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16.Single
I'm Heather.
There is alot more to me than can be explained in words an shown by pixels.
I live in Pittsburgh,PA, Where the city lights could blind you.
It is a beautiful city and I intend to stay here for the rest of my life.
I am not normal. But then again, who exactly is?
I have the creativity of a five year old and my imagination wonders to great places.
I wish I could to Never Never Land because the truth is that I am scared of growing up.
All of my friends mean the world to me.
Without them, I probably would not be here.

neonxdisaster13

My Interests


what it do?

I'd like to meet:

..tr

Music:

Serial K-I-double-L-A

My Friends
Jason
[The Magical Panda]

He is like the older brother I never had. He can always make me laugh and he knows when to be serious and when to make jokes. Even though I've only known him for like 8 months, it feels like I've known him forever.

John
[Sparklesfantastic]
[Faggot]

This boy is probally the craziest mofo I've ever met. He's probally one of the nicest too. He isn't very serious at times but he knows when to be.

Jessica
[BB Jammies]

She can make anyone laugh. She is like my sister. We can tell each other basically anything. I've known her for like 7 years and it's been so fun.

John
[Tinman]

He's helped me through so much. Without him, I probally wouldn't be here. He's been like a brother to me for the past year and a half.

Kat
Shes awesome.Her drawing are really cool.She can paint really good too.

Allison
She can do anything. She was one of the first people to be my friend when I came to her school in 2nd grade. She's been one of my best friends since. I miss hanging out with her in school everyday.

Mell and Kyle
They are something else. If Mell is determined to something, she will go to high lengths to do it. Kyle is Mells' right hand man. He helps her when shes down. They've been together for a year now.

Nathan
He's super cool. I can talk to him about basically anything.

Cheyenne
She is one of my shortest friends. Shes also one of the ones who stand out the most.

Steve
He is very sarcastic. He's also very loud. And he likes to analyze situations a little too much.

Megan
She is one of those people who aren't afraid to speak her mind and be who she wants to be. We had a blast at Hallowicked '06.

Kraz
[Miss Vylet]
[Momma K]

She is so fun and out there.

Jenn
I met her at school. She is awesome. I miss her though. She dropped out.

Eric
This dude is super awesome. He is really good at photoshop and stuff like that.

Marissa
Shes like that kinda person who talks fast but isnt talking fast. We make fun of Mr. Taylor together.

Sarah
Shes sweet. Shes really fun to talk to.

Dan
He is so awesome. I met him in Western Pysch. Then when I started at Wesley, he was the only one I knew. I miss him because he doesnt go to my school anymore.
Quotes "If you don't like gay marriage,blame straight people.They're the ones that keep having gay babies."
-Mell

“I fear being like everyone I hate, I fear failure, I fear losing control. I love balancing between chaos and control with everything I do. I always have a fear of going one way or another, getting lost in something, or losing everything to get lost in. And I fear being a completely acceptable sheep in society.”
-Marilyn Manson

"Marilyn Monroe wasn't even her real name, Charles Manson isn't his real name, and now, I'm taking that to be my real name. But what's real? You can't find the truth, you just pick the lie you like the best."
-Marilyn Manson

"You build on failure. You use it as a stepping stone. Close the door on the past. You don't try to forget the mistakes, but you don't dwell on it....I learn from my mistakes. It's a very painful way to learn, but without pain, the old saying is, there's no gain. I found that to be true in my life."
-Johnny Cash

"People tend to destroy what they don’t understand because they fear it."
-Tech N9ne

"I don't think of anything as a 'risk'. I try to have every experience I can in life. When you're old, they say that your regrets aren't what you did but what you didn't do."
-Cameron Diaz

"They stick you with those names, those labels -- ‘rebel’ or whatever; whatever they like to use. Because they need a label; they need a name. They need something to put the price tag on the back of."
-Johnny Depp

"Ugliness is better than beauty. It lasts longer and in the end, gravity will get us all."
-Johnny Depp

"People want you to be a crazy, out-of-control teen brat. They want you miserable, just like them. They don't want heroes; what they want is to see you fall."
-Leonardo DiCaprio

