Putting the pieces together and finding out they fit quite nicely |
After 7 years and a thousand tears, I had never been so scared to be alone. Come to find out its not so bad. Dont get me wrong I struggle every day to get myself out the hole I've dug, but...
Posted by Amber Lou on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 07:08:00 PST |
In love again atlast!!! |
I met a boy!! He stole my heart with one look. Blonde, big brown eyes, and quite the personality. His name is Spencer and um, I think I love him already!!! ...
Posted by Amber Lou on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 07:43:00 PST |
How's it going to be.... |
What happens when you loose your best friend...when you simply loose everything you live and breath for. What happens when it is the completely right thing to do...Do you get it back, does it fa...
Posted by Amber Lou on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 09:46:00 PST |
I like to think about rainbows when it gets bad |
When you fail at everything in life so far there has to be a turning point at sometime when you succeed at something! 13 months later, and I can add a marriage to my list of failures. Atle...
Posted by Amber Lou on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 11:27:00 PST |
Hawaii |
I have returned to the "main land" and Hawaii was wonderful. It was way different than what was anticipated. I expected paradise, and yet the island we went to, was all lava. I was g...
Posted by Amber Lou on Mon, 29 May 2006 04:28:00 PST |
"you can keep trying" |
Well I guess I spoke too soon.6 weeks along, and the title of "mommy" was stripped away from me in the blink of an eye. God is in indian giver. I miscarried this morning and my life is once again turn...
Posted by Amber Lou on Thu, 05 Jan 2006 06:57:00 PST |
Part two |
This whole shadow thing is getting old, I mean on my part. I love her damn it!! and she loves me. And I will never leave her side, and she is always next to me...so this shadow is the shad...
Posted by Amber Lou on Sun, 02 Oct 2005 01:45:00 PST |
Living in the shadow of someone you love(part one) |
Its sad....trust me I know, and pathetic.....but its true.
I love her to death, but if I have to hear, one more time how wonderful my little sister is I think I just might jump off a bridge.
T...
Posted by Amber Lou on Thu, 15 Sep 2005 08:03:00 PST |
Got you when you weren't looking |
So let's be honest, I do things without thinking. I let people down, I screw up...I am human.
I am scared...
I am scared to screw up again,
to make the wrong decision for all the right reasons.
...
Posted by Amber Lou on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
I'm going to stand back and watch you hit rock bottom |
From the outstide looking in even a blind man can see right through you.
I want it all to end.
Posted by Amber Lou on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
