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*~Beautiful Disaster~*

"And I, I don't want to speak these words tonight, cause I, I don't want to make things...any worse.

About Me

Yeah, for those of you who don't know me, my name is Jennifer. You can call me Jen for short or whatever. I'm pretty easy to get along with, and I guess you could say mellow. Half the time lol I get pretty crazy though. I love to laugh and I love to smile. I still sing (even tho I think I suck) because It makes me happy. My life is sooo much better than before and I love it. I'm confident, and bold. Exactly what I wanted to be. In my eyes, you shouldn't be judged for who you are, but what you can be...

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Remember this: Life is too short to make the same choices, don't live life afraid of it's shadows....

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My Interests

I'm kind of odd so bear with me ^__^ I love walking by myself at night, just gathering my thoughts. I love to paint, sing, play guitar and violin(it's not as hard as it seems) and usually just sit or lay in my room listening to music. I'm a part time drummer (not the best but I can say I've improved), we need a new bass since I've retired ;) if you have some skills let meh know lol.

I'd like to meet:

Someone who will take the time to try and understand me, and not runaway when things get serious.....I want someone who will love me for me, and what I can be.





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This sweet addiction called love is forever etched in our minds, just trying to figure out how to leave these memories behind. I had been dreaming for so long that when the time came I couldn't wake up, because it was then when I realized I was living a nightmare. Someday and somehow I'll make this alright again, even though you really don't care. Until then, tears will be shed, hearts will break, and we'll all remain uncertain and forget to say goodbye.....By, well, me lol
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Movies:

Scary movies on a dark stormy night and that special someone there with me.

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Television:

Anime, anything with action or something funny every now and then...
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Books:

Anything romantic or angsty"Your smile is like a thousand mirrors, reflecting the image of deciept. We've come along, just so far. But my, how lies feed the weak..." ..
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Heroes:

God??? And my toe....>.>

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My Blog

Stayin Strong

Everything is just so unfair. You finally find a place in your life where your comfortable and just so happy.. then someone comes, and just takes it all away. Tears everything down right before y...
Posted by *~Beautiful Disaster~* on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 11:05:00 PST

Remember the time when we could just hang out and laugh together......

I can look back and just see the 7 of us, just hanging out where ever we may be, just laughing and playing.....like it could stay like that forever. It was such a simpler time and place. And now, look...
Posted by *~Beautiful Disaster~* on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 11:34:00 PST

Check out my song!

If you were living, in the depth of the ocean,I would drown, just to be with you.I would decend to the deepest pits,wander in the darkness forever as a shadowjust to be with you. Our memories still vi...
Posted by *~Beautiful Disaster~* on Mon, 26 Jun 2006 08:43:00 PST

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For many of you who know me, this song doesn't quite say it.......but It's a StART........   Please, please forgive me,But I won't be home again.Maybe someday you'll look up,And, barely conscious...
Posted by *~Beautiful Disaster~* on Mon, 17 Apr 2006 10:40:00 PST

Love is a game......

Why should I live when I have nothing to live for? How do we live knowing everything we do is for nothing, because in the end, all of our dreams, and everything we've worked for, come crashing down? H...
Posted by *~Beautiful Disaster~* on Mon, 17 Apr 2006 01:35:00 PST