Age 17
Weight 171 lbs
Well what is there to say about me. Nothing much. I try to be a good a person as I can. Yes I smoke. Idk how I am with parties, Im not the type to be invited. I dont have much of a life when it comes to going out. I wish I did. Im envious of those who do, also very jealous. I'm looking for romance, and excitement. I hope someone can fill those shoes.
Im not perfect, nor should I be. Im sorry that I hurt you, Its somethin I must live with everyday, and all the pain I put you through, I wish I could take all your tears away, I may be making a big mistake, and I DONT FUCKING CARE!!
One more day without you is a bigger mistake. I just wanna be with you.
I think I've found someone to fill those shoes, but I don't think they love me as much as they did. Its fine, as long as their happy. I asked their friend if they'd be happier without me. She said she had no idea. I've been over my feelings over and over again. I've hurt you more than once, and I feel terrible. The more terrible thought is that you won't be there in the future. I've seen other guys flirt with you and it makes my stomach kinda queezy. I guess I can get over it, if thats what you want. I cant promise you that I wont hurt you again, and I cant promise that I'll always have a clear head. I miss you so much, and when your gone, your all I think about. Its so hard to not be able to see you as much as I'd like, and it hurts more that the thought that I could lose you at any moment to another. Just because I'm really dumb and couldnt see what a nice person you are, you make me happier than I have been in the longest time, that one time we went to webbs, I knew I loved you more than ever, your so much more to me than a memory. I wish I could say these things to your face, I want to say even more than this, but I don't want you to read so much your late. I cant say anything to you. Except that I know my answer finally...
I hope you still will say yes...
P.s. I love you!
P.s.s. Don't text me a yes or no, I wanna hear it from your mouth, I wanna see it in your eyes, I wanna be able to feel it, even if its no.
my eyes, i have 2
my nose, i have 1
my mouth speaks of evils no man should hear
my ears hear things in peoples speaking
that is beyond what they say
you see... im more than you see...
im the difficult bitch your mom told you about
im the stranger watching you sleep in your bed
im the one seeking happiness
im am the one, who has done you wrong
and i am the one you want to hurt
These walls are funny, first you hate them, then you get used to them. Enough time passes and you get so you depend on them. That's institutionalized.
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