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FallenPixel

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About Me



"Each of us conceals an abyss, though few of us are aware of its existence, and even fewer dare to explore its vastness."

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My Interests

The Goddess. Sappho. I love my beautiful girlfriend and my 2 precious baby kitties x. Music is only music when it pulls at your solar plexus and slays you. And football...all my boys of Man United!

Listen to the words of the Great Mother;
she who of old was also called among men Artemis, Astarte, Athene, Dione, Melusine, Aphrodite, Cerridwen, Cybele, Arianrhod, Isis, Dana, Bride and by many other names:

Whenever ye have need of anything,
once in the month, and better it be when the moon is full,
then shall ye assemble in some secret place and adore the spirit of me, who am Queen of all the witches.

There shall ye assemble, ye who are fain to learn all sorcery, yet have not won its deepest secrets; to these will I teach things that are yet unknown. And ye shall be free from slavery; and as a sign that ye be really free, ye shall be naked in your rites; and ye shall dance, sing, feast, make music and love, all in my praise. For mine is the ecstasy of the spirit, and mine also is joy on earth; for my law is love unto all beings. Keep pure your highest ideal; strive ever towards it; let naught stop you or turn you aside. For mine is the secret door which opens upon the Land of Youth, and mine is the cup of the wine of life, and the Cauldron of Cerridwen, which is the Holy Grail of immortality.

I am the Gracious Goddess, who gives the gift of joy unto the heart of man. Upon earth, I give the knowledge of the spirit eternal; and beyond death, I give peace and freedom and reunion with those who have gone before. Nor do I demand aught in sacrifice; for behold, I am the Mother of all living, and my love is poured out upon the earth.
Hear ye the words of the Star Goddess; she in the dust of whose feet are the hosts of heaven, and whose body encircles the Universe. I who am the beauty of the green earth, and the white Moon among the stars, and the mystery of the waters, and the desire of the heart of man, call unto thy soul. Arise, and come unto me. For I am the soul of nature, who gives life to the universe. From me all things proceed, and unto me all things must return; and before my face, beloved of Gods and of men, let thine innermost divine self be enfolded in the rapture of the infinite. Let my worship be within the heart that rejoiceth; for behold, all acts of love and pleasure are my rituals. And therefore let there be beauty and strength, power and compassion, honour and humility, mirth and reverence within you.

And thou who thinkest to seek for me, know thy seeking and yearning shall avail thee not unless thou knowest the mystery; that if that which thou seekest thee findest not within thee, thou wilt never find it without thee. For behold, I have been with thee from the beginning; and I am that which is attained at the end of desire.

Blessed be.

I'd like to meet:

The ancient beautiful soul...Peter Doherty

Music:

I love you Peter... ancient beautiful soul

The Most Beautiful Boy In The World

Pete

Fuck Forever

Interview

Beg Steal Or Borrow

Wolfman

The Libertines

The Arcadian Dream

Babyshambles/ The Libertines/ John Frusciante/ Red Hot Chili Peppers/ The Cure/ Nirvana/ Hot Chip/ Be Your Own Pet/ The Killers/ Texas/ Jose Gonzalez/ The Organ/ Imogen Heap/ Frou Frou/ Gwen Stefani/ Madonna / Death Cab for Cutie/ Panic! At the Disco/ Amy Seeley/ Postal Service/ Rogue Wave/ Damien Rice/ Ani DiFranco/ Plain White T's/ Pendulum/ Sufjan Stevens/ PJ Harvey/ Regina Spektor/Dawn Landes/ Micah Slavens/ Razorlight/ Keane/ Rotating Leslie

Movies:

The Legend that is Kevin Smith... Clerks, Mallrats, Chasing Amy, Dogma, Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back and Jersey Girl.

Television:

Scrubs, The Simpsons, Queer As Folk, The L Word

Books:



"He who binds to himself a joy Does the winged life destroy; But he who kisses the joy as it flies Lives in eternity's sun rise" - William Blake

"They say that every snowflake is different. If that were true, how could the world go on? How could we ever get up off our knees? How could we ever recover from the wonder of it?" - Jeanette Winterson

Heroes:



My Blog

Beautiful Feeling

My heart is finally catching up to what my head has known about  for some time now... I am falling in love...Again... 
Posted by FallenPixel on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 10:21:00 PST

This is not what its called...

you're so wise. my guru. my ANGEL. the embodiment of beauty... FLAWLESS in every aspect. when you fasted for 14 days did you also remember that one can indeed live on love and air alone? As I lie wit...
Posted by FallenPixel on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 11:08:00 PST

The Visitor (Back Lisa-ing Just For Now... For Then)

I'm so saturated with love... so full that its shaking inside wanting to overflow but I'm holding it... for as long as I can before it completely overwhelms me. Just for for me. JUST FOR NOW. Its for ...
Posted by FallenPixel on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 10:36:00 PST

In love with a girl made out of electricity

Darling you don't exist... You do but not according to anyone else's sense of reality and a part of me wishes you did and the sensible part knows it wouldn't be right. the puzzle pieces are all in pla...
Posted by FallenPixel on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 07:25:00 PST

All by the little self...

She's away and the silence is deafening... Nothing fills the space. I feel heavy and anxious and nothing comforts me. There are only the things that numb me for the shortest possible moments... The wo...
Posted by FallenPixel on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 11:17:00 PST

From the Garden of Safe (Ode to Death Cab)

Maybe I just have nothing to say anymore... Its all gone... That sacred sadness. It comes to haunt me now... Once more... Like a deadly lover... A lover that slays me every time. A better lyricist tha...
Posted by FallenPixel on Wed, 01 Mar 2006 11:44:00 PST