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PaintingDesire

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About Me

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My Interests

Well im going to the school of visual arts for illustration. I am in love with myself and the beauty of life. I am overwhelmed with the capability of my mind and find myself in complete awe with the beauty of living. I want to share my visions with the world. I want to be a teacher, open up my own gallery, write books, speak through my artwork, become somebody in history!! NOTHING is going to stop me from getting to my dreams, yes i may have some financial problems at the moment, but i like it that way. at least i know that NOTHING was handed to me. i worked my ass off to get where i am and i will stop at nothing until i reach sucess.i want to be able to write an auto biography on myself and be proud of this person that im describing. my children can have someone to look up to. i hope that i serve people as a inspiration, i help everyone that i can, and i do believe that there is a God but i am no religion, i wont listen to rules written by mere men. i wont abide by a religion that with the story of adam and eve clearly places women beneath men. God does not prefer man. i just believe that i have to be a good person, and i know that i am. i am happy with myself and thats what matters. my life had so many hardships but i am thankful that i knew how to deal and grow from them.i am a lucky person because i have what really matters. i am in love with a man that understands me and my thoughts of life and philosphy. he is my best friend and we fit perfectly together. LOve has consumed me and he is the best thing that has ever happened to me. we are like one being that is just an embodiment of beautiful emotions. I know that there is nothing better. he is the one that i will have children with. 18 and i have found true love, im going to school and forfilling my dream, im talented, young, beautiful, intelligent, i have it all to be happy and i am greatful for it all.my interests are : Basically everything to do with ART, painting in oils is my favorite!! staying up all night painting in the depths of my world, PHILOSOPHY!!!! please talk 2 me if you like philosphy, watercolor mess, Music,getting lost in the wind, colorful jewelery, pretty beads, Dancing: esspecially BeLLyDancIng (i love the costumes they are so sexy), riding in the car for hours and just talking to stephen,fashion, sexy shoes, PhoTogRaphY! i have a box of film to be devolped, its up to like 75 rolls now, writing poetry, drinking SOCO. Southern Comfort and sprite is my new FAVORITE DRINK*, camping, climbing TREES!, observing people, eating, traveling to Ecuador, i love showing people how even though im a young pretty girl i still have a brain and have thoughts that mst dont comprehend, The tressel, train spotting, filming, my secret garden (only 2 other people know where it is)animals, candy, whisling, crazy car rides, baking out...anything, exploring, having a good time,MosHING!, shopping*, detail, color, being young, the sky and clouds, bare feet, the sunset, making love, butterflies, telling stories, writing my book, flowers,kissing the one i love and being held in his arms. I love you Stephen, late night conversations in Stephens car when its parked in my driveway. enjoying the rain, losing my voice from singing too hard in the car. Blast that music!!!! sunshine, reading for hours, playing tag, reading on my hamock, scrapbooking, thunder, snow, talking to the stars, holding the night's darkness, eating sunshine, watching people in the subway and thinking about all the different stories that are in this subway car, seeing the story in the movement of water, just living and loving. when you love you live the most.

I'd like to meet:

Artists, dreamers, philosophers, teachers, believers, challengers, dancers, actors, wild people, truth, love, hope...

Music:

Taking Back Sunday, Brand New, Jewel, Bebe, Oreja de Van Gogh, System of a Down,All American Rejects,Armor for Sleep, Avril lavigne, Laura Pauisini, Chevelle,Bach, ben lee, Beyonce, bjork, Madonna, CAt Stevens, Celine Dion, CHopin, Cristina Aguilara, Dashboard Confessional,fiona apple, Ewan McGregor, Iron and Wine,MDO, My Chemical Romance, Shakira, Spill CAnvas, HelloGoodbye, Thursday, Method Man, Jimi Hendrix, A Perfect Circle, Thrice, Finch, Bush, Straylight Run, incubus, linkin park, hoobastank, maroon 5, velvet revolver, nickleback, alkaline trio,incubus, nine inch nails, jet, no doubt, gwen stefani, dido, norah jones, Radiohead, Alabina, Atreyu, Led Zepplin, disturbed, drowning pool, lacuna coil, slipknot, santana, The Killers, Oasis, breaking benjamin, nirvana, 3 days grace, trapt, Atlanis Morrisette, Evanesence, Seether, TATU, Los Juanes, Sarah McLachlan, korn, Staind, Jimmy Eat World, LIfehouse,The Cure, Fall Out Boy, Blink 182, Sublime, Green Day, Story of The Year, Taproot, Senses Fail, michelle branch, jaci velasques, cindy lauper, alejandro sanz, mariah carey, ill Nino,mindy smith, natalie imbruglia, papa roach,the postal service, pussycat dolls, red hot chilli peppers, the shins, silverstein, mozart,wu-tang clan, the cranberries, alabina, the snow patrol, don omar, metro station

