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About Me


"and once you lose yourself you have two choices: find that person you used to be...or lose that person completely."Get this widget! Artist: Boys Like Girls
Song: Hero / Heroine
It's too late baby, there's no turning around. I've got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud. This is how I do when I think about you. I never thought that you could break me apart. I keep a sinister smile and a hold of my heart. You want to get inside, Then you can get in line But not this time. Cause you caught me off guard. Now I'm running and screaming.
I feel like a hero and you are my heroine. I won't try to philosophize. I'll just take a deep breath and I'll look in your eyes. This is how I feel and it's so surreal. I got a closet filled up to the brim with the ghosts of my past and the skeletons. And I don't know why You'd even try, But I won't lie. You caught me off guard now I'm running and screaming. I feel like a hero and you are my heroine. Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?
And I feel a weakness coming on. Never felt so good to be so wrong. Had my heart on lockdown, and then you turned me around. I'm feeling like a new born child, Every time I get a chance to see you smile. It's not complicated, I was so jaded. And you caught me off guard, Now I'm running and screaming. I feel like a hero and you are my heroine. Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?
I feel like a hero and you are my heroine. Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin? I feel like a hero and you are my heroine. Do you know that your love is the sweetest...
I'm dramatic by nature, with a little influence from my gay boi's. My headline and my song always reflect how i'm feeling. At one time I wished my life were more like a soap opera. It happened, it ruined me. I never made another wish again. The only person that I feel is truly my best friend got married and moved away. I'm sad about that. I don't care what people think about me. I have amazingly soft skin. I get annoyed easily by closed-minded people. Boys with dimples are my weakness. I've had some of the best moments of my life alongside my gay boi's. The previews are my favorite part of the movie theatre experience. I believe in Soul mates and soul friends. I was lucky enough to find my soul friend. I'm just waiting for my soul mate. I only wear black. I look up to my brother for putting up with my father's everyday criticism. I prefer the freedom of a single life, but crave the love of a relationship. One time I got drunk, and practically told my boyfriend's mom that he was a looser. like it or not, i must admit, im emo. I didn't discover alcohol until the age of 23. I am addicted to this whole my space thing. Kissing is my favorite thing to do with a boy. I wish I could age slower. I never know what I want. My favorite colors are all shades of purple, but I have a soft spot for lavender. I cannot make decisions because I think too much about the outcome. I don't associate with people who care about nothing but themselves. I have this weird obsession with gay men, and I can fall for a cute one in an instant. My favorite part's on a boy are: his mouth, right below his ear where his jaw and neck meet, and the spot between his belly button and his... All I ask from people is to see me for who I am and love me for it. I wish I could re-do high school knowing the things I know now. Before I send a letter I re-write it 20 times. Someday I would like to be involved with something that helps people. I'm an aspiring pastry artist. I'm too mature for my age. My favorite sesame street character is Grover. I LOVE Boys with long eyelashes. I am OBSESSED with lip gloss. I have a thing for slightly dorky guys. I cannot bring myself to date someone shorter than me. My mood can be determined by the song playing on the radio.I love . I believe in love , I live for love , and I love hard. I love , love for what it is and for what it's perceived to be. I love with all I can give. Because of this I have opened myself up and gotten torn apart in the process. All for something that I can't live without, something that I long for, something we call love . It will ultimately be my demise. as we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. you will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. you'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. you'll fight with your best friend. you'll blame a new love for things an old one did. you'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you will eventually lose someone you love . so take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt. because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back....if you actually took the time to read this...THANKS!! You're THE BEST!

My Interests



Favorites:
Baking
Vegas
Kissing
Dancing
Coffee
Drinking
Boys
Smart Water
Purple & Black
Lips

Interests:
Color Guard
Movies
Love Quotes
Poems
Night Clubs
Ballet
Nightmare Before Christmas
Video Games
PS2
Final Fantasy
Cirque Du Soleil
Kingdom Hearts
hotornot.com ( Rate me )


What would my page be without some kind of alcoholic reference???
My favorite types!
Bacardi Razz, Patron Cafe, Patron Silver, & Disoronno!

Video Games:


Final Fantasy VIII

Final Fantasy X

Final Fantasy X-2

Kingdom Hearts

Kingdom Hearts 2

The Sims 2

Love
Dance
The Zodiac, especially Libra, cuz I'M a Libra!
Faries
Dragons!
Boys with Tattoo's

Baking and Pastry!

My School - PCI

See What I've Made!

I'd like to meet:

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Music:



There are so many bands that I LOVE , I couldn't possibly list them all. But here are a few...


Evanescence

Simple Plan

Hoobastank

Linkin Park

Nickelback

Staind

Movies:



Television:



My favorite TV Shows EVER!:

And Ace of cakes too! but I dont have a pic!

Books:



Books I Like:



Heroes:



Thanks to Este-LA, Pink is my new hero! She has the best, "I don't need you" Lyrics!

Nathan & Haley!
I Love these two!
They will be together forever!
I just know it!


Kronk is my HERO!

My Blog

1st Birthday Present

My Birthday is tomorrow. Usually im dreading the day. But this year, im not really. It sucks, yes. But so far im ok with it. maybe i'm still in denial. maybe because everyone is helping me to fe...
Posted by "°o.Pokie.o°" on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 04:42:00 PST

you

It's too late baby, there's no turning around. I've got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud. This is how I dowhen I think about you. I never thought that you could break me apart. I keep a si...
Posted by "°o.Pokie.o°" on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 02:22:00 PST

Baby Dot

Poor Baby Dot.  He got killed last night by a mountain lion.  After all the suffering he went through after satori attacked him.  So much pain.  So much crying.    We wer...
Posted by "°o.Pokie.o°" on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 04:50:00 PST

baby, baby, baby, baby

I got this jones formin in my bones, from a man.  Who indeed took over my soul, understand? I couldn't breathe if he ever said, he would leave. Get on my knees 'til they bloody red, beg and plead...
Posted by "°o.Pokie.o°" on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 10:59:00 PST

taking it day by day

baby Dot was soooo much better today.  Hes so much better than the morning he was attacked by satori.  Its a miracle.  Like an unbelieveable miracle  If you had seen him that morni...
Posted by "°o.Pokie.o°" on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 08:58:00 PST

so me.

You know I love lyrics and I ALWAYS post the ones that I have a connection to.  This is so me.  Here goes... When I was younger I used to be wild as wild as an elephant's child. No one coul...
Posted by "°o.Pokie.o°" on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 06:23:00 PST

Serious Bloggage Needed

its been sooo long since ive blogged.  Really strange for me, partly because im out a computer. My brother keeps "borrowing" mine and hes not bringing it back.   I really have to get so...
Posted by "°o.Pokie.o°" on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 12:11:00 PST

baby dot

it looks like baby dot is going to be ok after all! YAY!!!  Im so happy! 
Posted by "°o.Pokie.o°" on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 10:46:00 PST

very sad news

pokie's sad.  very bad stuff happened today.  poor baby dot.  satori attacked him.  hes still alive but hes not doing good, and hes hurting a lot.  i can hear him crying from...
Posted by "°o.Pokie.o°" on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 11:30:00 PST

its been a while

wow, its been a long time. im in a serious need of blogging.  there have been a few problems getting to a computer because my little brother has been "borrowing" my computer.  but i hav...
Posted by "°o.Pokie.o°" on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 12:42:00 PST