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-CHILL- Im a wity ol chap. Im really getting quite fed up with this drama bullshit, everyone's got some but you don't have to show it. Im begining to realize that the more I live life the more I learn that we all require balance. Not Everyday is a sunny day. I belive in me. As a people, we walk in constant fear of abandonment, fear of failure, fear of inadequacy. Some of us overcompensate for our fear by desperately seeking out the affirmation and acceptance of the people around us, shifting our priorities to set social status, or power, or sex to our god, ourselves. Some of us retire into our own solitude, abandon all hope of affirmation or acceptance, and allow depression to consume us. All of us, abandoned children, frightened by our own humanity seek one thing: HOPE. Til end comes I will persue truth, clarity and acceptence. What i've learned is that we are a flawed species. We live to live another day. We are all careless of the world. This is the way of alot of my friends/family. I want to tell you all. Seek out your life. Find what it means to you. Im talking to all of you who seem hopeless. I've been there. Imagine a fresh start, a new beginging, rebirth. You have to acknowledge your flaws to be reborn. Imagine just wiping away all of the stupid mistakes and choices you've made and renew you life. Start again with a new understandment of purity and goodness and a new found focus on life. A fresh vision of yourself. The complete oppisite of hope is regret. Christians belive in alot of this im talking about but instead of beliving in god as the truth, to be reborn for him, to live next to god, I belive in me. I am my own god. Im want to be reborn for a new me, to be a better person. My spirit. Your spirit. Can be changed. We all want to be forgiven. To be a new creation, and walk tall through this world. The main object that brings this change is inspration. Maybe This section About Me can inspire you. Maybe. But belive that is all you need sometimes is this. Belive in yourself. I hope that you read this and it affected you like it affected me when I thought about it recently. These are words of salvation. You might not know it but they are. Put your whole heart into it, there's always something worth finding there. One of the biggest thing's I have learned recently is that greed is what tears all of us apart. There are some who live off the life of others and that, I think, is just immature. Someone who is not fully alive. Just take this quoat for example. "Greed is a bottomless pit which exhausts the person in an endless effort to satisfy the need without ever reaching satisfaction." -Erich Fromm. I think he's right, we all take resonsability. Just learn to retain your stable and humble mind when figure this out for yourself. We, even as adults need education. Sometimes we just get lost in the stress and pain of life, we give up, almost, but for some reason, still find the light. We live in a world of things, and our only connection with them is that we know how to manipulate or to consume them. What most people in our culture mean by being lovable is essentially a mixture between being popular and having sex appeal. We are naturally selfish we just need to learn to control it without hurting ourselfs. No one ever said life is easy. It doesn't mean you have to be depressed about it. Im trying to live up to the person that I talk about here. Nobody's perfect. Be happy everyone. All you need is love. Don't take your life for granted, there's always love there from someone. Family is the most important thing you can have. RANDY RHOADS! Good shit. Oh and libertarianism