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About Me

Hang on, I'll get to this part someday . . .
This was all written circa 2005 and i don't really feel like writing another one of these ever ever again, so however much i've changed since this point in time- this is the description you're gonna get. MySpace is lame now anyways. cheers!

Me =
simple. easy and free go-with-the-flow kinda guy. sober. super skinny. deadly serious about certain things at times. doesn't take the rest of life serious the rest of the time. listener. talker. observer. quiet. shy. outgoing. honest. calm. relaxed. "nice". kind. modest. humble most the time. loving. nocturnal. memory is completely shot - can't remember anything. lived thru a lot of shit. done some fucked up things during life. patient. dork. geek. SLACKER. mellow. absolutely fucking crazy when with the right people. passionate about many things. lazy. motivated. slow on the uptake. lets go of big things with difficulty. strange. considerate. warm. hard to piss off. somewhat of a wallflower still. will treat you with respect based on your actions (but won't be an asshole either way). funny sometimes (usually just a big dork tho). sociably retarded sometimes. cinephile. has a bitchin 14 inch long scar. hair is never constant. several years younger in many respects. several years older in others. frontman for an airband (retired). looks like is in high skool when clean shaven. self sabotaging. goes days at times without sleep for no real constructive reason. needs a hot poker in the ass to finally move. PROcrastinator. cuts it by the very last minute. makes mountains out of molehills easily. lets the rest slide on by. sees things broken down to simple basics. odd. sometimes brutally honest to a fault (thanks cockblocker video. ass.). timid. courageous. friendly. doesn't care much about appearances.
What I Love =
family. friends. happiness. being at peace. relaxation. MUSIC. cinema. simplicity. reading more. drawing in my red book. riding. riding with my music at 3am. walking. walking in the dead of night. nature. the ADKs. mountain tops. hiking. cities. quiet. noise. rolling in packs. flying solo. love. lovers. laughing. openmindedness. the unexpected. beds. stars. long talks. silence. not planning. awareness. the path of enlightenment and awareness and insight (my biggest goal in life). learning. balance. ho-hos. bikes. eastern philosophy. growing. friends of bill. dancing my ass off at giant panda shows. screaming till my face hurts at rage against the machine shows. art with emotion. life. frisbee. my earmuff headphones. tattoos. head scritches. honesty. integrity. common courtesy. respect. self-respect. honor. compassion. magnanimity. generosity. benevolence. strength. nobility. equanimity. composure. people that live outside the bubble. sick humor. peachfish. my sticker covered blue gt bike (rip where ever you were stolen to). laying around. going places. adventures. spontaneity. synchronicity. being motivated. insanity (the good kind). cartoons. sushi. back scratches. hot tubs. things that make you think. hysterical laughter. summer. playing. being barefoot. taoism. tai chi. talking face to face. trust. holding confidence. patience. tolerance. late night rock quarries adventures. little things. hot tea. talking about movies. relating. om. meditation. eating. hot showers. strange abnormal people. cooking grilled cheeses. selfless acts. placidity. park ave. organization. clutter. pictures. forests. warmth. two percent milk. being crazy. super nintendo. minor indulgences. cheesy eddie's carrot cake playing eight ball. super mario bros 3. pulling all nighters with close friends constantly. dance sandwiching. clan oedipus. gertrude hawke's dark chocolate penut butter smidgens. old video games. comfort. chubby hubby. naz tunnels. exploring. my hoodie. massages. intimacy. food. gratitude. speaking thru actions. romance. late night weggies adventures. mario kart. team ah gaga. being a dork. "real" people. tranquility. diners. progress. evolution. sincerity. ninjas. sleep.
What I Dislike =
ignorance, dishonesty, being someone i am not, vanity, ego, self pity, hate, fastfood, arrogance, dominance, dependence, bigotry, complacency, hypocrisy, saying rather than doing, money, planning, abuse, seafood, drama, unwelcomed complications, phones (unless it's for special people), bullshit, worrying, panic, complaining, soliciting, marketing, general television, hollywood, swill merchants, small talk, "dating", self gratification, driving, below zero windchill, the fuckers that stole my awesome sticker covered blue gt bike, self seeking, self centered, sanctimony, elitism, pretension, conceit, inherently flawed systems running rampant, dystopia, continually unchallenged civil liberty violation, big brother, nationalism, majoritarianism, oligarchyism, oligopoly, unchecked constant abuse of power, victimization, chemical alteration, drawer's block, analyzing, cynicism, scrutiny, judging, gossip, nonconstructive criticism, character assassination, hidden motives, blatant disrespect, servitude, unaccountability, alarm clocks.
Which Trainspotting Character Are You?
Which SLC Punk Are You?
Me on Southpark

