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Fear darkens the mind

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Life is either a dance or wrestling match but it is always a relationship first and foremost with everything you come into contact with.These following 3 things you should know... 1st: Know Thyself (this is an infinately complex quest)2cnd: What is needed, rather than running away or controlling or suppressing or any other resistance, is understanding fear; that means, watch it, learn about it, come directly into contact with it. We are to learn about fear, not how to escape from it.3rd: To live completely, wholly, every day as if it were a new loveliness, there must be dying to everything of yesterday, otherwise you live mechanically, and a mechanical mind can never know what love is or what freedom is...This profile was edited with Thomas' myspace editor™ V2.5

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Anyone who demonstrates these qualities: a good heart, gracefulness and integrity in failure, complexity and creativity in thought and action, lives life to the fullest in the best way they see fit.

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Shorts

When I was born I was silent and they thought I was dead, the doctor had to hit me. I cried and from what my family says I've been crying ever since.  I cry at heartbreaking things, touching thin...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 14:42:00 GMT

Birthday 31

Birthday 31   I am 31 today.  I woke up this morning much like I did when my mother gave birth to me and what I imagine will be similar to when I bow out, i.e. alone.  It was 5:30am and...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 15:53:00 GMT

Full Moon Lunar Eclipse and Coming Full Circle

Full Moon Lunar Eclipse and Coming Full Circle Transmutation is defined as a shifting of one species into another or as an act that changes one substance into another.  The full lunar eclipse to...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 18:02:00 GMT

Me, my dad, and his CPAP machine. A weekend of PAIN in my studio apartment

Once I went to a psychic and I had two minutes left and he said, "Just ask anything."  So I asked about my dad because he had just been here visiting.  "Carl," I said, "how am I supposed to,...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 16:45:00 GMT

Less than free

Today I feel less than free Like a strip of yarn unraveling from an eternal scarf I'm dying, it's true, when I'd give anything to be flying Slipping away somewhere secret right now Not in this office...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 00:35:00 GMT

Organic Farm Fresh Eggs straight From Satans Easter Basket Part 2

So when we got there it was the beginning of March, and needless to say, it was freezing and snowing and not at all like I had remembered New Mexico to be.  At one point my mind snapped into plac...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 15:23:00 GMT

Organic Farm Fresh Eggs Straight From Satans Easter Basket

So, I get up extremely early in the morning and I like to talk about it a lot because I am enamored with its spontaneous emergence in my life.  It all began when I worked on the wicked organic h...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 18:01:00 GMT

Blessed

So I was lavishing in my fatigue this morning, after all it is Sunday.  Sundays are a routine that consists of being zombiefied from dance party weekend, going to Flying Star and then ingesting a...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 08:54:00 GMT

But you cant stay here

I'm not expecting to grow flowers in the desert but I can live and breathe and see the sun in winter time. (In a Big Country By: Big Country)   I know when I left it hurt some people maybe becau...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 11:16:00 GMT

Another year floats by...no crashes by.

You can take a picture of something you see and in the future where will I be? (Cold Play...Talk). I could write a book about this year&a marvelous 3 volume set all bound in leather laying out th...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 14:46:00 GMT