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Frater Ormus

And all my days are trances...

About Me


Complicated as a flower and stranger than fiction!
An open book waiting to be read veiled in endless shrouds of mystery.
An enigma wrapped in a conundrum.
A swirling morass of contradiction and paradox.
An idealistic pragmatist.
Functionally inept intellectual.
Devoted puppy dog ferociously protective of the ones I love.
A groundhog sometimes afraid of his shadow and a turtle prone to fits of retreating to the security of his shell.
Naively trustful until stabbed in the back and then forever resentful and wary.
Emotionally accessible, tender and vulnerable.
Hopeless romantic and foolish in love.
A sucker for bright moons, twinkling stars, red wine, silent whispers, holding hands, secret loveletters, candlelight, red roses, wedding bells, moonlight serenades, warm summer nights, long walks on the beach, a table for two, and romanatic violins.
Intensely passionate and full of insatiable desire.
A cuddle slut, a hair slut, a MySpace slut (ah hell, I'm just an all around slut!)
A tortured artist denied an outlet.
A whiny bitch prone to fits of being emo every 42 days.
Condemned to find only tragedy in love, cards, and money.
A moth to the flame.
Left endlessly pursuing evasively fleeting Beauty and Truth.

My Interests


Beauty, Truth, Romance, Dancing, Concerts, Goth Sub-culture, Egyptology, Papyrology, Codicology, Paleography, Calligraphy, Hieroglyphics, Hieratic, Ancient History, Anthropology, Archaeology, Ceremonial Magick, Thelema, Kabbalah, Hermetics, Pythagoreanism, Platonism, Theurgy, Gnosticism, Alchemy, Paganism (Classical and Neo), Raja Yoga, Kundalini Yoga, Tantra, Bondage, DOM/sub, Betty Page, Dita Von Tesse, Pin-up Girls, Erotica, Photography, Digital Art, Smoking Cloves, Drinking Absinthe & Port, Pursuing the Great Work, Perfecting Practical Time Travel, Haunting Graveyards, Speulunking, Urban Adventuring, Random Acts of Chaos, Taking In Waifs & Strays, Playing with Broken Dollz, Training Tramps, Expanding My Harem, Whoring on MySpace, Shrinking My Black Little Heart, Dyeing My Blue Blood Black, Undermining FemiNazism, Extoling Equality, Righting Wrongs, Defending Truth-Freedom & Justice, Thwarting Evil, Rolling Whinos, Throwing Stones From Glass Houses, Pefecting my Geekdom, Gaming, Roleplaying, Munchkin, Sharpening My Wit, Exercising My Dry Sense of Humor, Sardonic Sarcasm and Jaded Cynicism.

I'd like to meet:


Intelligent, quirky, passionate, geeky, fun-loving, open-minded and compassionate people who are able to think outside of societal norms and the proverbial box, who are passionate about their lives and those whom they love, who honor their word and are fearless in openly revealing their innermost soul and who live their lives in pursuit of beauty and truth. Regrettably due to recent events, I must restrict my friendship to those who are capable of courtesy, consideration and respect and are able to rise above jealousy and a desire to be manipulative and controlling.
Ultimately, I am seeking a new accomplice and partner in crime...a special someone who is innately sensual, who loves deeply, passionately and whole-heartedly, and shares a similar mind and spirit as I. Someone who is willing to risk a broken heart in hopes of gaining something greater of incalculable value. One who is fueled by self-love and self-knowing, dedicated eternally towards growth and self-improvement. Someone whose mind and motivation is not ruled, governed, or overwhelmed by their fears. Someone who is capable of indulgence and manifest decadence without the threat of self-destructiveness. Applicants must have a unique style of their own, must not be afraid of being themselves, have a certain amount of class, an unwavering integrity and most importantly be genuine, sincere, and unabashed in their own will.

