Crystal

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This was me..Im insecure, I am terrified of loud noises, Balloons scare me bad, champagne bottles scare me(even though I love champagne). Im scared someone will see the real me. I smile when Im sad, I laugh when Im nervous, I get jealous, I swear, I smoke,I love lotion,I love candles,I love water, I love black, I like shiny things,I hate buttons, I hate wood (scares me), I like camping and fishing, I dont touch fish or worms, I like swimming,I like Canon, I like pearls, I love dolphins, I loved Florida, I like sleep, I hate the sun in my eyes, I don't like bright lights, I like the dark, I love horror films, I love old films, I love my dog, I love my son,I love that I can pay my bills, I like working, I like walking, I like the warm weather, I like to see it snow, I hate to feel snow, I love the rain, I like to get wet in the rain, I like trucks, I like cars, I hate my car, I like cats,I like old people, Old people are cute, I dont want to die alone, I want to be old when I die, I want a fish, I need to paint, I love hobby lobby, I like bath and body:), I like fall out boy, I like Garbage, I like NIN,I like story of the year, I like mogwai, I like cake, I Love AC/DC, I like aerosmith, I like A7X, I like NOFX, I like the used, I like my chemical romance, I like the gorillaz, I like Chevelle, I like custom, I like the Deftones, Disturbed, Drowning Pool,HIM, Hole,Jimmy eat world,White stripes,Lenny williams,Percy sledge, Less than jake, Linkin Park,Skynrd,Our lady peace,pennywise,Pixies,White Zombie,Rob Zombie, Radiohead,Primus, Trapt, Seether,Slipknot,Weezer...I think I have ADD, I cant think about just one thing, I like Crystal Light, I like lemons, I like Jose, I dont drink that much, I smoke and I like it, I hate the smell of smoke,Im not a good friend,I cant give everyone my full attention, I have trust issues (just dont care anymore), I like to have control of my life, I like to fight for control, I love when I need to, I dont like the word love, I have hurt people, People have hurt me, I dont use, I get used, I like pasta, I love Olive Garden, I like O charleys, I like fish, I like grapes, I like pepsi, I like dew, I hate DP,tea is great, I love myself, I love God,Im Baptist, I worship Jesus,he is everything, Starting a fight right there, I love that song Black Betty!! Do you know what its about??? Doubt it. I love to speed, I like fast cars, I like adrenaline, I like Xtreme sports, I like being scared, I like the rush, I bet you guys love how Im writing this, Im on a diet(not now), I think Im fat(nope), I like my ass, I like my eyes, I hate my legs, I hate my lips, I need to dye my hair, I like blue, I like green, I dont really like red on me,I like Mondays, I like coffee, I like tea, I like tulips, I hate roses, I am a statistic, I am a strong person, I am weak, Im hard, I like the word fuck, I cry, I smile, I laugh, I feel I need to take care of people, I help homeless people, I pick up hitchhikers, I love soft things, I like silver, I hate gold, Im pale, I cheat and get spray tans when need be, Im thinking about tanning, I dont wear makeup that much, Im perfect in my own way :) , I sin, I hate, I hold grudges, I try to forgive, Im lazy, I like TV, I dont get a chance to watch TV, My life doesnt seem to slow down. Today is the first day I could sleep as late as I wanted in a long time, I like the thought of tomorrow, I hate lies, I have told lies, I have told the truth, Im not where I want to be in life yet, I need to go back to school, I had a 4.0, I have an IQ of 141, It doesnt show, I feel dumb at times, I feel like everyone else is wrong at times, I couldnt love a woman, Its hard to love a man, I am scared of love, Love is pain in the end,When you marry if youre weak you die,I dont steal,doesnt count piracy, I look better in black and white, I like black and white pictures, I like dark eyes, I like green eyes, I like olives, Someones eyes remind me of olives lol, I like rock, I like anything country,I like the south, I hate shallow people, I hate being cheated on, I have cheated, I asked for forgiveness.I love kids, I think I might be a foster parent, I like posters, I like old stuff, I like painting, I cant paint worth shit, I have done bad things to good people, Good people have done bad things to me, I have been to church, I have been to the Kingdom hall, Im not perfect, I hope nobody judges me, I judge others, I try not to judge, I give second chances, I never forget, I have secrets, I know secrets, Im not open about my past, I had a bad childhood, I make up for it with my son, I say thank you, I want a guy to open the door, I want a guy to say no, I say no, I wont sleep with you if youre easy, Im good in bed, Im bad in bed, I dance, I love to dance, I like dancing with girls, Girls dance better,I like to dress up, I like to dress down, I like tall people, Im short, I like storms, I have cold feet, I run from things, I hate to run, I think my blanket can save me from the scary things, My dog gets scared faster than I do, She likes my blanket too,I had insomnia as a teen, I have bad dreams, I had night terrors as a child,Im not normal, I have issues,I like to sing in my car, I like to scream in my car, I hate other drivers they all suck, I hate cops, They love me,I have done really dumb things, I have kicked my best friends ass over a guy, she fucked him, I have been clean for over 4 years. I am ashamed, I am proud, I hate those drugs now, I hate those drug users now, I like the park,I like skittles gum, I like things that smell good, guys smell good, I like guys when they get dirty, I like staying up late and watching movies with friends, I like taking pictures,I hate milk, I like orange juice, I like cabbage, I like pickles,I have a blazer now,I still like pasta,I have grown a lot, I have had the same job for three years now and I have not missed a day,Did I say oral rocks, I like garlic, I like melons,I miss someone, someone misses me, I love someone, someone loves me, I dont know how I will die, I dont want to die, I want to give in, I cant give up, Im stubborn, Hardheaded, I boss people around,I get bossed around. I have bad Karma, I pray, I dont let things get far, I dont give my all in love, I am scared of getting hurt, I am scared of hurting people, I smile and walk away like nothing is wrong, Inside I hurt, I cant love completely cause I love too much, I get on peoples nerves, People get on my nerves, I deserve more, I deserve less, I am broken, cant fix me, Things linger and dont go away,Weak people make me feel strong, I dont pray on the weak I take care of them, I could look into your eyes forever, I like to feel needed, I dont let people know i need them.Oh and I love the country and getting dirty in a big truck or jeep, and going camping and pretty much anything to do with the country, not a city girl at heart.My family means everything to me even though i dont see them enough , they are part of me. I am done... Thats me.Now hate me, cause I gave you all the reasons