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taylor sXe emily

I am here for Friends

About Me

Here Are The Keys To My Heart:
Mix CDs
Chocolate Malts
Lilacs or Buttercups or both
Creativity
Intelligence
Being Read To
Andrew Arellano
Just So You Know:
I am easily pursuaded and even more easily bored.
I love music more than most other things.
I suck at following directions.
There is nowhere I'd rather be than at a show.
I am straight edge.
I am a vegetarian.
I am really in love.
I love cinnamon teddy grahams.
I am more intense than people should be.
I am not the least bit sorry if I make you nervous.
For all my so-called self-confidence, I don't know what I'm doing.
I am a lot like a puppy or a 6 year-old.
Don't fuck with me.
Don't mess with my head.
I won't mess with yours.
Don't Say I Didn't Warn You.
P.S. You can't have me. He has me. And you can't touch that. He makes me feel like no one ever has. So don't get it in your pretty little head that I am anything but his and only his.
We are wide awake, it's morning. We like to drive. We like Bright Eyes. We are in love. We like Defiance. We like cute movies. We like hoodies, cold days, Star Thai, Watercourse, and talking like cholos. Learn about other cultures. We like talking about social inequalities. We like to read. We like emo. More than you do. We like glasses and tattoos and piercings. We like to dye our hair and kiss. More than you do. A lot more. We like snuggling. We like to skateboard. We're straight edge. We're vegetarians. We're perfect for each other. MyGen Profile Generator

My Interests

Now I have you where I want you.
I know that you are listening.
This is my chance to tell you everything.

.go on just say it, you need me like a bad habit.
.this is what i thought so think me naive.
.if the silence takes you then i hope it takes me too.
.i am a wolf, but i like to wear sheep's clothing.
.i am the razor in the hand of your heart.
.i am everything inside of you that you wish you could be.
.i can keep rhythm with no metronome.
.i thought i had everything under control, but i couldn't have been more wrong.
.i'm not a player; i just crush a lot.
.sometimes i'm so glad to let go.

I'd like to meet:

AIM me:
misskismet18 got him. but thanks.

Music:

say anything, sherwood, park, parkway drive, something corporate, a day to remember, head automatica, glassjaw, brighten

Movies:

Fight Club, Donnie Darko, Dogma, Moulin Rouge, Labyrinth, American History X, SLC Punk, 10 Things I Hate About You, Romeo and Juliet, Pirates of the Carribean, Braveheart, Purple Rain, Pulp Fiction, Reservoir Dogs, Snatch, Garden State, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Blood Diamond, Clue

Television:

I Am No Good At Love-Noel Coward

I am no good at love
My heart should be wise and free
I kill the unfortunate golden goose
Whoever it may be
With over-articulate tenderness
And too much intensity.

I am no good at love
I batter it out of shape
Suspicion tears at my sleepless mind
And gibbering like an ape,
I lie alone in the endless dark
Knowing there's no escape.

I am no good at love
When my easy heart I yield
Wild words come tumbling from my mouth
Which should have stayed concealed;
And my jealousy turns a bed of bliss
Into a battlefield.

I am no good at love
I betray it with little sins
For I feel the misery of the end
In the moment that it begins
And the bitterness of the last good-bye
Is the bitterness that wins.

Books:

