets itself on reapeat within the back of my mind. over and over again, running back and forth in...
Posted by ♥ Charlotte on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 08:46:00 PST

My saving Grace...

She looks up, snapping quickly out of the daze. Her eyes swell up with confusion, her mind sets into negativity. Why here, why right now, why cant it all just be over. The memories, the flashb...
Posted by ♥ Charlotte on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 07:25:00 PST

no one like you

My mind is full, my heart is done. My positivity lost, and all my hope is gone. Life doesnt pause for one soul, instead, it speeds up. Ive lost all track of reality, and yet, i couldnt know it ...
Posted by ♥ Charlotte on Sun, 13 Aug 2006 12:18:00 PST

Nothing left to lose.

My eyes gaze down at the tide coming in, hypnotized as the waves crash around me. The waves dancing around my feet, slowly escaping into the wide open sea. Flowing farther out into the blue swirl of b...
Posted by ♥ Charlotte on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 11:09:00 PST

!&$.@@!!^**^%.$@@!!!$.

John and I finally recorded that song that I have been telling you all about. It turned out great. The demo sounds amazing. I am so proud of it... so that is probably going to be the ONE thing that I ...
Posted by ♥ Charlotte on Fri, 30 Jun 2006 06:45:00 PST

Can you say AMAZING?!?

My friend John and I are going to record an amazing song together. I'm so totally stoked about it. John wrote the song and i'm going to do vocals for it... and i'm just amazed at the fact that a...
Posted by ♥ Charlotte on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 02:17:00 PST