i'm derek. i am deception. my life is chaos. i really have no clue what i want to do with my life. i have big plans, and no follow through. though one day regardless, i will achieve them. i love music; mainly indie, emo, and some hardcore. i watch every movie, whether i'm interested in it or not, just to have the experience of it. my favourite genres of movies are independent films (any kind), thrillers, and comedies. i am currently unemployed, and i don't plan on ever working again, unless it's for myself. i am a lush, i drink alcohol like it's water (i'm drunk right now, as i write this). i smoke clove cigarettes, my favourite brand is Sampoerna Classics, but they are no longer imported to the states, so i'm stuck with DJarum Splash for now. i am shy; entirely too shy. i can't talk to girls unless i'm drunk. and still then i'm not very good at it. i wear express jeans, usually the same one or two pairs a week. all my shirts are band tees, all bought at concerts. i have one shirt that isn't from a band, and it's a shirt i got for free because i designed it. i like graphic design, some say i'm pretty good at it. i do t-shirt design, websites, adverts, and more. i've gotten pretty handy with php and mysql coding. a few people have told me i can sing, i don't believe them, but i do want to start a band (just for fun). i used to play guitar, i guess i could pick it up again if i had to (but i don't want to, hah). i'm single, as i'm sure you can easily guess. i don't have a lot of [read as 'any'] friends and i blame myself for that.
that's it for now. i'll probably add to this another time.
