it has been a long while since i posted a blog but here goes.. |
sometimes breathing is not enough to keep on living, especialy when it feels liek your living to die.
purpose is one thing that tiem after tiem i keep coming back to it, it is the one thing i want and... Posted by <3their lips ment and reservation passed..<3 on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 12:58:00 PST |
sleep alone |
here they come to take me away
i wont be able to get online for sometiem most likly..
so yea... when im able to get on ill talk until then
goodbyes the only way
unwanted is one of the worst feel... Posted by <3their lips ment and reservation passed..<3 on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 03:23:00 PST |
come back to me its almost easy |
please bring him home,
please my mom held me as i cryed myself to sleep last night this is so hard but im trying to find hope right now Posted by <3their lips ment and reservation passed..<3 on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 02:45:00 PST |
hero-in me |
i am done suffering
i am done yearning
i am lying
i want itso badly
just one
for
the burn
the taste
the rush
the numbness
i want it all
and i dont
why did u lie to me
why did yo... Posted by <3their lips ment and reservation passed..<3 on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 09:25:00 PST |
admiting what i am .. i swore id never.. |
i dont really know how i got here but it feels this is where god led me. the adiiction the physical and emotional pain the heart ache the posistions im constantly put into. i feel like hes showi... Posted by <3their lips ment and reservation passed..<3 on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 08:58:00 PST |
once a cheater... |
&n... Posted by <3their lips ment and reservation passed..<3 on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 11:09:00 PST |
MOVeS |
you wore it when we fell in love and then you wore it when we fell. Posted by <3their lips ment and reservation passed..<3 on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 11:06:00 PST |
.gone. |
so here we are.. lol im back to where i used to be ...again i hate now. myself i want to die again. i want to stop hurting them again. i want to give back what i have taken and i wish i were strong en... Posted by <3their lips ment and reservation passed..<3 on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 05:25:00 PST |
stuck and numb. |
here are my thoughts, to no one and every one at the same time, this has been on my heart.
i want to apoligize to everyone ive ever hurt anyone who ever felt i wasnt trying or i never gave... Posted by <3their lips ment and reservation passed..<3 on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 08:15:00 PST |
thinking about it.. it makes sence |
what makes you think that it'll all work out in the end. afraid to feel bad. better off to try and pretend. I'mimmortal, immune to all that is wrong. just keep on wishing. crossing my fingers. so long... Posted by <3their lips ment and reservation passed..<3 on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 04:47:00 PST |