Tom

Welp, I'm a typical Guy. Like to play computer games. Works all day Party All NIGHT! I can be a prick sometimes, but most of the time I'm not. Just Be Nice! Here's a Poem about How feel During the Time that I'm away. Wasted Time The time I've wasted is my biggest regret; spent in the places I will never forget; Just sitting and thinking about the things that I've done; The crying, the laughing, the hurt and the fun; Now it's just me and my hard driven guilt; Behind a wall of emptiness I allowed to be built; I'm trapped in my body just wanting to run; Back to my youth with its laughter and fun; But the chase is over and there's no place to hide; Everything is gone including my pride; With reality suddenly right in my face; I'm scared alone and stuck in this place; Now memories of the past flash through my head; And the pain is obvious by the tears that I shed; I ask myself why & where I went wrong; I guess I was weak, when I should have been strong; Living for the drugs and the wings I had grown; My feeling were lost, afraid to be shown; As I look at my past it's so easy to see; The fear that I had afraid to be me; I'd pretend to be rugged so fast and so cool; When actually lost like a blinded old fool; I'm getting too old for this tiresome game; Of acting real hard with no sense of shame; It's time that I changed and got on with my life; Fulfilling my dreams for a family and wife; What my future will hold I really don't kno;w But the years that I've wasted are starting to show; I've just live for the day when I'll get a new start; And the dreams I still hold deep in my heart; I hope I can make it, I at least have to try; Because I'm heading towards death and I don't wanna Die!!! By Yours Truely CheezeCake