"Be a first-rate version of yourself, not a second-rate version of somebody else."
-Judy Garland

"The story of life is quicker then the blink of an eye, the story of love is hello, goodbye."
-Jimmy Hendrix

"Looks don't matter anymore. I'd rather have someone with a good heart than some good-looking idiot with no brain, because looks fade and I know that. I know that I'm not going to be good-looking forever."
-Paris Hilton

"My whole goal is to keep my spirit intact. If that doesn't happen, none of this is worth it."
-Jewel

"Without pain, there would be no suffering, without suffering we would never learn from our mistakes. To make it right, pain and suffering is the key to all windows, without it, there is no way of life."
-Angelina Jolie

"If being sane is thinking there's something wrong with being different...I'd rather be completely mental."
-Angelina Jolie

"I believe that everything that you do bad comes back to you. So everything that I do that's bad, I'm going to suffer from it. But in my mind, I believe what I'm doing is right. So I feel like I'm going to heaven."
-Tupac Shakur

its killing time again
put on your face and lets pretend


About Me

Heather is thy name.

Im 14.

Ive fallen more times then Ive been able to get up.

I have anxiety attacks, low self-esteem,and Bi-Polar.

I'm down with the clown for life.

Insults don't mean a thing to me, so dont waste your breath.

Im nowhere near perfect.

I am a virgin and I don't plan on changing that anytime soon.

I trust people a little too easily.

My life is more like a downward spiral than an upward flight.

I love concerts.

My anger and jealousy can get the best of me.

I dont take compliments to heart often, because I dont get alot of them.

I have been called a fake.

I wear jelly bracelettes.

I like watching the disney channel.

I am very insecure about my looks.

I have been in a nut house.

I go to Wesley Academy.

I dye my hair.

I can talk on the phone for hours.

I listen to all kinds of music.

I don't wear black because its "cool".

I think its funny when people laugh at me.

I can get scared easily.

Im shy.

I love cartoons.

Hats are my favorite things to wear.

I rarely leave my house without make up on.

My friends=♥♥♥.

AIM=SOxPLAZTIK
♥fuck♥bitch♥ass♥cunt♥whor e♥skank♥slut♥shit♥faggot♥ nigger♥
I like these words.
And use them in alot of my sentences.

Music

~#~
30 Seconds to Mars

~A~
A Fire Inside
All American Rejects
Angels and Airwaves
Any Body Killa
Avenged Sevenfold
Axe Murder Boys

~B~
Blaze Ya Dead Homie
Blink 182
Bloodhound Gang
Boondox
Breaking Benjamin
Bullet for My Valentine

~C~
Chevelle
Coheed and Cambria
Cradle of Filth

~D~
Dark Lotus
Disturbed

~E~
Esham
Evanesence

~F~
Fall Out Boy
Flyleaf
From First to Last

~G~
Gorillaz
Green Day

~H~
Hawthorne Heights
Hollywood Undead

~I~
I Am Ghost
Insane Clown Posse

~K~
Kill Hannah
Korn
Kottonmouth Kings

~L~
Lady Sovereign
Linkin Park
Lokey

~M~
Marilyn Manson
Metallica
Mindless Self Indulgence
Motion City Soundtrack
Mudvayne
Murderdolls
My Chemical Romance

~N~
Nine Inch Nails
Nirvana

~O~
Ozzy Osbourne

~P~
Panic! at the Disco
Papa Roach
Plain White T's

~R~
Rage Against the Machine
Red Hot Chilli Peppers
Rob Zombie

~S~
Seether
Silverstein
Slipknot
Smashing Pumpkins
Social Distortion
Stone Sour
Sublime
Sugarcult
Sum 41
System of a Down

~T~
Taking Back Sunday
Tech N9ne
The Killers
The Offspring
The Used
The White Stripes
Three Days Grace
Tool
Twisted Thoughts
Twiztid

~W~
Wednesday 13
Weezer
White Zombie

~Y~
Yellowcard

= Bands I've seen Live = Hallowicked Clown Tour '06
Wolf Pac
Subnoize Souljas
Boondox
Insane Clown Posse

