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Another Broken Toy

I pray for the sweet release of death...

About Me

Ah so here's where I explain what I want you to know.... I hate the way gods hate... I hate without question. Race Creed Religion... none of it matters to me. I hate the way you breathe... Every inhale is spite and exhale is venom. I have a small circle that should remain breathing. I keep them close and don't question them often... but if you decide to cross me you are gone and if I actually considered you a friend then you are also in danger... deal with it.
Well Holidays suck for me... every time I feel the need to enjoy one I lose someone dear to me. I use to love the fourth of July... then the first woman I was engaged to tells me she is leaving me for white-trash. Then I enjoyed Christmas... Grandpa died two days before Christmas 1996. Valentines Day... Another failed relationship. My bloody sodding birthday... The second woman I ever got engaged to tells me she is leaving me for white-trash. I never seem to learn my lessons. I also now live with Tony and Damon and Sara and still work as a telemarketer but now on the recieving end... People call me and are happy to do so. I still hate my life, but for different reasons now.
So to continue pain has become a constant... everything hurts all the time now. I will find a way to ease the pain or share it with others. Not like cry like a dipshit on someone's shoulder... no... like smash with a shovel any who look cross eyed in my direction.

My Interests

So I have realized recently that I'm not a good person. This is a hard pill to swallow for people... to actually accept that Karma will pay you back in the end for your misdeeds.

Everyone goes through life telling themselves that they are decent people. Even people like Ted Bundy feel that way. To really reexamine ones life in decent lighting is one of the hardest things we'll ever do. To accept that they are no saints... only degrees of sinner. forgive me if I sound christian there... we all know I'm not. but they do have the right terminology for the situation.

Back to the point at hand... I just need to apologize to all those I have hurt through the years. I know the list is longer than I can remember, but recent events have made this needed. I have come to accept that karma requires this.

Especially to Miss Dolezal if she bothers to read this ever. I actually feel guilt... for the first time ever I actually feel anything unselfish... Now that's alien...

I mean lust rage hate... those are familiar bedfellows... but compassion, sorrow, the pangs of guilt... never done it before. Until recently they were words used by others... or in a sales pitch.


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King Hate
People Iced: Eighty Seven
Car Bombs Planted: Eleven
Favorite Weapon Shards of Glass
Arms Broken: Twenty Two
Eyes Gouged: Nine
Tongues Cut Off: Six
Biggest Enemy: The Arm Breaker
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AWSOME-GAME

I'd like to meet:

Harry Connick Jr. Peter Steele. Rob Zombie. Ozzy Ozborne. Eric Clapton. Jimmy Page. Robert Plant. Steve Vai. Johnny Lang. Glenn Danzig. Ziggy Marley. Sir Elton John.

Music:

First the Ramones then anything else. And Always Sinatra or Martin!!!

Movies:

Zombie flicks are my main thing these days as they are the only things that fuckin' scare me.

Oh and I can always sit down to Grosse Point Blank

Television:

??Which colour of Death is yours??
BLACK
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Books:

Now here's a subject I can wrap my head around... Nietzsche, Darwin, At some point I've read all the religious texts... except the book of mormon as I don't want to offer validity to an idiot cult. Fantasy books are big on the lists.

Heroes:

Peter Steele. Glenn Danzig. Henry Rollins. The Ramones! What Type of Killer are You?
YOU ARE THE PROFESSIONAL! Death is a business, your business...and you are good at it. Money is your motivator, yet sometimes loyalty leads you to choose sides. You aren't a mindless murderer, you are calm, methodical, and thorough. You could kill your mark from a mile away or slit his throat in the bathroom. Killing doesn't bring you any joy, you aren't a psycho and you feel truly sorry for the soon-to-be widows of the SWAT officers in the hallway that have no idea what they have gotten themselves into by cornering you in your hotel room.
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My Blog

I died a little today

It is the anniversary of the first Pantera show I saw in 93...   and last the only decent memory from Dolezal... Ozzfest 97 ...
Posted by Another Broken Toy on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 11:53:00 PST

A Discussion

Jed's letter to Moveon.orgGuys, what I want to know is why isn't there a considerable backlash against the democratic view to CAVE into the Bush administration's war policies, re-nigging on the promis...
Posted by Another Broken Toy on Thu, 31 May 2007 09:18:00 PST

SpiderMan 3

Well it took them three attempts but they finally dropped the ball. Don't get me wrong it was worth watching I'm just glad we didn't do it in Imax. I would have felt ripped off if we hadn't gone to a ...
Posted by Another Broken Toy on Mon, 07 May 2007 08:16:00 PST

You must See Grindhouse!!!

Went to this lovely piece of Schlock today and LOVED it. I'm currently trying to start an online petition to get Machette and an El Ray movie made! I would kill for either one... preferably a double f...
Posted by Another Broken Toy on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 08:35:00 PST

this started as a comment to someone else's blog...

An old friend of mine recently pointed out that I spend too much time looking for someone to be with when I'm not all that happy with where I'm at in life. I let someone stand between me and where I s...
Posted by Another Broken Toy on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 08:04:00 PST

Just to keep it alive...

You ever just have one of those days where all you can do is look around and wonder what the hell happened? Don't get me wrong I don't dislike my life... but really it has become a tale of wasted pote...
Posted by Another Broken Toy on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 12:12:00 PST

Who's yo daddy?

Your results:You are Apocalypse Apocalypse 94% Dr. Doom 88% Venom 87% Magneto 85% Lex Luthor 83% Green Goblin 83% Dark Phoenix 80% Two-Face 71% Kingpin 71% Juggernaut 67% Catwoman 56% The ...
Posted by Another Broken Toy on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 03:24:00 PST

So Daddies Pilled up!

Went to the dentist this morning and he put me on Amoxicillin! Yeah Antibiotics!!! He didn't give me anything for the pain... at first. Now I am suffering from giant puffy face and mind numbing pain b...
Posted by Another Broken Toy on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 09:52:00 PST

Actually praying for the sweet release of death...

So I have an absessed tooth that is roughly the size of a childs fist currently. In three days I have killed two bottles of Aleve... the big 200 count ones... to sleep at night. I have a dentist ...
Posted by Another Broken Toy on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 11:04:00 PST

So We're having issues?

OK so in about a month I will be 30. Normally this wouldn't be a big issue in my family... as our midlife crisis begin around our mid fifties. For me there are certain changes that are there that I ha...
Posted by Another Broken Toy on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 01:47:00 PST