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Kayla.

Hic si stas, hinc eris!

About Me

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Hey man, if this is torture chain me to the wall!
Um, I'm Kayla. I'm chill. I'm the girl that you like because of my hugs, but the one you'll hate because she speaks her mind without caring if you'll hate her later or not. I'll be the girl that you'll like because I'll stick up for you but you'll hate me because of the dirty looks I give to almost everyone. I'll be the girl that you like because I can make you think deeper, hug tighter, and kiss sweeter; but you'll hate me because I'll break your heart. My keys are still around my neck, I've had them there as long as I've been a vegetarian. That's two years. I like to read, eat without utensils, drink juice from the container, and watch Animal Planet or cartoons. Sometimes I'll scream at the T.V. and sometimes even flip it off. I'm mature, I know. I pop my knuckles, my back, and my neck occasionally. I can't stand long distance relationships but I'll put up with them for you. I can't stand when people touch my feet or if other people put their feet in my face, but I'll try my best to stay calm about it. If I'm interested in you I usually want you to start the conversation, or I'll just keep quiet. I like spiders and I'm amused by things that only boys should like. By the way, I could beat you in a burping contest, ANYDAY. I can't drive and I can't wrap my thoughts around anyone and have them stick. There's only been one person that has actually got me to have that feeling. I'm not the romantic kind and would rather just have the company. I'm stubborn and hard-hearted. Also, quiet unless excited or tensed. I often get asked what I'm doing and half the time I can't even answer that question myself. I have noticed that I have an innate talent for causing my own problems --throwing challenges at myself. Just to see if I can overcome them. I like getting myself into trouble. I'm not sure as to why. I've only recently noticed this. I wonder if this means I need therapy --or a little less free time. I only clean when something's bothering me or if I'm forced to.
And no matter the circumstances or consequences, I will love you. Because truely I still love every single one of you to the fullest extent of my outreached arms. :) Hm, this is good. I like this.
http://www.freewebs.com/shipin-abottle/
I promise to try my best to never hurt you,
I may not keep that promise,
but at least you know I tried.
And I promise not to dwell on the past,
because I know I'll only get sick from it.
I promise to believe that peace has a chance.
I promise to let you sing to me, even if your voice
isn't the greatest, and I'll laugh with you.
I promise to be your friend, even with the
dramatic things that happen with us.
I promise to be the one that will do my best
to cheer you up. To be the one that won't let you fall.
I promise.
I'M ON YOUR BOTTOM BUNK, CLINGING TO YOUR TOP BUNK BARS!

My Interests


Watching animal planet or cartoons, ramen noodles WITH crackers, trampoline sessions, talking about "awkward" things to a point where everyone is having that nervous laughter, english accents, the fact that I'm double jointed, having naturally long nails, hating nail clippers so I have my mom cut my nails for me, going to sturgis every weekend, talking about road trips but never following through, staying up til the sun rises and then falling asleep, "dang...." what? "look at that view...", play on playette, lakes, "do you guys sit at home and think of stupid stuff like that?", cake, staring at the stars, stoiks (even though they closed wtf?), snatching beverages from the elders, sucking at guitar hero, being a witch to everyone I possibly can, having people hate me for a matter of an hour and then making them love me, being absolutely GONE while telling my mother that I was 'sleeping', canadians, best friends, black hawk, raping and pillaging the valley, my baby marielee.:), being a lazy bum all day long, summer, not being home for weeks at a time, sleeping on my floor because my bed is NOT comfortable, sex drugs & reese's puffs lol duh, burning CDs from someone else's computer because mine's a p.o.s obvz., being absolutely negative about everything and then being positive about it five seconds later, cheesey fiesta potatoes, "run ugly run!", freshman year

I'd like to meet:



Music:

There are currently 6,470,818,671 people in the world.
Some are running scared, some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day, others are just not facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good and some are good struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls. And sometimes, all you need is one.Goals:
01.Invite a band over & house them.
02.Get kissed in the rain.
03.Get in a car with complete strangers.
04.Fall in love with a boy.
05.Get my liscense.
06.Take pictures with someone I don't know.
07.Get arrested.
08.Get into a fist fight.
09.Don't be so worried all the time.
10.Start becoming "out-going".
11.Get a tattoo on my side.
12.Get a tattoo on my neck.
13.Get my monroe/madonna pierced.
14.Meet someone totally unplanned.
15.Get lost in a big city.
16.Be somewhat friendly.
17.Go to Arcadia.
18.Go to the ocean.
19.Find my long lost twin.
20.Have a whipped cream fight.
21.Tell someone that I love them, and mean it.
22.Go skydiving/bungee jumping.
23.Be in two places at once.
24.Get up the courage to be alone in the dark.
25.Meet a man who speaks Shakesperian.
26.Take in a stray animal.
27.Adopt a kid.
28.Go to a different continent.
29.Have something dedicated to me.
30.Scubadive in the clearest waters.
31.Watch the sunset over the ocean.
32.Crowd surf.
33.Go to over 10 shows in RC.
34.Have a long scold with the Stingray that killed Steve Irwin.
35.Swim with a dolphin.
36.Pet a tiger.
37.Learn to surf.
38.Swim with seals.
39.See the city from the top of a really tall building.
40.Learn to enjoy life.

