emilia

it's difficult and scary to analyse oneself...i will not reveal my most unappealing habits but... people say i'm a bit too frank, which i believe translates as rude- though i also believe this makes me a fun person to have arguments with. i live in london (south london over north anyday apart from a little bit of love that goes out to early morning swims and spring picnics on the heath). london makes me gleeful because there's always something exciting (and often free) to do, i like free things alot. but then the beach is also free and that is also amazing. i eat to fill myself up rather than for the taste, i'm envious of people who eat for the taste. im at st.martins studying art. but im not an artist. i smile alot and i feel very happy alot of the time. when i'm hungover i feel fragile and shaky i turn into a small whining child and pine for my parents. my parents sent me to russia for a year when i was seven. i learnt to swim in freezing lakes and knock frogs unconcious without killing them. i have a large family, none of whom are my cup of tea- with the exception of manks and froggy who are too young to be anything but exceptional. the couple in the flat above me argue all day and than have passionate sex, i have a feeling they might have found happiness. jasper once ran over a car with me, i have never since felt that exhilirated. i like buying second hand books. i dont brush my hair but i do wash it. i dont want to learn to drive but i love cycling...london at your fingertips for free. space fascinates but also scares me. i lose people's things alot but dont let that put you off me, as a substitute i am fantastic at choosing the perfect birthday present. i think kissing delicious people is probably one of the best things in the world. as is the moon. i think i look up more than most people. im bad at being on my own but as i mentioned before im very happy.