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Rebecca

I cry for love

About Me

hey, so my name is becca and at the moment i live in sitka alaska. i've had issues in my life. until i was seven i lived with my biological mom. who abused me and let my uncle molest me. so i've been through my share of shit. at the moment im pretty happy. though extremely bored. i want to be a psychologist but until im ready to go to college i want to work with the airlines. i am very excited to try and be on my own. even if it ends up being with someone else. i am excited to be a big kid. "im a big kid now" yes im a goofball.

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My Interests

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot who calls you back when you hang up on him. Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, '...that's her.' this is the guy you should spend the time with. he is the one and the only perfect guy for you

I'd like to meet:

anyone who wants to have fun just hanging out

Music:


TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Becka A. Calvin
Birthday: August fourth 1989
Birthplace: juneau Alaska
Current Location: Sitka Alaska
Eye Color: blue... (that's what it says on my birth certificut but people say they change
Hair Color: natural(chestnut) currently not chestnut... but someother brown
Height: idk last time i measured 5;5"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: umm idk... im norwegian and some other stuff
The Shoes You Wore Today: my element scater shoes XD
Your Weakness: hot boys with big vehicles
Your Fears: being alone
Your Perfect Pizza: peperoni, pinapple, mushrooms, olives, can't think of anything else
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: graduating
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: mmmm damn it that was a good dream
Your Best Physical Feature: idk people keep tellin me im beatiful... and not to sound like idk like a baby but i don't believe you all!! srry
Your Bedtime: whenever i wanna sleep
Your Most Missed Memory: last febuary... the good parts... lol someone should know what im talking about too bad he don't have myspace
Pepsi or Coke: neither ... Dr. Pepper rules all
MacDonalds or Burger King: burger king ... macdonalds is shitty
Single or Group Dates: single.. more portental
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: yumm chocolate lol im a choco-holic
Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: lol yes
Do you Sing: yes
Do you Shower Daily: i try to
Have you Been in Love: i believe i could have been
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: yes...
Do you belive in yourself: i believe in myself...
Do you get Motion Sickness: lol not often.
Do you think you are Attractive: not really but people contridict me on that one
Are you a Health Freak: lol no
Do you get along with your Parents: yes i do now
Do you like Thunderstorms: yea... when im being held
Do you play an Instrument: i used to
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: lol no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yes
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: lol no too cold
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: yes
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: peacefully
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: psychologist
What country would you most like to Visit: scotland
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: green... or a really bright persing blue
Favourite Hair Color: lol don't have one
Short or Long Hair: doesn't matter
Height: taller than me
Weight: does it really matter
Best Clothing Style: doesn't matter
Number of Drugs I have taken: doesnt matter
Number of CDs I own: doesn't matter
Number of Piercings: doesnt matter
Number of Tattoos: doesn't matter
Number of things in my Past I Regret: i don't care... i got tired of saying the previous

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Movies:


Your Five Variable Love Profile
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is medium.
In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.
But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!
There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!
Dominance:
Your dominance is medium.
You tend to be the one with more power.
You aren't a total control freak in relationships..
But of course you don't mind getting you way!
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.
Independence:
Your independence is medium.
In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."
You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.
But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered. The Five Variable Love Test

My Blog

un named ideas? comment me with them

Fire burned and sparks flew. an attraction masked my well behaved manners.Her eyes sparkled and caught his.smiling as she laughed away the embarrasment of his knowing how she feels.his eyes captured h...
Posted by Rebecca on Mon, 05 May 2008 12:22:00 PST

Dealing with Faith

  Wind swirls and my hair blows around my face.tears drop down my cheeks. the pain of past relationships, beating on the current one.conditions and fear make it hard to push past and commit to s...
Posted by Rebecca on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 03:01:00 PST

my peice of paper

We left each other wounded,wondering wat would happen to the happiness we shared.He walked away with a wounded heart and I a wounded soul.I felt as if i was left broken and dying, left to bl...
Posted by Rebecca on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 02:01:00 PST

Forbidden

The thoughts pass by one at a time as I gaze into your eyes. The world may spin but I feel as if we're stuck in that one second. Gazing deep into your eyes, I search for answeres, sudde...
Posted by Rebecca on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 04:21:00 PST

Wishing

have you ever wished if you could go back and fix stuff you made mistakes on? i wish i could have a time machine and travel back to when i was born and just make sure i don't listen to much 'uncle' (i...
Posted by Rebecca on Sat, 08 Dec 2007 10:40:00 PST

he’s gone

His eyes i can't forget his kiss was so blissful his touch made me melt his laugh made me so happy then i messed it all up. now i can't see the eyes that mesmorized me but only ones filled with hate i...
Posted by Rebecca on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 02:12:00 PST

Soul Mates written sept 27

Broken hearts melt together in a wirlwind fo passion. Once closed to outside love now openly glide with one another. Loneliness turned inside out. Two souls so blissfully happy becuase they'd found ea...
Posted by Rebecca on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 02:08:00 PST

Frozen

Cold as cold as icewas his hearthe cared not for any,but himselfalways balsking in attention in the gloryof his attandancehis cold heart expected to be made feel warm,feel wated so hecould reject and ...
Posted by Rebecca on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 03:49:00 PST

2 poems for philip

    i can' hear, i can't breathe everything hurtsknowing you'll never think of me the same way againknowing that it all changed too much way too fasti feel empty with out you lost in a ...
Posted by Rebecca on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 03:44:00 PST

Life, love, water, and you... seth this is yours

    life flows endlessly from him his heart sings to mineas we twirl on airlife is a dream when he's aroundalways with me always close, always caring. i feel warmth in his heart and tru...
Posted by Rebecca on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 03:40:00 PST