Ella Enchanted, Dangerous Angels, When the Legends Die, the Bean Trees, My Sister's Keeper, The Plains of Passage, Echo, The Rose and The Beast, Shattered Mirror, Blood and Chocolate, My Darling My Hamburger, Are you in the House Alone?, The DaVinci Code, Angels and Demons, The Hanged Man, I Was A Teenage Fairy, A Semester in the Life of A Garbage Bag, The Pigman, Confessions of a Teenage Baboon, Speak, Just Ella, Amy and Isabelle, Why Me, My Sister's Keeper, Jemima J, Hawksong, Midnight Predator, Gingerbread, Feeling Sorry for Celia, In the Forests of the Night, Heroes, The Chocolate War, Tenderness, Beyond the Chocolate War, Weezie Bat, Cherokee Bat and the Goat Girls, Witch Baby, Missing Angel Juan, Baby Be-Bop, Echo, A Child Called It, Girl Goddess ..9, The Catcher in the Rye, Clan of the Cave Bear, The Last Juror, The Bretheren, The Testament, The Pelican Brief, The Firm, A Time To Kill, The Outsiders, Rumble Fish, Tex, That Was then This is Now, Taming the Star Runner, Romeo and Juliet, The Twelfth Night, The Growing Pains of Adrian Mole, Kissing Doorknobs, Marilyn, A Brief History of Time, The Lady and The Unicorn, Falling Angels, Girl With A Pearl Earring, The Secret Life of Bees, A Glory of Unicorns, A Ring of Pure and Endless Light, A Wind in the Door, A Swiftly Tilting Planet, A Wrinkle In Time, All 6 Harry Potters, Grendel, The Godfather, CALVIN AND HOBBES, The Life of Pi, The Kite Runner, Guitar Girl, The Stranger, Lolita, Notes From Underground, Fight Club, Lullaby, The Free Fall, When The Legends Die

Heroes:

[Max Bemis][Sage Francis][Howard Roark][Dexter] Tay!or --
[noun]:

A real life terminator

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

My Blog

Take It Back. I Won’t Give One More Inch.

why can't i be more like you? why can't i be pretty like you?why can't i be talented like that?why can't i captivate the way you do?why can't i do it the way you do it? why can't i dominate the way yo...
Posted by taylor sXe emily on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 12:51:00 PST

No One Ever Said Caring Was Easy

[paragraphs] you can tear me apart like no one else.but your approval means more to me than you know.i'm sorry i messed up before.i should have put more into us.i really love you. i am livid at you.go...
Posted by taylor sXe emily on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 11:02:00 PST

It All Seemed Perfect, But There Are Moment When I Feel Nothing At All

You know me, or you think you do; you just don't seem to see: I've been waiting all this time to be something I can't define. [freewrite]and we fall in circles. Cycles. Linked together and falling dow...
Posted by taylor sXe emily on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 06:47:00 PST

Rebirth Of Hardcore Pride [yeah fuckin right]

Dear Hardcore(hXc) Scene In Denver,       I love you dearly, but I don't know if I can see you any longer. You have too many associates that make me sick. Too many assholes. T...
Posted by taylor sXe emily on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 07:32:00 PST

I’m Just A Girl

[rant] dear male population (sans the very very few of you that i'm not irritated at)       let's clear a few things up, shall we? 1. i am a girl.2. more importantly...
Posted by taylor sXe emily on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 12:29:00 PST

You Can’t Trust Me

[freewrite] nausea. i withdraw and the locks pull me closer. the world is getting smaller. the world is changing. the world makes me fucking sick. i make me sick. i am sickened by that which i don't u...
Posted by taylor sXe emily on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 01:05:00 PST

untitled

you haunt me.you were clearly someone important.else, why would i be where i am? forgive me, stranger. my nails draw blood when he talks about you.does he think about you too? you are questions that i...
Posted by taylor sXe emily on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 02:46:00 PST

It'll Give Me Time To Think

[freewrite] they sleep in seperate houses. i don't know what's wrong with me. maybe it's something else. someone else. maybe i am just a silly stupid girl. that wouldn't surprise me. i hate children's...
Posted by taylor sXe emily on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 09:11:00 PST

It Will Pass If You Let It

[paragraphs] you poor, silly, stupid thing.sorry about all this.please go away. you're like me, but better.don't you ever forget it girly!(that was your clue)don't do this if you don't want to.but if ...
Posted by taylor sXe emily on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 07:36:00 PST

In All This Chaos We Found Safety. I Will Never Find This Love Again.

we were long due for some [paragraphs] you get the first one, not the 8th.it breaks my heart to miss you this much.i miss you so much. everything you thought you knew has come to a screeching halt sin...
Posted by taylor sXe emily on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 03:23:00 PST