Tombstone Terror Tour '06
Twisted Thoughts
Lokey
Boondox
Axe Murder Boys
Blaze Ya Dead Homie

The Guillotine Tour '06
Bobaflex[ew]
Potluck
Blaze Ya Dead Homie
Axe Murder Boys
Twiztid

Fuck The Fuck Off Tour '06 Subnoize Souljas
Blaze Ya Dead Homie
Axe Murder Boys
Shaggy 2 Dope

American Idiot Tour '05
My Chemical Romance
Green Day

The Chronicals of Life and Death Tour '04
Lola Ray
Hazen Street[ew]
Sum 41
Good Charlotte[ew]

My Blog

STABBING ON A SCHOOL BUS HEADED TO THE HOLY FAMILY INSTITUTE

Teen accused of stabbing on school bus in ReserveWednesday, November 08, 2006By Jim McKinnon, Pittsburgh Post-GazetteA 16-year-old from Millvale is awaiting arraignment as an adult on charges that...
Posted by Hå çhét h¬å hêR{pLAzTiK}[D.O.A]" on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 08:33:00 PST

I am going....................

to HALLOWIKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Yes I am. and Im so happy.Ha ha if Kitty goes, Im gonna throw her in the mosh pit and mosh with all the people so she gets trampled by like a bazillion people. lol....
Posted by Hå çhét h¬å hêR{pLAzTiK}[D.O.A]" on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 09:34:00 PST

JACKASS: NUMBER 2

I went to see it today.It was probably one of the funniest things ive seen this year.If you havnt seen it yet, go and see it soon because youre missing out.
Posted by Hå çhét h¬å hêR{pLAzTiK}[D.O.A]" on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 09:40:00 PST

save me.....

I dont know whats going on.Im lost in this world.All this drama between my FAMILY.I cant control my anger and its getting worse.My pills arent working and I attacked Jenn AGAIN.=[I hate when I ma...
Posted by Hå çhét h¬å hêR{pLAzTiK}[D.O.A]" on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 07:17:00 PST

Kids should not do cocaine.

RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!3 words:Jessicas little brother.Defination- William Anthony Peckage. The most hyper-active 9 nine year old boy you will ever meet. You might even think that hes doing c...
Posted by Hå çhét h¬å hêR{pLAzTiK}[D.O.A]" on Sat, 16 Sep 2006 09:03:00 PST

FUCK

WHAT THE FUCK?I have no idea what the hell I'm supposed to do.Jessica is all like"I'm gonna go call my grandma."And what does she do?She lies to me and goes and calls Jason after I asked her her if I ...
Posted by Hå çhét h¬å hêR{pLAzTiK}[D.O.A]" on Wed, 16 Aug 2006 12:42:00 PST

*cries*

I have no phone.It has been shut off.Grrrrrrrrrrrrr.I cant go on the interweb now too.I cant talk to Princess Kadoodle anymore.=[Im at Gorillas house right now.Its funny.Him and his dad are fighting o...
Posted by Hå çhét h¬å hêR{pLAzTiK}[D.O.A]" on Sat, 12 Aug 2006 04:52:00 PST

tears

Im just about to give up on everything.Just say hello to a bottle of pills and some alchohol and goodbye to pain.No one I think will miss me.Im always forgotten.I guess it doesnt matter to Kitty that ...
Posted by Hå çhét h¬å hêR{pLAzTiK}[D.O.A]" on Thu, 27 Jul 2006 10:10:00 PST

Im always left behind.

Im sick of being the one who people always forget about.Like Jessica was supposed to stay over my house on friday and when I go over and ask her about it, she says"oh Im so sorry but Kitty is supposed...
Posted by Hå çhét h¬å hêR{pLAzTiK}[D.O.A]" on Sun, 23 Jul 2006 11:33:00 PST

Poems-Hurt & No one

HurtWhen you stole my heart,I should've known you would rip it apartI can't take it anymoreI see you with her and the pains too much to bareI cry and feel like I'm choking on airAnd all you could do i...
Posted by Hå çhét h¬å hêR{pLAzTiK}[D.O.A]" on Sun, 16 Jul 2006 09:48:00 PST