HeatherPie<3

I dream TOO big
so Ive quit taking chances because i always manage to fall right back on my ass
most of my friends have quit talking to me
some how i manage to make people angry on accident
my mom is a heavy drinker
we have a love hate relationship
My father is a piece of shit that will someday regret his distance but its already too late.
My sisters are the best sisters in the world
I wish i could have atleast 1/3 of the sisterly bond that they share.
I spend most of my days off either with my head covered up or trying to find a way to better my life
Im beginning to realize that its better if i just cover up my head
Im pretty sure i have adhd or add or something but its currently undiagnosed.
I can find something good in everyone
but its hard for me to throw out one positive thing about myself.
I can make you smile........
I love cute clothes but i never match.
Im kinda a fat ass
Sorry but junk food is cheaper
I think im going through a VERY early midlife crisis
perhaps its just a crisis
either way its not heathly
believe it or not i used to be alot worse off then i am now.
Ive overcome several events in my life without the help or knowledge of anyone
I have a lot of secrets i dont share
my bestest friend is Alley
thats no secret
we dont get to see each other much these days
I smoke way too many cigerettes
sometimes my lungs hurt
I think if i didnt live with my mom i would quit
I really dont like mexican food at all
I used to.
then my mom discovered margaritas.
i secretly watch the antique roadshow
it fasinates me how much useless shit can be worth
I used to have a best guy friend named aaron
that was back when my life was at a semi normal standstill
not sure what ever happened to that kid
I miss our rootbeer carwash fights though
I owe a few people an apologie
theres a few people that owe me one too
I really dont like shopping for pants
i can never find pants that fit correctly in length
dogs scare the living shit outta me
doesnt matter how little they are
they all have teeth
no lie
cats freak me out too.
maybe im just not an animal person
ive never snuck out of my house
not even once
pathetic huh?!
i used to sit around think about how i would go about sneak out
if the occasion ever did arise
but it never did
i suppose i could sneak out of my house nowdays
but it would be pointless
seeing as how its my house
and i could just as easily go out the frontdoor
I am by far the worst kool-aid maker in the universe
never ever have me make you kool-aid
even if its the premixed kind
still doesnt matter
it will turn out shitty
I make awsome ramen noodles though
even people that dont like ramen noodles
like my ramen noodles
LOL
ive had countless head injuries in my life
some worse then others
youve probably figured that out by now though
as a kid i was deslysic
Ive over come that now
but im still pretty kick ass at circle a words
AND that my friends is the truth....nothing sugarcoated about it.Things I Love the fine arts
glasses
randomness
suspenders
my hair
cuddling
intelligent ppl
chunky monkey ice cream
writing
halloween
clearance shopping
the smell of books
my friends/family
glitter
taking pics
myspace[haha]
frozen coffee
XOXO's
my straightner
singing in the remote
laughing
piercings
boy cut undies
pink/black
nightime
Talking
funky jewelry
new socks
pinky promises
LOVE in its ENTIRITY
Things I dislike :-(
crowded places
judgemental ppl
sumo wrestlers
fried chicken
not being able to speak my mind
FEET!!
mornings
liars
rudeness
the feel of styrofoam
that squeak noise napkin holders make
bad hair days
bluegrass music
arguing
being silent
boredom
mathamatics
george w. bush (argh!)
copycats
doing dishes
living at my mom's house
retarded drivers
running out of cigerettes
my self doubt