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Iam startin a new.I saw that i had tons of friends who i didnt even talked to i also saw that most of them were spammers so i deleted everyone even the people i know.Life is a short journey one must take without making mistakes twice.Learn once.I ve lost alot of people in my life .Ive failed me multiple times over and over agian but iam greatful and humble for lifes lil things for new beginings.Living is all the blessing.I look in the mirror and i see the dead i see the people who hurt me i see the pain that was there and is there.Yet iam not weak,iam not scared,iam no fool,iam not a follower,iam not out of control.IAM the opposite of everything ive seen and everything that has been done to me.I now run my own Agency and own my own online store.Iam still learning the ins and outs of business because iam moving soon back to NYC and IAM going to open up shop.Maybe you might be a costumer you never know haha.I have lots of goals i will acheive its just a matter of time.I believe from proof and expeirence that if you want something so bad there will be nothing to stop you from doing it!i know it 100% are you passionate enough should be your worrie.what do you want?Iam so excited i cant wait to really start makin it big.I have places to go and people to meet so are you someone i should know?Well you must not know a thing about what i like and dont.SO heres a short summary of what they are.Jezz forget it just ask iam into just about anything. Iam very serious when it comes to love iam not the type to sleep around and iam not the type to do anything thats harmful mantally or physically you can think of me what you will but i want this life to count.Good guys finish last?no they finish right....i use to think something was wronge with me because the flirty slutly girls would get all of the attention and almost all women i see today act like that.i thought why do i have to have morals and do they even matter.Dont worrie i didnt fall for the temtation but infact embraced myself as i am.I saw that i was perfect i didnt have to deal with the drama that comes with that life style.I saw that positive people in my life add to it not take away i learned what a friend should be and how to notice bad seeds.I now have a clear path ahead.I now live a life where my loved one can be taken from me at any time.If they need him in iraq he has to go asap.He has done one tour there already it was hard for me to live normal.i had no suport and no peaceful place to live but i made it through and iam so greatful for it all.All the leasons and life expirences ive been though.....The blessings are unreal and all my prayers have been answerd.I dont hate the iraqian people in fact i embrace them i wish i can see it more though there eyes but i feel them i know there pain and what it must take to want to kill yourself and others the way they do.I hate that there are people dieing in this war good or bad.I dont agree that the troops should be over there but i fear if we leave as well....I dont know waht to thnk but i must prepare myself as well as i can because the signes are showing could we be entering the End of Days........Passion at god givin gift to achieve what needs to be achive.To mate to breate and to die.What makes realationships last?Is it passion then why dose passion run out,die out......Morals should we hold high or give in to the sinners way.Arent i worth more?Arent you?.....Travel to the hights of heavens to the sky someday we all will.We have to!yet i fear....i fear my body will soon not beable to breathe to smile to look at the beauti called life...Am i the only one...Iam drivin even more to live a sucessful life because of this.I fear so i must become a sucessor.Do you want to live forever?No i really dont...i want to live right!i dont want this life to count for nothing.Yet iam cursed everyday with this notion.Every blink every waking day its passes i glance slowly at the time i look in the mirror and iam a women.Ready to bare children?Ready to fulfil my destiny of a speices.I want more! There is more...i can achieve more as a humen besides giving birth.For what...is it all worth living for?!to see the sun raise to see the flowers grow and the birht of a humen child to love or be loved because it dosent always happen that way....it is a hard life.Do i want to have children?knowing they WILL surfer???if i was to answer this then it would be......Yes i do.LATEST NEWS
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