Sckit [スキツト] (Pansy) [UØ][Anberlin][HU]

My name is Melissa . Or Missy. I have short red hair (naturally blonde) and blue eyes. I live my life just off the Key of Reason. I am labeled weird, and those who label me labeled me correctly. I'm trying to start a band, anyone wanna join? I'm good, I swear. I have agoraphobia, which means I hate large crowds. I do NOT do mosh pits. I dont have a life but I like to pretend like I do. I'm a Christian, but have many 'unchristian-like' views and beliefs. I will not conform. I'm pansexual. Google it. I decided March 5, 2009 to go vegetarian, wish me luck! :-) I dont cuss. At all. No matter what. I'm OBSESSED with Pandas. My top favorite bands are Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, The Used, From First to Last, Sonny, Flyleaf, UnderØath, Anberlin, Hollywood Undead, and more. I goof off alot and get weird stares. I love them. I would totally maul William Beckett and rape his sexy tail if given the chance. I hate fakes and posers. I despise The Offspring, The Killers, and Craig Mabbitt. He's a walking contradiction. Hannah Montana is the Anti-Christ, along with my ex-teacher Mrs. Ross. I tend to fall for boys who are gay or girls who are not. I give my heart away too easy and end up picking up all the pieces in the end. I cant stand bad spelling and wide ruled paper. I'm addicted to gummies. Dont tell me I cant do something, it just makes me wanna do it more. I am a very open-minded person, I see both sides of nearly every issue. I am neither Democrat or Republican, I'm more of a mixture of both. You are born with your sexuality, although you may not figure it out til later in life. I change my mind and second guess myself alot. I also have conversations with imaginary people in my head nearly 24/7. It keeps me sane. I will try almost anything once, twice if it was fun. Laugh at me now, I'll prove you wrong soon. I love the outdoors, and I grew up camping almost every weekend of my life. I also love swimming in rivers and lakes. I miss it now. Pregnant bellies are beautiful. I do not believe in abortion. The ONLY exception is when it means certain death for the mother if it doesnt happen. Rape isnt your fault, but neither is it the baby's. I have alot of friends and some family who are adopted. If you dont want the baby, there are plenty of people who would kill to have children of their own. Think of them. I'm an information whore. I know more about some people than they probably even know about themselves. I'm not a stalker, I just have stalker tendencies and I pay attention. I take dumb classes in school to make me feel smart, although it can be extremely annoying. People always end up cheating off me. My favorite dogs are Golden Retrievers and Welsh Corgis. I've had many traumatizing experiences considering I am young. My mom died Oct. 14, 2007. She was my best friend and hero. I pretty much take care of myself. A person is no longer famous to me after I meet them, just a friend. I write slashes, also known as fanfiction. Bite me. Its the only way I know how to stay sane (plus daydreaming). I'm emo, if you dont like it, go away. I dont slit my wrist, thats a stereotype. I dont believe in antidepressants or any such thing. I refuse to take a drug that alters the way I think and behave. I believe all mental disorders are psychological and are brought on by things that happen around us, therefore they can be dealt with without drugs. Just change your surroundings. I'm straight edge. I'm staying a virgin til I'm married. Two guys together is sexxxxy. You either like me or you dont. I tend to scare people off with my straightforwardness. I hate big cities. I hate Los Angeles, although I love a few people that live there. Its a city of liars and fakes, airheads, whores, and losers. There are some exceptions, of course. I'm obsessed with Australia. Steve Irwin is one of my heroes. I miss him. I used to be self concious but it doesnt even matter to me anymore. God doesnt make mistakes. I hate homophobes. My God doesnt hate. Christian rock concerts are my church. I want 6 kids. My honeymoon HAS to be to Australia. My bestestest friends are my cousin Lucia, my British love Ashy, and my Cali girl Danielle (Dani California, haha). They know more about me than anyone. I would trust them with any information. They are my better halves. Also, my pan, (el oh el) Sadie!!! I love you girly! Pan sex, hehe.
I'm hopelessly hopeful you're just hopeless enough. The poets are just kids who didnt make it, who never had it at all. I want you to want me. I need you to need me. Dont fix your eyes on a fix you'll rely on. This city looks so pretty, do you wanna burn it with me?

"Some people are unkind to those who see things different. We've all felt pain in ways it hurts to even bring it up. But that don't mean that we should take this motion lying down. I'll stand and fight until the day they put me down the ground." -The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus "Lonely Road"
If homosexuality is a disease, lets call in queer to work. "Hello. Cant work today. Still queer." -Robin Tyler
Straight Americans need an education of the heart and soul. They must understand - to begin with - how it can feel to spend years denying your own deepest truth; to sit silently through classes, meals, and church services while people you love toss off remarks that brutalize your soul. -Bruce Bawer, The Advocate, April 28, 1998
Sonny singing "Glow Worm"
This is my new Anthem.