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taryn andante stankonia

... with hand and heart, thought and word, we meet on the path of beauty.

About Me

i am a strange composition of contradictions.

and quite possibly one of the most fabulous people you will ever meet.

My Interests

acting a complete and total fool in public places. art history. astrology. beaches. beauty. being loud. boos and buddies (♥). brazil. burlesque performers. cartoons. clothes. coffee. cultures that are different from my own. dancing. dark chocolate. deep creative artistic type people. dogs. dreaming. eating. escapism. experiencing the creativity of others. eyeballs. fashion. getting clean. getting dirty. hats. hondas. kittie-cats. laughing. learning. making mix cds. mangos. music. my lil sis bri. old school big-bodied luxury or muscle cars. other people named taryn. peanut butter and honey sammiches. pin up/fetish art & photography. pineapples. pomegranates. poetry. rocking out. shoes. shooting pool. singing. smiling. squirrells. stella artois. strippers. sushi. tattoos. text messages. water. weather. wine. writing. your mom. (and many other things that i can't think of right now ...)

I'd like to meet:

intriguing, intelligent, positive, forward-moving folks to walk along this path with me for a little while.
people with inner beauty that spills out into the tangible world.
people who love to dance and/or sing, and are prone to do so at any given time - be it in the grocery store, on the dance floor, or up on stage.
poets, musicians, graffitti artists, vocalists, b-boys and b-girls, photographers, capoeristas and any- and everybody who is strong enough to allow God to move through them in the execution of their art form, regardless of what that art form may be.
people who like to think.
people who like to laugh.
people who find joy in small things.
people who don't fit nicely into any one category.
people from brazil. preferably if you can teach me portuguese.
and just about everyone else. especially if you have cool pictures.

i don't do blind adds though. don't know me yet? just send me a message. say hello. i don't bite ... hard ... tee-hee.

Music:

far too much to list. stuff that everyone else likes. stuff that no one else likes. stuff that makes me wanna dance. stuff that makes me wanna cry. stuff that makes me wanna dance and cry at the same time. and damn near anything from or related to brazil.

Movies:

amelie, best in show, the big lebowski, city of god, city of lost children, crouching tiger, hidden dragon, dark crystal, eastern promises, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, eurotrip, fear & loathing in las vegas, frida, ghost dog, the haunting (original black & white), hero, kill bill 1 & 2, little miss sunshine, lord of the rings trilogy, magnolia, matrix trilogy, mean girls, mirrormask, nightmare before christmas, o! brother where art thou?, pan's labyrinth, party monster, pulp fiction, a scanner darkly, and more ...

Television:

n/a.

Books:

oh, yes please. just nothing TOO serious or else i'll fall asleep.

currently reading clive barker's imajica & mistral's kiss by laurell k. hamilton.

Heroes:


most fabulous mom ever

most fabulous sister ever

most fabulous uncle silly ever

most fabulous baby momma/boo boo ever

most fabulous don keezy ever

most fabulous shoni ever-

(no, seriously. i'm so proud of these people, and i'm a lucky girl to know (and in some cases, be related to) them.)

mothers (especially my own), strong women of any variety, TRUE artists (i don't proclaim to be among them yet), people who have the desire/motivation/ability to change the world around them for the better, and anyone who emerges victoriously against the odds.

My Blog

our loss ... her gain?

(i just feel like i have to write something, even though i have no idea what to say. i don't do this whole grief thing very well.)what a beautiful woman, a truly fantastic human being who consistently...
Posted by taryn andante stankonia on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 12:15:00 PST

shooting star

(this one's a little more sing-songy than i think i'd like. suggestions anyone?)shooting stari know what you areand i know that you can't staybut before you goi'd like to knowany chance you're going m...
Posted by taryn andante stankonia on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 09:13:00 PST

reckoning

(it's not done yet, i don't think. there may be a whole 'nother bit at the end leading to a total KO. we'll see.) it would be nice if i could trust you further than i can toss you but with that reput...
Posted by taryn andante stankonia on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 04:20:00 PST

momentum

(this may be part of a longer peace - did i say peace? i meant piece - not entirely sure yet. haven't written anything like this in a while. damn, i got rusty.)i know that it's easier tocling to excus...
Posted by taryn andante stankonia on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 11:37:00 PST

purging, cleaning, cleansing ... making peace.

so i moved back into my parents' house a little over two years ago. everything i owned was sealed away beneath newspaper, cardboard and packaging tape and transferred from one place to another. a few ...
Posted by taryn andante stankonia on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 10:50:00 PST

fold

in too deepcircling strange watersi'm in over my heada guppiestumbling into his shark cagestruggling to play by the rulesagainst a man who's out of my leaguehe's got his poker face oni can't stop swea...
Posted by taryn andante stankonia on Fri, 02 Jun 2006 12:32:00 PST

limbo

sick with waitingclammy hands tremble inanger and anxietyan empty stomach turnsover and over and over againthreatening to find something to rejectif that phone doesn't ringsoonkeep on pushing back the...
Posted by taryn andante stankonia on Fri, 19 May 2006 09:47:00 PST

apology: "for ..." (rough draft. might not even be finished. i dunno.)

for making you feel like you were second bestfor doing you wrongthe way wrong's been done to me for taking so damn longfor wanting to have youall to myselfand never wanting to giveall of myself to you...
Posted by taryn andante stankonia on Sun, 05 Feb 2006 09:10:00 PST

divination: prophecy (better title anyone?)

just sitting here silenttrying to listen to thehood breathesearching for the name of the Creatorin hieroglyph graffitiand cleverly worded church signsTodays poor choicesare down paymentson tomorrow...
Posted by taryn andante stankonia on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

coming home

i bought this journal yesterday and my palms sweat as they rest on the first blank page it looks back up at me its expression a combination of puppy left alone in the house too long and wife wh...
Posted by taryn andante stankonia on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST