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About Me

i think.... i'm super. and you'd probably think i am too. some would call me a brat and you're probably be one of them and i'm okay with that.
i've been dealt a heavy hand in life. but i keep pushing and soon, i'll overcome it all. through all that i've been through, i've learned many lessons and i'm sure to learn more. after all, things do happen for a reason, right? i've been able to re-evaluate my relationships with people and my relationship with myself. i'm beginning to understand and see where it is that i can improve myself to make me a better person for my loved ones and more importantly, me. i continue to grow and the ones that i love fertilize my growing experience, helping me to shape who i am now and will be in the future.
i live with my boyfriend in the downtown area. my boyfriend is the most amazing man in the world and one day i'll be honoured when he calls me his wife. i love downtown, i refuse to live anywhere else in sac other than here.
i have two cats, theory and thesis. they are both super rad ass cats. if you don't like cats, i guarantee you will still like mine. they are unusual with lots of personality and super chill. theory is my fatboy, he is all about his mama, a true lapcat. super lazy and most cudly. thesis is our baby girl, she's almost a year old and is still the size of a kitten. she's a true daddy's girl and she digs music like crazy. she's all about the turntables and producing beats with her dad.
i'm a makeup artist and i love my job. my day job is with the beauty authority, aka sephora. i freelance makeup and waxing on the side. i don't work to live, i live to work. faces are my canvas and makeup is my paint.
i love art. all art. painting, drawing, collaging, photography, anything that comes from creativity. i like to go to art shows and museums and you can often find me walking around every second saturday in downtown sac. i also like to show my art as well.
i like to write. i like to read other people's writing. from poetry to novels. books. they are great. you can learn a lot from them and sometimes even learn about yourself through reading.
i love good music. a beat that makes me want to move my hips is always great. hip hop, trip hop, EDM, [classic] rock, reggae, alternative, it's all gravy.
i try to surround myself with people who are also creative in some way or other, whether it be art, music, dance, or writing. i dig it all. and i lie to do it all.
i love to cook and to be vegetarian. i like sushi [it's the only way i eat fish, infact]. loud music. fast cars and stunt bikes. i don't like ignorant people. i.v needles. beef and poultry.
i tend to speak my mind and forget to think before i speak. therefor, i have diarreah of the mouth and it gets me in trouble. my mamma has told me all my life that i need to work on that, and it's definatley work in progress. i don't hate people, i just don't like certain people. i know if i like you within in 2 seconds of meeting you, and more than likely i can see right through your bullshit... bullshitters are sometimes my favorite people, because they amuse me the most. you can't bullshit a bullshitter.
my hair changes all the time. colour, cut, and style. i've had the same pair of chucks for 12 years now [wow, and they aren't even that smelly, either! them shits last FOREVER! best twenty bucks i ever spent on shoes.] i smell like a flower garden. i like to be warm and i hate hot weather.
i'm just a down to earth girl, and a girl that is down to do pretty much anything. i just want to live and experience everything that life has to offer me. i plan for the future, live in the moment, and try not to let the past haunt me.
RIP Army Srgt Robert Thrasher
Fallen soldier -- Operation Iraqi Freedom February 11, 2007 you will forever be missed my, dear cousin.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

i found my match, he's amazing and i love him with my whole heart. we are for sure meant to be, and we have a special story. i lovers him all our lives<3.

1] a drugged up super model

2] jenny mccarthy

3] friends i can grow old with.
4] real people [no fakes allowed]
5] someone that has a job or jobs for a no limit makeup artist.
6] silvia brown -- so she can tell my future
7] kat von d
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My Blog

you rad mutha-jubbas.

holiday muzak at work.  the year is almost over.  a moment to reflect has been ordered.  2008 - january 1st.  moved downtown.  set goals and saught out for them.  second...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Nov 2008 19:12:00 GMT

hold me down.

feelings that i've never felt before.  intense.  feeling so full.  i've never felt so whole.  look into your eyes.  i can see your soul.  balanced.  pure.  ful...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Aug 2008 15:39:00 GMT

cheers to new beginnings!

one year wasted, literally.  spent on a boy who had know clue what he had.  i bring all the drama though?  wrong.  ask friends.  drama free would be me.  life is too shor...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 10:25:00 GMT

...keys to 2008...

i nearly ended 2007 in the hospital.  but that would be too usual for my life.  lucky me, i got out the sunday before new year's eve.  thank the lord.  -- ps.  i was in the ho...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 01:28:00 GMT

laid out on the table.

brutal honesty.  that's what this blog is about.  i'm here to come clean to those of you who care, want to know, or just want some words to read.  i haven't been 100% honest as to what ...
Posted by on Mon, 14 May 2007 09:49:00 GMT

. . . breathe . . .

twentyfive pounds of pressure on my chest.  blow to the heart.  worried.  scared.  nervous.  anxious.  words that come to mind when i think of the upcoming event.&nb...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 07:39:00 GMT

.sushi nights.

downtown night lights.  vallet parking -- "so i'm popping your vallet cherry?  did i just say that?"  amazing sushi.  my dad would be proud.  proud that i adopted such a delic...
Posted by on Fri, 14 Apr 2006 07:52:00 GMT

..locked out..

I lost it in September of last year. And now Im having a hard time finding it again.   I.miss.being.able.to.breathe.   I have a lockBut I cant find the key.
Posted by on Mon, 10 Apr 2006 14:48:00 GMT

six weird things and six weird people.

laquanda shaquasia tamarindo sanchez is making me do this, so i'm going to make you do it too. Here's the deal. Once you've been tagged, you have to blog about 6 weird things/habits about yoursel...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Mar 2006 16:24:00 GMT

admitted.

So as you all probably know, I've been in the hospital  hospitals, I should say.  Do to low funds for prescriptions, and the fact that I was too busy trying to live life and face real adult prob...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Mar 2006 19:50:00 GMT