Music:


A Covenant of Thorns
Abney Park
Android Lust
Autumn Tears
Bauhaus
Beborn Beton
Bel Canto
Bella Morte
Big Electric Cat
Bigod 20
Black Tape For A Blue Girl
Children on Stun
Christian Death
Claire Voyant
Clan of Xymox
Cocteau Twins
Coil
Covenant
Current 93
Death In June
Delerium
Depeche Mode
DeVision
Evil's Toy
Fields of the Nephilim
Front 242
Funker Vogt
KMFDM
London After Midnight
Lovespirals Downward
Mira
Miranda Sex Garden
Moonlight Awakening
Morrissey
Neuroticfish
Nick Cave
Perfidious Words
Razed in Black
Sisters of Mercy
Suede (The London Suede)
The Cranes
The Cure
The Mission (The Mission U.K.)
The Smiths
The Vaselines
Velvet Acid Christ
VNV Nation
Voltaire!
Wolfsheim
Wumpscut
Zeromancer

Movies:


Aeon Flux
Akira Kurosawa's Dreams
Amelie
An Ideal Husband
Aria
A Room With A View
Babette's Feast
Baraka
Being John Malkovich
Better off Dead
Big Trouble In Little China
Blade, Blade 2, Blade Trinity
Blade Runner
Blue Velvet
Boondock Saints
Brazil
But I'm A Cheerleader!
Camille Claudel
Catherine
Chocolat
Corpse Bride
Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon
Cube
Dangerous Beauty
Dark City
Donnie Darko
Dracula
Edward Scissorhands
Elizabeth
Emma
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Event Horizon
Ferris Bueller's Day Off
Fifth Element
Gattaca
Ghost World
Harold and Maude
Heathers
Hellboy
Henry and June
High Fidelity
House of Flying Daggers
Immortal
In the Mouth of Madness
Jane Eyre
Jawbreaker
Koyaanisqatsi (Life Out of Balance)
Labyrinth
Ladyhawke
Lady Jane
La Reine Margot (Queen Margot)
Le Femme Nikita
Legend
Leon (The Professional)
Le Pacte des Loups (Brotherhood of the Wolf)
Like Water For Chocolate
Lost Highway
Mansfield Park
Mars Attacks!
Mindwalk
Mirrormask
Mulhulland Drive
Mystery Men
Naqoyqatsi (Life As War)
Nightmare Before Christmas
Orlando
Persuasion
Pi
Powaqqatsi (Life in Transformation)
Pride and Prejudice
Primer
Quills
Replacement Killers
Ridicule
Sense and Sensibility
Serenity
Sin City
Sleepy Hollow
Straight to Hell
Tess of the D'Urbervilles
The City of Lost Children
The Last of the Mohicans
The Lost Boys
The Name of the Rose
The Ninth Gate
The Pillow Book
The Princess Bride
The Red Violin
The Secret Life of Crocodiles (Immortality)
The Wind and the Lion
Trois Couleurs: Bleu
Trois Couleurs: Blanc
Trois Couleurs: Rouge
Twin Peaks
Underworld
Ying xiong (Hero)

Television:

"God is in the T.V." - Marilyn Manson
"God is dead!" - Neitzsche

Books:

Graphic Novels
Alice Sinn & the Waking Dream
Autumn
Avigon
Beautiful Stories for Ugly Children
Black Orchid
Chi Chian
Courtney Crumrin
Creepy Susie
Cry for Dawn
Dawn
Death
Emily
Gloomcookie
Goth House
Grr
Haunted Mansion
Hellblazer
Hopeless Savages
How Loathsome
Humans Suck
I Feel Sick
Invader Zim
Johnny the Homicidal Maniac
Kreeky Playground
Little Gloomy
Little Scrowley
Mr Punch
Nightmares & Fairy Tales
O' My Goth!
Outlook: Grim
Paris
Rat Catching
Sandman
Sandman Mystery Theatre
Sandman Presents
Scary Godmother
Serenity Rose
Skelebunnies
Someting at the Window is Scratching
Squee!
The 13th of Never
The Book of Deady
The Books of Magic
The Coffin
The Dead Boy Detectives
The Dreaming
The Little Endless Storybook
Treasures of Victorian Murder
Online Comics
Lenore
Writhe and Shine
The Doctor Pepper Show+
Fetus-X
Saladfingers
The PowerGoth Girls

