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Mandy

That's your skin. Don't let anyone under there.

About Me

dance, embarass, tattoo, tall husband, Jonsi-dog, short, pretty deaf, usually end up wearing fads i made fun of, best friend-rachel, piano, for some reason i never buy things that fit me, go through cell phones like toilet paper, super-nostalgic, my mom and brother are gold, brag on my brother annoyingly too much- if he was your brother, you'd brag too, i think sweaty deodorant smells worse than b.o., i don't think i'm better than you, but i always look snooty, my face is stuck that way, i don't know whyAmong those who inspire me...
Are my friends who embody...
Who define...
The introverted
The inverted
The evolution
The revolution
The pessimist
The legalist
The realist
The drug addict
The inventive
The innovative
The intervention
The theologian
The playwrite
The musician
The artist
The self-proclaimed
The non-acclaimed
The lost and found
The turned-around
The forbidden
The well-hidden
The depressed
The repressed
The opressed
The elusive
The conclusive.
For me....
[.my.name.is.mandy.]aim sn's---oneamongthefnc, mosingoshorty, stayyellowbird [email protected]↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓

My Interests

I love God, scars, PICTURES, poetry, piano, music of any kind, kids, being able to help, being able to scream, people who can make me smile, namely my little brother.....I live my life to music...._______________________________________________ These traffic lights changing for nobody. {Time to walk home.} 'Cigarette?' 'Sure...light?' ..... ‘Boy, why do you walk with a crutch under one arm and a saw under the other?’ ‘Because I carved your name in my arm to remember you but I'd sever it off now just to forget.’ he said. ‘My knee buckled under the weight of your love, I decided I didn’t need that either.’ ‘What now, Boy, what else would you give to forget?’ ‘To forget you?' ….inhale sharply… 'My ears to never hear you. My eyes, it burns to see you now. My memory, my fingers, my hair, my lips…' …… 'I’d give my breath.' …exhale… 'But I would not give my heart. That is the one thing you never touched.’ A shame. Pity. The boy mutters... 'Why be loved if not to die completely without you? If not to be nothing without what I need from you? What is it to live with only the pieces of myself you found no use for? -to stand with no legs- -and cry with no eyes- -tears that were borrowed- ...and wail with the tongue that was yours all along... 'My words will not matter, I’ve nothing to say.' 'I am a martyr for your cause. A sheep begging for the slaughter. Love me now to kill me quick. ---then leave me--- ~once-loved, twice-scarred~ '.and.dying.to.know.how.it.will.end.' ...'m'...

I'd like to meet:

not you, anyone but you. ...i like people who sound like they know what they're talking about...

Music:

I enjoy making it. I like music that makes me happy..i.thank.god.for.rachel.heather.d.caleb.tillyvanilly.b ubby.CJ.mattlikeabat.Mr.England.j-to-da-izzeff.brad-e-bear.a .k.....you are my friends...my family...my medicine...my lights....my drug...my life.

Movies:

THE ROYAL TENENBAUMS, Monty python, edward scissorhands, PRINCESS BRIDE, truman show, battle royale, TRIPLETS OF BELLEVILLE, garden state, the breakfast club, spinal tap, AMERICAN GRAFFITI, ocean's eleven/twelve, office space, one flew over the cuckoo's nest, blow, gone with the wind, MOD SQUAD, superstar, jurassic park....heckyes, ju-on, THE WAKING LIFE, to end all wars, HAIRSPRAY, dead poet's society, WHAT DREAMS MAY COME, rainman, mata hari, conquest, the other sister, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind........you remember... I might not, but you do.

Television:

[adult swim] [court tv] junkie [cops] like nobody's business

Books:

i don't read too awfully much.

Heroes:

<[My Daddy.>] I miss him terribly.

.The One who turns sins to symphonies..As well as anyone who can catch a firefly and keep it. My little brother is the champion of my bleeding heart. ^That's my lil bro.^ Go ahead... adore. We both know you're going to....

My Blog

C'est la vie... ode to the Home For Children.

My fish(es) died. I have kidney stones. My best friend moved across the country. I moved to a strange town. My husband's in New York. My mom and brother moved an hour away. My mom's in Florida. Father...
Posted by Mandy on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 12:41:00 PST

'til the birds return for spring cleaning...

I have [got] to start saying what's on my mind. I apologize if you're one of the ones feeling the effects of the psychological revelation I've had in the past week that's caused me to be painfully tru...
Posted by Mandy on Wed, 09 May 2007 10:08:00 PST

One of the sucky feelings in this world...

...Is being a friend of convenience to someone you care deeply for. You need me when you need me. When nobody else needs you. When everyone else is busy. In between hanging out with other people. When...
Posted by Mandy on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 10:26:00 PST

groove is in the heart

Pray for me today. And tomorrow. I'm at work, but you can text me. I love getting texts. Love. Love somebody today. ...'mk'...
Posted by Mandy on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 08:28:00 PST

come together

Can't we all just get along? Love love love love love is the word. The weather's so nice, love somebody today. ...'mk'...
Posted by Mandy on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 11:17:00 PST

ellemeno

I really should be writing a paper right now, but I needed to get a few thoughts out of my head. You do go through cycles with friends, and I'm really enjoying the transition I'm in right now. I'...
Posted by Mandy on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 10:06:00 PST

in memoriam

The one year anniversary of the passing of a wonderful man is on april 7. I can't believe it's been a year already. It will be a hard day for alot of people and some people want to do something in rem...
Posted by Mandy on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 07:44:00 PST

I know you're not on myspace, but if you were, I'd say this...

I just wanted to say that we all warned you. If you hurt my best friend.... AGAIN... I would kill you... and I know for a fact I wasn't the only one who said it... You'd better hope I never see you i...
Posted by Mandy on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 07:55:00 PST

I simply remember my favorite things... and then I don't feel so bad.

Sometimes you just have to laugh at life. And yourself.   Strept throat or however the crap you spell that. Kidney infection. Stomach virus. Sandpaper rash on my face. Why does this always happen...
Posted by Mandy on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 09:51:00 PST

If I was a bigger person, and you were sorry enough...

What happened to us? When did we suddenly start thinking we knew what was best for everyone else? When did we figure out what was best for ourselves? Time is a really screwed up thing. You never have ...
Posted by Mandy on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 06:14:00 PST