You Have A Type B Personality
You're as laid back as they come...
Your baseline mood is calm and level headed
Creativity and philosophy tend to be your forte
Like a natural sedative, you have a soothing effect on people
Friends and family often turn to you first with their problems
You have the personality to be a spiritual or psychological guru Do You Have a Type A Personality?
Currently Listening Too...
Interstella 5555 - Daft Punk
Daft Punk & Leiji Matsumoto's Interstella 5555: The 5tory of the 5ecret 5tar 5ystem

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

The people who move through the streets are all strangers. At each encounter, they imagine a thousand things about one another; meetings which could take place between them, conversations, surprises, caresses, bites. But no one greets anyone; eyes lock for a second, then dart away, seeking other eyes, never stopping.

UPDATE: On December 5th, 2008 I Shook this man's hand in line at Java's Cafe. I no longer need to keep this puzzle of him on here anymore, which has been on here for over 4 years now. I am now complete and have met the only person I wanted to meet.

My Blog

I travel with my backpack.

Hey! I went to colorado. it was pretty sweet.This is Colorado i dig that place a hell of a lot. I took a train outta ROC cross country all the way west to the rockies and everyone should go on the ro...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 23:27:00 GMT

So I Guess I Shouldnt Go To Law Law School

the nail on my right pointer toe is black. i think it got ran over, or something. i have no idea. can't remember. once i walked barefoot from gitsis on monroe ave to my mom's in east rochester and got...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 11:14:00 GMT

Do you sell earplugs Mr. Cartwright?

Suzie just listened to the best song she ever heard. It made her take off her dress. It was embarrassing. She placed the headphones back on the hook of the Virgin Megastore listening station, then ...
Posted by on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 12:17:00 GMT

Life, the Universe, and Everything

so i figured it be time to check in. yeah? ok.hi! been a while. so let's see now.... this year.this year has been a trip. i became a travelling roadie for a band back in march, drove to california and...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 23:12:00 GMT

Soundtrack to a nice, sticky, hot night.

PrefaceSo one of my geek passions is making mix cds every once in a while for whatever occasion, so i made on a few months ago for the summer (following the spring one i made in april, so i guess i'm ...
Posted by on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 15:42:00 GMT

No more Internets for a long while

So i know i kinda quit blogging like i used to, but whatevers yo. i'm not too creative lately. anywho....no more internets starting on the thirtieth of july for quite some time. probably. see, i'm mov...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 22:34:00 GMT

Be bold and mighty forces will come to your aide. (part two)

Alright. i've been meaning to do this for some time now. but..... i'm a slacker. (duh). i think i wrote in part one of this installment that i'd write this part a week later.... it's june now. so what...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 03:41:00 GMT

(This is gonna be a long one...)

Yep. hiya. i've been home for almost a week now. um. stuff. i like life.[links are all by me, to whatever they relate to, not SPAM]**oh yeah, till i figure out how to increase the text size perminentl...
Posted by on Tue, 08 May 2007 23:23:00 GMT

Roadtrip of my life??

Hiya. been a while. last time i know i said i was going to post a fleshed out detail of my "dream" real soon, but truth be told.... i do what i do best and was a slacker and never got around to scann...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 22:38:00 GMT

Be bold and mighty forces will come to your aide. (part one)

There's something i am going to write about, just not yet. i need the week to work on the project. a few months back, i wrote about the need to have a dream, and to be pursuing it (i believe the entry...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 02:22:00 GMT