Movies:

HOWL's MOVING CASTLE, princess mononoki, pan's labrinth, since of sleep, mozart amd the whale, king kong, the river, vandetta red, GIA, Crash,ETERNAL SUNSHINE Of the Spotless Mind. Garden State. Napoleon Dynamite* Donnie DArko!MOULIN ROUGE. City of Angels. the Incredibles.little manhattan, Finding Nemo, Ice Age, Lilo and Stitch, Training Day, Phantom of the Opera. *Mrs. Illardo's Movie* The last Horror Movie. City of God. the last samarai. A walk to remember. two brothers. The Notebook. iron jawed Angels.Brave New World, A lot like love, the island, Little miss sunshine,

Books:

Memoirs of Cleopatra,plato's republic,Thomas Moore's UTOPIA, Dante's Inferno, Anything Shakespeare, Chasing Down The Dawn, A Night Without Armor, Zel, The Chronicles of Chrestomanci, Chronicles of Narnia, The Giver, To Kill A Mockingbird, The Awakening, A tIme of Angels, Candide, Tennyson's "In Memoriam," carlyle, the scroll of seduction, and of course my Psychology textbook

Heroes:

love and the renaissance hero, who says i can't do it all. fear is our biggest obstacle that kills the hope for the possibility of every moment. life is under the heavy influence of what we make out of it. and love is a miracle of live that lives in between life and death. it is a part of the whole that feeds us purpose and motivation. Love has been my greatest teacher and i am grateful for all the overwhelming lessons. its extremes of everything but i know that i live life fully by loving even if that makes me an easier target my powers are underestimated.plato had a point when he said that the physical isnt as real as the soul and mind. i could gain a fortune and build a beautiful estate, bt time could destroy what i have created in vain. a thought, an didea, a dream, a purpose, a goal, a philosophy, emotions, are things with more value that couldnt be destroyed with as much ease. Jesus crist was a man that died for what he belived in and now his idea of love is immortal. an artist is a person who contributes to history and influences others by provoking feeling. we will make our life and express our personalities and live for the moment because time is our challenger. how much can we make before our time is done? i want to change the world. what about you?

My Blog

the prescriptives counter at macy's

I love my new job at the smithHaven mall. its great doing makeovers for people and making them feel beautiful in their own skin. Our unique service of colorprinting makes it so easy to get the right f...
Posted by PaintingDesire on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 06:44:00 PST

Overwhelming inspiration

Swinging from childhood to this moment spills questions and conversationsAll delivered through voices colliding with speed and windA table seems to hold but I still feel more suspended than groundedA...
Posted by PaintingDesire on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 06:39:00 PST

$1 Million dollars can change the future

If I was the major of my community and I had $1 Million dollars to spend, I would invest it in solar energy. The first target would be public schools. Solar panels and solar thermal energy systems wou...
Posted by PaintingDesire on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 05:14:00 PST

i asked him: tell me what u say 2 yourself when u think about me

in my quest for an honest response he just looks at me and gives me a cute laugh.
Posted by PaintingDesire on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 08:22:00 PST

i love Arabian Nights

I love being a part of the Arabian Nights cast. It is my favorite part of the day. I can find myself and become aware of my body, voice, and persona. I am around so much talent, passion, energy, and s...
Posted by PaintingDesire on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 11:22:00 PST

Just2let every1 know i´m in Ecuador!

a volcano erupted in ecuador. i woke up to a gloomy tan sky and everything covered in ash. we couldnt eat lunch wihout ash getting into everything and it gets in your eyes and you cant help breat...
Posted by PaintingDesire on Thu, 17 Aug 2006 11:17:00 PST

Being an Artist

Being an artist is about discovering oneself, questioning everything about life, finding purpose, exploring the depths of your unconcious, and leaving your footprints to your process of living as art....
Posted by PaintingDesire on Mon, 24 Jul 2006 09:56:00 PST

My 7 Virtues

ambition~ every moment should be appreciated and we should strive to grow into freedom by being what we are to the fullest and never laying down bounderies. there should always be a productive and pos...
Posted by PaintingDesire on Mon, 24 Jul 2006 09:51:00 PST

Art History's influence to my philosophy of a hero

Art is making an experience. A hero is a great artist and an artist is a hero. A hero is a story that is made and shared willingly for others to learn from in both their lifetime and when they have pa...
Posted by PaintingDesire on Mon, 24 Jul 2006 09:42:00 PST

August is the best month of the summer!!

Well I havent written a blog in about 3 months.Today i got approved for my student loan so SVA is just around the corner.its august and its the month I have been waiting for. 2 more days until th...
Posted by PaintingDesire on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST