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About Me

There's a girl I can run to and she will always be there. I love her to death. We're the nerds who run around quoting Dane Cook and laughing at the people who don't get it. We stay up late talking even when we swear that "this time honestly we're going to bed." We got each others back and we have numerous amounts of inside jokes. We've known each other for years and nothing can change the bond we have now. We're sisters. best friends. partners in crime. and family. who could be as lucky as me?
I thought an hour ago that I loved you more than any woman has ever loved a man, but a half hour after that I knew that what I felt before was nothing compared to what I felt then. But ten minutes after that, I understood that my previous love was a puddle compared to the high seas before a storm.I love you so much more now than twenty minutes ago that there cannot be comparison. There is no room in my body for anything but you. My arms love you, my ears adore you, my knees shake with blind affection. My mind begs you to ask it something so it can obey. Do you want me to follow you for the rest of your days? I will do that.Do you want me to crawl? I will crawl.I will be quiet for you or sing for you, or if you are hungry, let me bring you food, or if you have thirst and nothing will quench it but Arabian wine, I will go to Arabay, even though it is across the world, and bring a bottle back for your lunch.Anything there is that I can do for you, I will do; anything there is that I cannot do, I will learn to do Whisper that I have a chance to win your love...
If the people we love are taken from us, the way they live on is to never stop loving them.Buildings burn, people die, but real love is foreverLove is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate . When two beings have roots that grow towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossoms fall from their branches they find that they are one tree and not two. well...my name is Rachel. and i am a very simple person. I am into music, and art. I love to sing, to play guitar, to paint, and photography. there's not much more to me. but if you would like to know more, just ask :). there are plenty of fish in the sea, but you will always be my nemoas we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to never let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
I believe there is a place where the restless souls wander. Burdened by the weight of their own sadness, they cannot enter heaven.... And so they wait, trapped between our world and the next, endlessly searching for a way to rid themselves of their pain- in the hope that somehow, someday they will be reunited with the ones they love. If two people really love each other, nothing can keep them apart.
life isn't measured by how many breathes you take, it's measured by how many moments take your breathe away

My Interests

Buttercup: You mock my pain.
Westley: Life is pain, Highness. Anyone who says differently is selling something.

Buttercup: You can't hurt me. Westley and I are joined by the bonds of love. And you cannot track that, not with a thousand bloodhounds, and you cannot break it, not with a thousand swords.

The Ancient Booer: Boo. Boo. Boo.
Buttercup: Why do you do this?
The Ancient Booer: Because you had love in your hands, and you gave it up.
Buttercup: But they would have killed Westley if I hadn't done it.
The Ancient Booer: Your true love lives. And you marry another. True Love saved her in the Fire Swamp, and she treated it like garbage. And that's what she is, the Queen of Refuse. So bow down to her if you want, bow to her. Bow to the Queen of Slime, the Queen of Filth, the Queen of Putrescence. Boo. Boo. Rubbish. Filth. Slime. Muck. Boo. Boo. Boo.

Westley: Can you move at all?
Buttercup: Move? You're alive. If you want I can fly.

Miracle Max: Have fun storming the castle!

Grandpa: Since the invention of the kiss there have been five kisses that were rated the most passionate, the most pure. This one left them all behind. The End.

I'd like to meet:

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forhead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

" The most beautiful woman that you will meet, will be the saddest and most lonely person. For inside she is truly crying out for compassion...."Don't you just love it when you see them and everything about them amazes you?

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Posted by -pen- on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 05:01:00 PST

Attitude

I woke up early today, excited over all I get to do before the clock strikes midnight.I have responsibilities to fulfill today. My job is to choose what kind of day I am going to have.Today I can comp...
Posted by -pen- on Sun, 23 Dec 2007 05:41:00 PST

Born to tell you I love you...

Share with me the blankets that your wrapped in because its cold outside share with me the secrets that you kept in because its cold inside and your slowly shaking finger tips show that your s...
Posted by -pen- on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 12:11:00 PST

By The Way...

i am so very happy that you're back in my life... i love you baby, you are my world.
Posted by -pen- on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 09:07:00 PST

The severity of things...

update.you once told me that you knew why commiting was so hard for me. that i hadn't grown up around commitment...and those thoughts are very true. and as i looked up into the boggy sky...i realize s...
Posted by -pen- on Sat, 08 Dec 2007 01:02:00 PST

*edit*Aside from it all...*edit*

**Edit**things happen for a reason...and that reason is always worth it. but still...there is a feeling of emptiness that sweeps accross me every time i take a breath. things are not always what they ...
Posted by -pen- on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 04:37:00 PST

things..:)

i wish that i could tear my heart open and let the words spill out for the world to see, but it's not always that easy.it's like there is a bearier around it that will only head for certain eyes...not...
Posted by -pen- on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 08:31:00 PST

want to need

I don't want to lose what i'm losing in youI don't want you to feel the way i know that you doi don't want to see what i want to seeand i don't want to be what everyone else wants me to bei don't want...
Posted by -pen- on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 05:38:00 PST

against the rain

Against the Rain November 6, 2006             Bending and breaking against a happiness I once knew. Never knowing whether the battle is worth the ...
Posted by -pen- on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 06:23:00 PST

reality has twisted my arm [for ben]

i was nieve to think that three months is anything compared to the lifetime ahead of me. i dont know how things are going to turn out between you and i, but in the long run things will work out for th...
Posted by -pen- on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 03:55:00 PST