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About Me

I'm proud to be a father, I hope I'm also a Dad. My head rules my life a little too much, long-term depression, dreams, fantasies, over-visualisation of imagination.Sometimes it hurts to just be alive, I have various ongoing health problems which tend to take over my life, I'll get a handle on things, and it'll catch me unawares and I'm back to square one again.At heart I'm a good person, decent spirit I guess, I have my demons, but don't we all. Free Dark creepy layouts at suicidekiss.com
http://thisiswhoiam.kerrangradio.co.uk/Test/Outcome/3d56fd41 -04d8-4911-89db-282b297f6c53

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Anybody who isn't too brash, too outwardly strong, I'm easily intimidated, agonisingly shy, I'm the freak on the bus who stares at you most of the journey only because he thinks you are beautiful, different, interesting, intriguing etc., but I may never even be able to say hello because of crippling shyness which won't leave me no matter how much progress i may make in work, college or any other aspect of my life.By the way, here's something short and sharp from Serj Tankian, included it here as it kinda shows where I stand...

My Blog

when will i will i be famous

found m'way back here again, bout frickin' time, can't be motivated to do anything, except read, 7 books in last 2 weeks, just so i don't have to face the real world.feelin' guilty about revisiting ol...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Jun 2009 17:20:00 GMT

Button your eyes at Coraline.com/buttoneyes

http://coraline.com/buttoneyes/
Posted by on Sun, 01 Mar 2009 15:45:00 GMT

The Earth shall inherit the meek

so, another cycle draws to a close, thank jebus for that. what a friggin' year, financial chaos-yeah-fuck 'em, they brought it on themselves, it's a pisser that so many ordinary joes have to fall with...
Posted by on Wed, 31 Dec 2008 10:33:00 GMT

no wise men

1stly Happy Happy happy Happy Xmas to every single lovely soft warm luscious one of you. sorry i've been abyssmal at updating this, but nearly back to normalish now after my brain surgery, had 3 month...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Dec 2008 10:35:00 GMT

bag of shite!

so, i'm still here, yup. friggin horsepittle cancelled my op, i know i know, emergencies take priority yadda yadda bloody yadda, but jebus on a stick, i get all worked up and stressed, and the kids go...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Sep 2008 03:49:00 GMT

down t’yella brick road

...so, here we are, this is d-day as it were, in about 6 hours i head into hospital, 2and a half hours away in oxford, so not much visitinhg for little old me, still, not gonna be exactly communicativ...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Sep 2008 08:21:00 GMT

Splinters-Susan Matthews(2008)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4w-fXIqzS4Q 1st video of seen of susan's work, I'm loving her music, please check her out.
Posted by on Fri, 05 Sep 2008 07:02:00 GMT

flipping my lid

been a while, been a lot going on inside my head, been seeing a lot of a very nice psychiatrist, finally having somebody listen, carefully tinkering with my piulls, and getting me in to see neuropsych...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 09:28:00 GMT

interview

This is exciting! I don't know you very well, so I hope my questions are all right. I'm really looking forward to your answers!1) What is your favorite memory and why? something with my children, so m...
Posted by on Tue, 20 May 2008 14:42:00 GMT

DREAMS

Van Gogh (I believe) said once that dreams are at once fruit and outcry against an atrophy of the senses i can see his meaning, the last fewdays, moreso than any time recently my nights have been a sh...
Posted by on Fri, 16 May 2008 01:28:00 GMT