gretchen

I'm a former double major in Biology/Neuroscience, Philosophy minor....I'm wanting and trying to figure out how to finish that off but money makes the world go 'round so we'll see....either which way my next attack is school in California for an Exotic Animal Training and Management degree with degree certification in wildlife handling and public wildlife education...i wanna work in conservation genetics and play with big cats....other large mamalian carnivores are not exempt from my attention, especially hyenas!...carnivores simply have a higher intelligence level due to their predatory nature and i am fully intrigued by it...i've worked with big cats before and i've never been happier or felt more complete....i am a lover of knowledge for knowlege's sake (though common sense has never been my best of friends =P) I am most comfortable in the midst of a violent storm, thunder and lightning are my brothers, echoing the turmoil and passions within...i'm bound by several principles among which includes the fact that we are, as a species, incapable of the very completeness of truth and understanding that so many strive so passionately for and even sometimes come fairly close to grasping...bound by the limitedness of physics and neuronal capabilities.......and the fact that the very second you think you know and understand something is pretty much the exact moment you are dead wrong nothing catches my interest near as much as pure and simple passion....you could be passionate about a blade of grass and while i might give you shit, if that passion is true and pure and at least reasonably intelligently based, i'll fucking love you for it!! Nothing sets me off as much as the energy of life and people and the simplicities of the complexities of it all and i feed off the energies of exzhuberance and intricacy, synchronisity and happenstance....the limitlessness of nothing and the infiniteness of possibility and even the sheer meaninglessness of it all...its all amazing.....if you don't have it just go play in traffic and quit wasting my time.........blah.....there aren't adequate words...at least not right now.........