Dress up
Leave a false name
Be legendary

Remember your dreams and fight for them. You must know what you want from life. There is just one thing that makes your dream become impossible: the fear of failure. Never forget your Personal Legend. Never forget your dreams. Your silent heart will guide you. Be silent now. It is the possibility of a dream that makes life interesting. You can choose between being a victim of destiny or an adventurer who is fighting for something important. -- Paulo Coelho

Movies:



Heroes:

Anyone who's dreams don't have barriers, people who believe in a world where anything is possible, anyone who has a heart that's so full it's about ready to burst, someone who wants to do more than just exist!
"We're all so much stronger than I ever thought possible."
We're not best friends, no it's far more than that. You'd never understand even if I began to explain to you. When I go to look for family I immediately think of her as my sister. We have more memories than your great-grandma that isn't senial.
I love him the most. :) The only boy that will hit me but will never purposely hurt my feelings.
Goals: Goals:
I totally started this, btw. So stop stealing my goals or I'll literally stab you in the EYEE!
01. Host a band.
02. Be somewhat friendly.
03. Go to the ocean.
04. Go to Arcadia.
05. Get a Californian tan.
06. Get up the courage to be alone in the dark.
07. Live life to the fullest.
08. Get into a fist fight.
09. Get arrested.
10. Get a tattoo on my side.
11. Get a tattoo on my neck.
12. Get myself a nice car.
13. Make a family.
14. Meet a new friend every few days.
15. Feel free to do what I want, say what I want.
16. Meet a man who speaks Shakesperian.
17. Have a teaparty with an England bloke.
18. Live in Australia.
19. Don't be so worried so much.
20. Become 'outgoing'.
21. Have a best friend for more than 1 year.
21. Be that girl that everyone likes. :)
22. Go streaking.
23. Find someone who has orginality.
24. Befriend a bum.
25. Hold hands with a brand new person.
25. Have the best summer of my life.
26. PB & J!
27. See from someone else's point of view.
28. Be in a serious situation.
29. Plan someone's demise in spanish.
30. Wear high heels and pull it off.
31. Save something/someone.
32. Break someone's heart.
32. Roll around in a field of sunflowers.
33. Go dumpster diving.
34. Have a long argument with the stingray that killed Steve Irwin.
35. Go bunjee jumping/sky diving.
36. Take a picture with someone I don't know.
37. Make a long lengthy handshake with a new person.
38. Get my liscense.
39. Have an intellectual conversation that can change my life.
40. Meet Brandon in person.
41. Find my best friends.
42. Have a 'thing' with an 18 year old.
43. Scream at the top of my lungs on top of a mountain.
44. Get back into shape, hoyah! *flex*
45. Try a pomegranate.
46. Get kissed in the rain.
47. Meet a classic pirate or a real life ninja.
48. Learn to love without hate.
49. Learn to live without questioning.
50. Pass highschool.
51. Skip school.
52. Get high/drunk. Blah blah blah.
53. Be in two places at once.
54. Have a whipped cream fight.
55. Have a steady year long relationship.
56. Get "Janelle" tattooed on my wrist in script.
Love your life.
Because, fuck, you're alive!
That's badass, right?
Damn right!

My Blog

Interests:

Brandi:My best friend, because she's been there for everything. She is my errrthang. :D We don't just turn heads, we break necks.Matt:Also my best friend. I can't think of a time I've ever been let do...
Posted by skankayla on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 06:22:00 PST

Attempts at Kayla

"I am very interested and fascinated by how everyone loves each other, but no one really likes each other."So you think you want to hit on me?Let's get one thing straight right here, you hit on me the...
Posted by skankayla on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 03:09:00 PST

For love.

"You know that place between sleep and awake, the place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always love you. That's where I'll be waiting."-Peter PanIt was the kind of kiss that I...
Posted by skankayla on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 09:04:00 PST

Inspiration x2

It's not what you know, but what you're thinking half the time.Look, I don't want to wax philosophic, but I will say that if you're alive you've got to flap your arms and legs, you've got to jump arou...
Posted by skankayla on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 03:40:00 PST