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What is
My Life?
2008 at a glance
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Darlene Valdez-My Second Mother
July 7, 2008
I'll never forget you
Its Contagious
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I ♥ Felt Mountain
First, and foremost... IF YOU ARE UNDER THE AGE OF 18, I DO NOT WANT TO ADD YOU!! I DONT HAVE TIME TO BE TALKING TO KIDS THAT ARE 13 FREAKIN YEARS OLD, FIND SOMEONE YOUR OWN AGE!! ....Anyway...My name is Ray and I am 22 years old. I am gay, but not feminine, I love making people laugh, and love being the center of attention. My friends mean the world to me, I wouldnt trade any of them for anything. Im pretty shy until you get to know me, but I love to laugh, so if you can make me, we'll get along just fine. I wear my heart on my sleeve, and its a big one at that. I love driving with the windows down, and the music blasting, but dont ever touch my cd player without asking bc it makes me furious. I dont like people telling me the same stories 100 times..I cant stand whiners.. Cry to someone else please! I dont like being called "boi" on here so word of warning, as soon as you do I'm not replying to you or even bothering to add you, thanks! I love jamming out on my iPod. I love tea time with Jade. My favorite time of day is the evening when I get to write and read and listen to my ipod til I fall asleep. I love my fat cat, Kiki, bc I've had her forever and bc shes a snob. My other kitten, Immi, was diagnosed with Feline Leukemia, and sadly had to be put down..I loved her bc she waited for me when I would get out of the shower, she was the BEST sleeping partner, she liked to give kisses and liked to play in water. Jake Gyllenhaal is my idol, he is the most beautiful and talented man to me. Plainsong by The Cure is my favorite song of all time. I dont like fake people, seriously just be yourself, may you be the biggest asshole or the biggest bitch, whatever, just dont be fake. Drama = death , cant stand it, dont have the time for it. I hate when guys are psycho-obsessive over me, or keep me on a leash..if thats how its gonna be, it'll never work out. I also cant stand trust issues, when you act like you cant trust me when I havent GIVEN you a reason not to, then you are getting kicked to the curb. I have never cheated on anyone, and if anyone cheated on me, theyd be gone..Once a cheater, always a cheater!! Im probably one of the nicest people you'll ever meet until you get on my bad side, then seriously dont expect me to be all buddy buddy, like I said, I dont like fakeness, and if I dont like you I wont pretend that I do. I dont want to date anyone younger than me, as I dated a boy for too long, so I need a man. Plus my brother is 18 I dont wanna date someone the same age as him...eww..My family is my number one priority, especially my sister and my niece, her name is Vanessa and I'd die for that little girl. I love Jessica Butterworth bc we think alike and she knows me so well, I love Bekah Nunez bc Ive known her forever and we both have ESP-N with each other..seriously. I dont believe in fate because I was fucked over once by someone I loved, and the whole experience showed me you can NEVER count on anyone but yourself, you never know a person like you think you do. Since then I have found it harder and harder for me to get close to someone..So some people say that its like they are protected by a wall, for me its like the Great Wall of China..But someone who can climb it and get over to me, thats someone I know I would be with..So I guess you can pretty much say IM NOT EASY! I dont go out with random people I dont know, even if you are gorgeous. Im in no rush to be with anyone..but who doesnt get lonely? I guess just whenever he comes along Ill know..As of now he already came, and left. I hate getting the run around from friends, or anyone, HUGE pet peeve of mine. Another is when people ask me what kind of music I like, what type of movies I like, HOW OLD I AM...UMM.. HELLO ?? It says everything on my page, and that just shows me you havent read about me at all, you just saw my picture and decided you wanted to add me or talk to me..If thats how it is, dont expect me to add you. If you have a private profile, Im not adding you..Im sorry but it annoys the shit out of me when I cant even look at your page, why bother making it private?? If someone you dont want adding comments on your page or pictures wants to add you, DENY THEM! I do, and I'll do it to you too without thinking twice. Unless I actually know you and you have a private profile then its fine. Everyone else consider yourselves warned. I dont add super random ass people, unless you seem somewhat interested, or we have stuff in common, then yeah I dont mind adding you..Ill tell you what as soon as I see people who are sick..sexual wise, theres no way you are getting an add from me, THANK YOU!! I am a waiter at a restaurant, and personally have dealed with some of the most horrible people imaginable, so PLEASE people, be patient with your waiters, and for gods sake tip 18% or more, dont be fucking cheap asses we make 2.13 an hour, we gotta make a living too.
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Favorite quote from a movie: " Sometimes I feel like there's a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at times seems to burn. I think if you lifted my heart to your ear, you could probably hear the ocean. The moon tonight, there's a circle around it. Sign of trouble not far behind. I have this dream of being whole. Of not going to sleep each night, wanting. But still sometimes, when the wind is warm or the crickets sing... I dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for. I just want someone to love me. I want to be seen. I don't know. Maybe I had my happiness. I don't want to believe it but, there is no man, only that moon. "
Katie and I// 2 and 3 removed bc I said so