[]Josh[]

My name is josh.my skool is all rite I guess...I dont know much about myself.But a million words could describe me...My girl Friends is Amazing(as of 7-4-08 XOXO)She goes by the name of Sierra..and Shes Very Attractive and Beautiful..She has a one of a kind personality that DRIVES ME CRAZY..lol..Everyday that I spend with her makes use closer.I could go on and on but you would get tired of reading all that I had to say...lol..She amazing all together though...I love it..idk...and her..My Friends are AMAZING....Some of them("The rest are very mindless and COMPULSIVE jk...jk")But you get used to them really Quick..I love dancing and listening to music, going to the movies, and hunting,fishing,skiing, and stuff of the like...My bests friends (First) D.J. AKA (D.J.) or David..The other (Krazy-Ass-Ninja!!!)...He is very optimistic about things.Has a slight anger problem but whatever...He is like the brother that I wish I had..Its all to kool.Then (Second) Chuck..Hes one of a kind and is always making me laugh with all his different impressions..plus hes a good and true friend as well...thats all that matters...So anyways I'm into any type of music.....I can be funny, but I'm actually on the shy, anti-social part of the spectrum of personality traits. So you'll probably never see it. And I really don't enjoy being around people in general. Not that I don't enjoy a good conversation. What I have experienced in my life has taught me to trust no one. I think the sooner you stop trusting and start questioning, the more you learn. I don't want to be anything that has already existed.I'm extremely down to earth and realistic. Which is sometimes confused with being pessimistic. Probably because we need optimism to delude ourselves through life. Those who see the negativity in the world are the only ones who can do something about it. I believe in poetic justice. I don't see the world in terms of good and evil. I prefer positve and negative.It amuses me when people tell me what kind of person I am. Especially when these wanna-be psychologists have never met me. I never let what anyone tells me bother me. I know who I am and I know what matters. And it's definitely not the opinion of people who don't matter. That doesn't mean I think I'm the shit, that means I don't give a shit what you think, learn the difference. I like how people tell me to change my style, I'm not sorry for liking what I like, and I'm going to look however I want and like whatever I please.Oh here's a thought. Stop trying to dehumanize me with a label based on my appearance. Maybe if people stopped worrying so much about other people. There wouldn't be so many fake losers out there. And people would be who they actually wanted to be. Without fear of being ridiculed. Everyone is far too concerned about others having a positive outlook upon them. To actually do what they want because they want to, not just because of what others might think.I have 80% hearing loss in my right ear. I always pet people's animals without asking. People who are mean to animals disgust me. But I could never be a vegetarian or I'd starve to death. I absolutely hate vegetables for the most part, I hate eating plant life.I do not believe in life after death. I don't believe in basing actions on what might happen after we die. How is that living for real? If anything does happen after this life, it'll definitely be positive after this bullshit we call existence. I'm finding myself believing that our lives are nothing but times spans that mean nothing. I don't strive to be old and useless. Live fast, die pretty for sure.I live for comedy, laughing is one of my favorite things ever. I think everyone would be much happier if they made it a mission to laugh as much as possible. I refuse to watch anything gorey/scary on ocasions. I'm not a fan of seeing humans get fucked up.I don't speak in a conventional manner. I say fuck, shit, and dude way too many times a day. My dad and I constantly make up words or alter words, we'll probably have to write a dictionary so others will know what the hell we're talking about.Religion is the root of all evil. Where do you think man learned about judgment, thus leading us to judge each other. We're making up stories exactly the way the Greeks and Romans did, we just moved "heaven" to a place man can't get to the "top" of. The sky aka The Heavens. Yet we scoff at their ignorance now. Educate yourself. I hate how mankind has used whatever belief system to justify horrible actions. Example. The Crusades. P.S. you don't need "god" to reproduce, so stop giving him the credit that belongs to my parents. You don't need to be religious to be a good person. If you can't do "good" on your own you're going to "hell" anyway. Why I don't believe in religion. I'm not saying there isn't a God at all, but I doubt there is one on this forsaken planet. Hey you, judging me for what I believe, you're not so righteous either now are you?I can't figure out why we're obsessed with prolonging life. Don't do this, don't do that, "it's bad for you". How about fuck that, if I like it, I'm doing it. Why live an extra day to do shit I don't even want to do. I think we're meant to die young, and maybe medical advancement isn't as amazing as we think. I think our biggest problem as a species is our problem with assumption making. We assume without knowing, and take our assumptions for facts. We assume this over that. This is right, that is wrong. A constant struggle for those on either side. We forget how little we truly know. We're ridiculous. It seems like we find the stupidest reasons to dislike others. I'm trying to refrain from doing that, you might want to try too. Thanks for reading!!!