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Ryan

Filmmaker / Artist / Photographer/Dreamer

About Me

Well where should I begin...My parents are complete opposites. My Mother is from Hackensack, NJ and a Hippie from way back, free thinker, new age, doesn't settle for the norm or what has been presented as the truth. My father on the other hand is from Lubbuck, TX and an retired Green Beret, a cowboy, say what you mean guy, an AMERICAN till the day he dies. They stayed together long enough to f..ck each other up a little and make me. I don't have a single memory of them ever being together. Each of my parents have been married three or more times... my Mom, holding strong at 3, with my stepdad Bob. They have been married pretty much since I was born. It's like growing up with two Dads. My Father, he has been married four times. I think he's finally found the one that he was put on this planet for, her name is Elizabeth, she's awesome. I'm the center point, the balance between two complete extremes.I moved around alot growing up; countless schools, homes, new friends, lost friends....probably one of the reasons I am so quiet. During highschool, I went to three different schools. I've lived everywhere:over 20 different places all across Middle TN., Ashville, Hendersonville, Black Mountain, NC., Santa Rosa and Santa Cruz, CA., Marblmount, WA., and breif stays in Florida, New Jersey, and Texas. I feel that I have grown up culturalized and have learned to adapt to what ever environment I am placed in.I've been in alot of relationships...some meaningful...and some driven by blindness...but all learned from. I was engaged once, the date was March 23, 03....would have been a huge mistake for both of us...done the lond distance thing. It was bliss for about 45sec. She is amazing, but she lives 12 hours away and she has her own life and I have mine....I finally found the love of my life...Filmmaking. I control what ever happens in this world. Pretty cool playing God. I've got two classes left in Film School...Almost done, I really can't believe it.This is the 1st Draft of "this is my life"
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My Interests

Love, Film, Photography, Music, Art, Painting, Singing, Creating, and never...never being part of the norm

I'd like to meet:

Jean-Pierre Juenet, Terry Gilliam, Hunter S. Thompson

Music:

Martin Sexton, Gabe Dixon Band, Beth Hart, KT Tunstall, Will Hoge, Teitur, Blue Merle, Marc Broussard, Kenny Wayne Sheperd, Patty Griffin, Zero 7, SIA, Willy Porter, Sevendust, Cry of Love, Joe Bonamassa, James Blunt, The Fray, Big Wreck, Rob Dickenson, Jamie Cullum, White Stripes.....Rage/Audio Slave, Alice in Chains, Soundgarden.....I could go on and onCheck Out My BurnLounge Music Store - www.cinemulsion.com (click on the link to my Burnlounge Store) Download Music for $0.99

Movies:

The Wharf Rat's "Tales Of Spookiness"

Filmmaking Silliness......enjoy the show:)

Graveless Trailer

Immigration by the Numbers



Roy Beck's celebrated demonstration of the population consequences of current U.S. immigration policies has entertained and shocked audiences across the country. This video is packed with the facts and analysis that make moral and practical sense of a complex and highly contentious issue. Amelie, City of Lost Children, Delicatessen, A Very Long Engagement, Intacto, Equilibrium, The Machinist-minus the ending which blows, Murderball, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Ninja Scroll, 12 Monkeys, La Jetee', The Professional, Blade Runner, Legend-old fav, TRON, Dune

Television:

Carnival, Deadwood, 24, Smallville, Inside The Actor's Studio, Fire Fly, Stargate SG1

Books:

The 12th Planet, The Art of War, The Zombie Survival Handbook,The Vampire Lestat, As I Lay Dying, As A Man Thinketh

Heroes:

Tesla, Dalai Lama, Jean Perre Jeanuet, My Mother and Father

My Blog

There is light at the end of the tunnel

This goes out to all of my wonderful friends who have reached out in a time in a time of need. THANK YOUFor those who don't know: On Aug. 15th, I had a major surgery to remove internal scar tissue...
Posted by Ryan on Tue, 04 Jul 2006 05:07:00 PST

Download Music From My Music Store

Check out my Music Store   www.burnlounge.com/cinemulsion  $0.99 Songs $9.99 and up Albums ...
Posted by Ryan on Wed, 22 Mar 2006 04:07:00 PST

Rumor Mill

What is it with people jumping to conclusions because they heard something from somebody?  Who gives a Sh*t. People should just mind their own business and stay focused on themselves. Come to the...
Posted by Ryan on Mon, 13 Mar 2006 11:03:00 PST

Love

It's funny, life & love spin me around constantly...back and forth...round and round...like a top. I'm almost never sure if I'm up or down...sometimes it's good...and when it is...oh man , th...
Posted by Ryan on Mon, 06 Mar 2006 08:29:00 PST

My favorite Movie

This Movie...I'm speechless...it's amazing
Posted by Ryan on Thu, 02 Mar 2006 01:23:00 PST

A Nashville Band That Rocks

These guys are one hell of a band....if you haven't heard them you are missing out... go buy their CD Ingredients for Blue Merle: Grab your blender throw in early Dave Mathews, add a little Nickl...
Posted by Ryan on Thu, 02 Mar 2006 01:19:00 PST

Hardcore and HOT AS HELL!!!

Beth Hart is the modern day Janis Joplin....she pores every ounce of her soul into each and every one of her songs... it's painful and a beautiful pleasure... Take a moment and peek inside this womans...
Posted by Ryan on Thu, 02 Mar 2006 01:01:00 PST

This Nashville Band Is AMAZING!

Gabe Dixon Band...what can I say...I f^cking love this band.... Melodic Lyrics layed on top of one funky piano driven band....Check these boys out...you will not be sorry......
Posted by Ryan on Thu, 02 Mar 2006 01:09:00 PST

Music that needs to be heard

I've been listening to Martin for a good 2 years...his songs are really easy to relate to ... they really hit home with how I feel about things within my life and life in general... His voic...
Posted by Ryan on Thu, 02 Mar 2006 12:54:00 PST