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Dead Inside

Awarded Certificate of Excellence for being the Best Boyfriend Ever on February 23rd, 2003! line for

About Me

I'm Jesse, I live in Manchester, NH. I hate this goddamn place and i can't wait to watch it all burn. I live, breathe, eat and sleep for metal. I play guitar and I'm getting good... so watch out!! Oh yah, i'm probably smarter than you too. AIM Vladimplr3

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You Are Wolverine
Small but fierce, you're a great fighter.
Watch out! You are often you're own greatest enemy.

Powers: Adamantium claws, keen senses, the ability to heal quickly Which of the X-Men Are You?

Music:

Tool, Old Metallica, Deftones, Pantera, Down, Opeth, God Forbid, Between the Buried and Me, The Black Dhalia Murder, Shadows Fall, Amorphis, Megadeth, Dimmu Borgir, A Life Once Lost, Trivium, Dark Tranquility, Searing Meadow, Cephalic Carnage, Origin, Meshuggah, Hypocrisy, Behemoth, Slayer, Testament, Dying Fetus, Mastodon, Lamb of God, 3 Inches of Blood, Converge, 100 Demons, E-Town Concrete, Fear Factory, Puya, Arch Enemy, The Doors, Rehab, Jedi Mind Tricks, Reclusion, Snot, old Incubus, NIN, Killswitch Engage, Carcass, Darkane, The Red Chord, All That Remains, Katatonia etcetera...

Movies:

300!!, Grindhouse, The Fountain, Old Boy, Grandma's Boy, A Scanner Darkly, Borat, Ong Bak: Thai Warrior, The Illusionist, The 40 Year Old Virgin, The Last Samurai, Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust, Pi, Alien quadrilogy, Star Wars, Gladiator, Boondock Saints, Scarface, Xmen 1&2, Wedding Crashers, Kung Fu Hustle, Hero, Fist of Legend, etc...

Television:

Adult Swim, Law and Order, 24, Nip Tuck, Prison Break, i dont watch too much tv...

Books:

The Death Gate Cycle, Dragon Prince/Dragon Star trilogies, Dragonlance novels, Hyperspace, The Tao of Physics, Rational Mysticism, Equations of Eternity, The Golden Ratio, Sync, the Holographic Mind, Constants of Nature, I Hope They Serve Beer In Hell...

My Blog

i guess Im the asshole

So much for going out and drinking away my problems. Last night just reaffirmed the fact that drinking causes more shit than it can help me forget. To start off I went in there like a wounded animal, ...
Posted by Dead Inside on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 07:24:00 PST

according to steve...

According to Steve, who apparently has me all figured out, I'm a negative entertainer personality. I got a little incensed last night because he was repeating that shit to someone, so this morning I l...
Posted by Dead Inside on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 08:16:00 PST

shitty

Don't you hate waking up with the feeling that you were a prick the night before? From what I recall I don't think I was that much of an asshole, but i feel as though something slipped through my drun...
Posted by Dead Inside on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 08:24:00 PST

Watch these videos, and vote

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Posted by Dead Inside on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 03:26:00 PST

Bleeding out

I can't see the meaningOf this life I'm leadingI try to forget youAs you forgot meThis time there is nothing leftFor you to take, this is goodbyeClose to ending it allI am drifting throughThe stages o...
Posted by Dead Inside on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 08:24:00 PST

that's nice

it's always nice to be reminded when someone you care about doesnt give a shit about you. p.s. running to someone's rescue all the time, it gets you nowhere. Don't waste your time. Oh yah, happy 4th! ...
Posted by Dead Inside on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 09:41:00 PST

what happened?

I dont know where the system went wrong, but apparently because I got caught with DRUGS, i now cannot drink for the next two years... AND I have to attend AA meetings. For all of you little angels out...
Posted by Dead Inside on Fri, 18 May 2007 11:54:00 PST

:(

Typical, just when everything seemed to be going well, the world just slaps me back down into the muck again. I fucking hate.
Posted by Dead Inside on Wed, 16 May 2007 07:58:00 PST

lookin up

things seem to be looking up for me, I just got all the line work on my sleeve done. It looks so sweet, and the pain is something I can honestly say I enjoyed. Though in the soft flesh of my  inn...
Posted by Dead Inside on Wed, 16 May 2007 10:34:00 PST

the price is steep

I made the decision a while back to forego my pursuit of relationships, for the sake or regaining some sort of grip on my own sanity. I would say Im well on my way to regaining some stability in my li...
Posted by Dead Inside on Fri, 11 May 2007 04:29:00 PST