phobic butterfly [7.7.7.x..core]

About Me

hi im Elle im 18 yay hehe i made it yay :) (so people get me prezies hehe) im ment to be a bitch but if you truly knew me you would think of a word much sronge:) i love my friend and my boyfriend, my bellet points and my brother (whos the most amazing and anoying person alive), i love my dog, i love anywhere that isn't England,i love gir (from invader zim),i love rainbows and lightning, i love thing that taste of colours,i love people who sing in the shower and people who ring me when im in the bath, i love boys who dont want to fuck me and girls that dont want to hate me, i love asking questions, i love people who know everything about me and strangers who i can scare and wont see again, i love long walks along scenic routes and lots of energy, i love dogs chasing there tails and cats asleep purring, i love creaking doors and loud noises at night,i love pills with smily faces and plants that taste pretty,i love hanging with my friends and reading on my own, i love old people holding hand and little kids that sing, i love people who smile and people who cry, i love hand made cards and songs writen by my friends i love people who say what there thinking in whatever moment,i love people who get confused and people who understand me, i love chavs that are nice and goths who always smile i love love nirvana (and have done for 6 years not just a teen faky), i love partys and wine, i love small things but not all small things Wait i fogot you hehe!!
i hate myself and so should you Love Elle xxx :)

My Interests

Music and having fun my friends people playing music (love love you kay) adelphi (it TTLY rocks) and i love hanging with you

I'd like to meet:

dave Groll, would like to kill courtney Love, Joey Jordison kurt cobian (but hes dead *sniff sniff*) my (real)dad (whos dead) amy lee pink christina agulaira

Music:

Nirvana,System of a Down,evanecense,superchick,venesser calson, Eels, Murderdolls, Wednesday 13, Nightwish,Postal Service,Placebo,Disturbed, Slipknot, Lacuna Coil, Eminem, The Smashing Pumpkins, A Perfect Circle, Pantera, linken Park, Maralyn Manson, PANIC! at the disco, goo goo dolls, Pixies, Nickleback, PapaRoach, the kooks,Bowling For Soup, pearl jam,The distillers , pink, blur, explosions in the sky, danny elfman,captive audio, fast point, jose gonzalez, power of 3,neurtoic fish,christina agulaira the calling, Good charlotte, Gym Class Heroes, hellogoodbye, Incubus, Kill Hannah, Mika, Nelly Furtado, Paolo Nutini, Plumb, Rihanna, Rooster, Sia, Silverchair, Three Doors Down, Timbaland, Justin Timberlake,TLC, five for fighting

Movies:

The Nightmare Before Christmas. Corpse Bride, Requiem For A Dream, Big Fish, Beetlejuice, Pulp Fiction, Mars Attacks, BatMan, Sleepy Hollow, Edward Scissorhands, From Hell.

Television:

Kerrang Channel, Buffy, Angel, Lost, Desparate Housewifes, Will and grace,

Books:

my poemi want the world to see the way i am i want people to see me for what i am for every that i may disterb you for every thought that crosses my head see me inside and out love me for all im about to be my friend and much more than that to be a lover and not cear about dat but to lead me but to lead me to happynessi wish i could watch my life from way up high to dive from the sky and direct me to what is right to have the simple life to know what that is like to see my family not fight what will hasppen after tonight i love you i love you tonighti can not promis my heart coz itf was broken long ago by a boy whos love was never shown will you put it back together will you spend your time with these pieces that where severed i dont know what to do promis me that your true all thouse nights that i cryed do you wish i didnt would you hold my tears whilst i asked lucipher to wipe away my fears or would you just drop them as you did you lastf misstress would you put out the fire or would the water youd wasted be more than my life

Heroes:

chris (my lil brother sorry i left you) sarah love and miss you so much kurt cobain god you made this world better kay (his my best friend and the guy im going to marry) molly (my lil sister miss her so much) my friends i love you lot (you all know who you are as i hope you will know how much i love you)

My Blog

James

hey this is Jessy and i want to tell you about my boyfriend James (wow team rocket)we meet just by chance and have spent nearly everyday for the last 8 weeks together and i don't thinks its ever poss...
Posted by phobic butterfly [7.7.7.x..core] on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 07:11:00 PST

magic story

peekabooWell I'm hear to tell you little children who worship the smock clouds and feed from the THConce upon a time there where two rabbits sat in the middle of a magic roundaboutand there names wher...
Posted by phobic butterfly [7.7.7.x..core] on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 03:27:00 PST

wow

peekaboo well i have a awsome boyfriend amazing friends and have meet some of the most awsome new people love you all love elle xxxxxxxxxx ...
Posted by phobic butterfly [7.7.7.x..core] on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 01:29:00 PST

peek a boo

hey i dont realy get the point of this but im going to use this to brag about my amazing friend (you know who you are) kay (keryn) your my best friend and always will be.He's one of the most loving gu...
Posted by phobic butterfly [7.7.7.x..core] on Sun, 27 May 2007 05:47:00 PST