Heroes:

Ptah, Djeuthi, Pythagoras, Socrates, Plato, Plotinus, Apollonius of Tyana, Hypatia of Alexandria, Paracelsus, Issac Luria, Roger Bacon, Rabbi Eliezer of Worms, Giordano Bruno, John Dee, Francis Bacon, Johannes Trithemius, Elias Ashmole, Cornelius Agrippa of Nottenheim, Mary Shelley, Percy Shelley, Lord Byron, John Keats, Rabelais, Marquis de Sade, Edgar Allen Poe, Nathanial Hawthorn, Anais Nin, Henry Miller, George Sands, Thomas Taylor, G.R.S. Mead, William Butler Yeats, Francis Yates, Virginia Wolf, John Allegro, Khalil Gibran, Umberto Eco, Anne Rice, Poppy Z. Brite, Neil Gaiman, Dave McKean, Maryann Wood, and Death.

My Blog

Remembering 9/11

In addition to remembering all the people who died in the tragedies on 9/11/2001, I also want to remind everyone to remember four specific women who died on that day...Democracy, Justice, Liberty and ...
Posted by Frater Ormus on Thu, 11 Sep 2008 02:10:00 PST

Been Too Long

I am back after a long hiatus away from my usual online social circles.Hope I didn't make anyone worry too unnecessarily.Don't have much to write home about at the moment but I'm sure my daily rants w...
Posted by Frater Ormus on Thu, 03 Jul 2008 10:59:00 PST

Hope For Me Yet

I was beginning to give up hope that an ugly troll like me could ever score a beautiful, sexy woman to marry...until I read news about the findings of a new research study.Why Beautiful Women Marry Le...
Posted by Frater Ormus on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 04:19:00 PST

What Now?!?!

    Since Friday I’ve been breaking out with hives and rashes all over the backs of my hands. Never had *THAT* happen before! I mean WTF? What’s up with that?At first I thou...
Posted by Frater Ormus on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 08:15:00 PST

How to Turn a Carnivore Into a Vegetarian

    How do you turn a devout Carnivore/Omnivore into a Vegetarian?Take them to eat at No-Hos!’nuff said.Post-Script: Soy-intolerance notwithstanding, you’ll still never get ...
Posted by Frater Ormus on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 01:48:00 PST

Spring is in the Air

Mmm, about time too!Cabin-fever was just about to get the better of me. I’m going to consider this last weekend the last weekend of a far-too lengthy "Turtle" phase.I missed the Black Saturday P...
Posted by Frater Ormus on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 12:25:00 PST

Welcome to the U.S.S.A.

    I must have pulled a Rip Van Winkle after going almost 2 weeks on little or no sleep. I woke up this morning and read the news and couldn’t believe my eyes! It’s like I ...
Posted by Frater Ormus on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 01:33:00 PST

Meh!

Nothing ever seems to change in my static, stuck-in-a-vacuum, stagnant life.Never have I been so close to a nervous breakdown. I’m just hoping at this point it is mostly from sleep depravation. ...
Posted by Frater Ormus on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 03:36:00 PST

Comatose from lack of sleep

Thought I should drop in and at least let everyone know that I am alive.Work has been keeping me real busy as of late. Last night I stayed up until 3:30am for the Monthly Scheduled Server Maintenance ...
Posted by Frater Ormus on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 11:45:00 PST

Something Old & Something New

No, I'm not getting married! (I wish! ...Or maybe I wish not...)I've just been attempting to get rid of this nasty case of the doldrums I have found myself in this winter. One of the things I have att...
Posted by Frater Ormus on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 11:08:00 PST