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About Me

In fields where nothing grew but weeds, I found a flower at my feet, Bending there in my direction, I wrapped a hand around its stem, I pulled until the roots gave in, Finding now what I’ve been missing,But I know… So I tell myself, I tell myself it’s wrong. There’s a point we pass from which we can’t return. I felt the cold rain of the coming storm.All because of you, I haven’t slept in so long. When I do I dream of drowning in the ocean, Longing for the shore where I can lay my head down, I’ll follow your voice, All you have to do is shout it out.Inside my hands these petals browned, Dried up, fallen to the ground But it was already too late now. I pushed my fingers through the earth, Returned this flower to the dirt, So it can live. I walked away now. All because of you… All because of you…All because of you, I haven’t slept in so long. When I do I dream of drowning in the ocean, Longing for the shore where I can lay my head down, Inside these arms of yours.All because of you, I believe in angels. Not the kind with wings, No, not the kind with halos, The kind that bring you home, When home becomes a strange place. I’ll follow your voice, All you have to do is shout it out. Rise against..heavens not a place u go when you die its that moment that you actually feel alive so live for that moment now.no mother ever dreams that her daughter will growup to sleep alone.. theres no johny coming home to share a bed with her.. and she dosent care- they dont know nothing about redemtion they dont know nothing about recovery /she wouldent change a thing.-against me.
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My Interests

music/ freeing my body and mind/ loveing the world foreverything it is isnt and will be./ finding the best each person has to offer and loving the unloved/ helping people who need help taking the away from the dark side. i love people i love to help my heart is my weakness and im just learning that now i wish i would have known sooner..lol but im happy with life right now

I'd like to meet:

the person god wants me to be.

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Music:

to the cross i look and to the cross i cling. of it offering i do drinkm of it work i do sing. all that my savior both brused nd crushed showed them god i love an dgod is just. at the cross you beckoned me drawed me ently to my knees lost for words so lost in love holy surrender what a proiceless gift undeserved life have i been given through christ crusified you calld me out of death you called me into life i was under your wrath now through the cross im reconciled on the cross i must confess how wonderous is your redeming love and how great is your faithfullness at the cross you beckend me brought me gently to my knees and i am lost for words so lost in love. so sweetly broken holy surreneder

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Books:

bible

Heroes:

any one who would put up with me for 5 years.

My Blog

it has been a long while since i posted a blog but here goes..

sometimes breathing is not enough to keep on living, especialy when it feels liek your living to die. purpose is one thing that tiem after tiem i keep coming back to it, it is the one thing i want and...
Posted by <3their lips ment and reservation passed..<3 on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 12:58:00 PST

sleep alone

here they come to take me away  i wont be able to get online for sometiem most likly.. so yea... when im able to get on ill talk until then goodbyes the only way unwanted is one of the worst feel...
Posted by <3their lips ment and reservation passed..<3 on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 03:23:00 PST

come back to me its almost easy

please bring him home, please  my mom held me as i cryed myself to sleep last night  this is so hard but im trying to find hope right now
Posted by <3their lips ment and reservation passed..<3 on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 02:45:00 PST

hero-in me

i am done suffering i am done yearning i am lying i want itso badly just one for the burn the taste  the rush  the numbness i want it all and i dont why did u lie to me  why did yo...
Posted by <3their lips ment and reservation passed..<3 on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 09:25:00 PST

admiting what i am .. i swore id never..

i dont really know how i got here but it feels this is where god led me. the adiiction the physical  and emotional pain the heart ache the posistions im constantly put into. i feel like hes showi...
Posted by <3their lips ment and reservation passed..<3 on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 08:58:00 PST

once a cheater...

                                    &n...
Posted by <3their lips ment and reservation passed..<3 on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 11:09:00 PST

MOVeS

you wore it when we fell in love and then you wore it when we fell.
Posted by <3their lips ment and reservation passed..<3 on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 11:06:00 PST

.gone.

so here we are.. lol im back to where i used to be ...again i hate now. myself i want to die again. i want to stop hurting them again. i want to give back what i have taken and i wish i were strong en...
Posted by <3their lips ment and reservation passed..<3 on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 05:25:00 PST

stuck and numb.

here are my thoughts, to no one and every one at the same time, this  has been on my heart.  i want to apoligize to everyone ive ever hurt anyone who ever felt i wasnt trying or i never gave...
Posted by <3their lips ment and reservation passed..<3 on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 08:15:00 PST

thinking about it.. it makes sence

what makes you think that it'll all work out in the end. afraid to feel bad. better off to try and pretend. I'mimmortal, immune to all that is wrong. just keep on wishing. crossing my fingers. so long...
Posted by <3their lips ment and reservation passed..<3 on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 04:47:00 PST