I love God, scars, PICTURES, poetry, piano, music of any kind, kids, being able to help, being able to scream, people who can make me smile, namely my little brother.....I live my life to music...._______________________________________________
These traffic lights changing for nobody.
{Time to walk home.}
'Cigarette?'
'Sure...light?'
.....
‘Boy, why do you walk with a crutch under one arm
and a saw under the other?’
‘Because I carved your name in my arm to remember you
but I'd sever it off now just to forget.’ he said.
‘My knee buckled under the weight of your love,
I decided I didn’t need that either.’
‘What now, Boy, what else would you give to forget?’
‘To forget you?'
….inhale sharply…
'My ears to never hear you.
My eyes, it burns to see you now.
My memory, my fingers, my hair, my lips…'
……
'I’d give my breath.'
…exhale…
'But I would not give my heart.
That is the one thing you never touched.’
A shame. Pity.
The boy mutters...
'Why be loved if not to die completely without you?
If not to be nothing without what I need from you?
What is it to live with only the pieces of myself
you found no use for?
-to stand with no legs-
-and cry with no eyes-
-tears that were borrowed-
...and wail with the tongue that was yours all along...
'My words will not matter, I’ve nothing to say.'
'I am a martyr for your cause.
A sheep begging for the slaughter.
Love me now to kill me quick.
---then leave me---
~once-loved, twice-scarred~
'.and.dying.to.know.how.it.will.end.'
...'m'...
I'd like to meet:
not you, anyone but you. ...i like people who sound like they know what they're talking about...
Music:
I enjoy making it.
I like music that makes me happy..i.thank.god.for.rachel.heather.d.caleb.tillyvanilly.b
ubby.CJ.mattlikeabat.Mr.England.j-to-da-izzeff.brad-e-bear.a
.k.....you are my friends...my family...my medicine...my lights....my drug...my life.
Movies:
THE ROYAL TENENBAUMS, Monty python, edward scissorhands, PRINCESS BRIDE, truman show, battle royale, TRIPLETS OF BELLEVILLE, garden state, the breakfast club, spinal tap, AMERICAN GRAFFITI, ocean's eleven/twelve, office space, one flew over the cuckoo's nest, blow, gone with the wind, MOD SQUAD, superstar, jurassic park....heckyes, ju-on, THE WAKING LIFE, to end all wars, HAIRSPRAY, dead poet's society, WHAT DREAMS MAY COME, rainman, mata hari, conquest, the other sister, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind........you remember...
I might not, but you do.
Television:
[adult swim]
[court tv] junkie
[cops] like nobody's business
Books:
i don't read too awfully much.
Heroes:
<[My Daddy.>]
I miss him terribly.
.The One who turns sins to symphonies..As well as anyone who can catch a firefly and keep it.
My little brother is the champion of my bleeding heart.
^That's my lil bro.^
Go ahead... adore.
We both know you're going to....