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About Me

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layouts.Sometimes life seems to quiet into paralyzing silence. Like the moonless dark meant to make me strong. Familiar breath of my old lies changed the color in my eyes. Soon he will perforate the fabric of the peacefull by and by. Sorrow lasts through this night I'll take this piece of you and hope for all eternity. For just one second i felt whole as you flew right through me. Left alone with only reflections of the memory to face the ugly girl that's smothering me. Sitting closer then my pain he knew each tear before it came. Soon he will perforate the fabric of the peacefull by and by. And we kiss eachother one more time and sing this lie that's halfway mine. The sword is slicing through the question so I won't be fooled by his angel light. Sorrow lasts thorugh this night I'll take this piece of you and hope for all eternity. For just one second i felt whole as you flew right through me up into the stars.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Oi! My names Mckenna. You can call me mini. Just another living organism on this earth that is trying to survive. I think alot and I think deep. Sometimes I don't like how deep I think, it kind of scares me. All I really want out of life is simply happiness. That's all I really ask for. I enjoy falling inlove. It hurts sometimes but in the end you learn from it and grow. It's all worth it to me. I am only human. I make mistakes just like everybody else. I am not perfect and never will be. I don't want to be perfect, perfect is boring. I strive to be different, diverse, the one to stand out in a crowd. I love writting poems. Writting is my art. It helps me to overcome alot of things in my life. I am pale and I love it. I prefer rainy days to sunny days. I love to sing but not in front of poeple. I like to mosh when the time is appropriate. I love reading but unless I am completely captivated in the book I have picked up I am not going to finish it. I want to be a bartender eventually. I love making clothes. That's another one of my arts. I am finally starting to find myself. Who ME, Mckenna really is. I am not here to impress you or entertain you. I always seem to have a different view or perception of something then what everybody esle does. I believe you can find beauty in anything and everything. Lifes to short to please other poeple. Do what makes you happy and no one else. Be daring, be different, be impractical, be anything that will assert integrity of purpose and imaginitive vision against the play-it-safers, the creatures of the common place, the slaves of the oridinary.
..My Other Half<3..
To the love of my life. I love you so much zak, even though i may give you alot of shit sometimes and can be a complete bitch when I shouldn't be. I hold you so close to my heart and I thank God you came back to me everyday. Each day I spend with you makes me fall more and more inlove then I ever thought I could be, Because of you my whole life has changed so immensely. You make me feel like I am alive again. It's nice having someone who actually cares as much as I do for them if not more and just know that if we ever end up losing eachother at some point that I will always love you no matter what. You will forever be engraved in my heart, on my skin and in my mind. I will never regret you. Always remember that you are an amazing guy who deserves so much more then what you settle for. Thank you for trying this one more time with me baby.
<3-forever yours.

Heroes:

Oh, I could hide 'neath the wings
of the bluebird as she sings.
The six o'clock alarm would never ring.
But it rings and I rise,
Wipe the sleep out of my eyes.
My shavin' razor's cold and it stings.
Cheer up Sleepy Jean.
Oh what can it mean.
To a daydream believer
And a homecoming queen.
You once thought of me
As a white knight on a steed.
Now you know how happy I can be.
Oh, and our good times start and end
Without dollar one to spend.
But how much, baby, do we really need.
Cheer up Sleepy Jean.
Oh, what can it mean.
To a daydream believer
And a homecoming queen.
-I love you mom

My Blog

You never know when a dark basement with no windows may come in handy :)

Ohh the joy of being a killer. Must be wonderful. It must be even more magnificent to do it and not get caught. Hahahaaa. If only I could be that wise. Oh but I wouldn't make it quick and easy. N...
Posted by Mini(loves orcy) on Thu, 17 Jul 2008 08:28:00 PST

This is the new shit.

A poem that one of my old friends from back in twin lakes wrote about me recently .... She doesn't know that all the caking Will not stop her heart form breaking. Showing every inch of skin Of...
Posted by Mini(loves orcy) on Sat, 14 Jun 2008 09:00:00 PST

Everything fire that burns is a little piece of hell.

So I was at my lovers house a week or so ago and he was having a bonfire like usual. Well I don't know why but as I was enthralled in the beauty of the flames I was also watching the burning embers fl...
Posted by Mini(loves orcy) on Fri, 06 Jun 2008 12:41:00 PST

Slaves of the ordinary.

This world of fiends I seem to be walking in The kind that bite you and suck you dry so it's easier for you to inhibit them. Like a forbidden fruit or porcelain skin Succulent as they penetrate your f...
Posted by Mini(loves orcy) on Sat, 17 May 2008 10:58:00 PST

A Blood Stained Romance.

My skin has gotten thicker but it still burns the same my sanity has runaway along with my clothes and shame Just a pile of skin and bones with a reckless heart and demonic pose Touch my skin as ...
Posted by Mini(loves orcy) on Tue, 13 May 2008 11:50:00 PST

Open wide look inside the mind of a killer you will find.

Dirty little sercret held close to my heart. What a mess you made of me what a work of art. Never knowing the fate you held for me. Now it's too late and you have been freed. Your face lur...
Posted by Mini(loves orcy) on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 11:06:00 PST

Theirs a dead spider in my bed.

Theirs a dead spider in my bed luckily I severed its head. Dispersed are its legs across the edge. It sleeps with me at night, tucks me in tight. Makes me feel safe and protects me from the demon...
Posted by Mini(loves orcy) on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 11:34:00 PST

At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet.

The winds have cleared. I am finally home. Me once having been such a drone. I can feel the warmth on my face as if the clouds dispersed with such grace. Your voice echoed in my ear for so many y...
Posted by Mini(loves orcy) on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 12:24:00 PST

Surgeon Generals warning.

Mmm.. So I was thinking maybe being a surgeon would be kind of fun. Being able to cut poeple open expose them for what they’re worth. I mean blood doesn’t bother me. It would be fun...
Posted by Mini(loves orcy) on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 04:54:00 PST

Reality Check.

So I think I just realized alot of things. My family truely does love and care for me and just wants the best for me. Maybe they were all just trying to help after all. I am truely blessed for the lif...
Posted by Mini(loves orcy) on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 01:29:00 PST