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I am Cristina B.-learning everyday that life gets harder & harder.. it gives you a path way to make the right or wrong choices some that may hurt others & yourself..
Becareful what you wish for .. & take only what you can handle... I Roll alone now ever since My bestfriend moved far away. I miss her so much. I tend to laugh @ these _____ that want to be like me~ 26 yrs of age~ Born May 23rd, 1983 So0 .. this makes me a GEMINI babii-- not bipolar..A GEM- ii REAPEAT! NOT BI-POLAR- ii am me, love me who or hate me either way you make me..... I am just living life to the fullest right now.. I am getting younger..jajaja.But my life has just begone. I am so going to keep it moving.. because ii love life ..I live life for my Lil man Slim bo0ger - aka Geo..For myself . nikka above gives me the strength to take care of - My LIFE..Wishing everyone would just let me be..You dont know what you have until its gone .. forever --- Stare , learn about . Wish you could be me .. wont never find a girl like me!! .. so for now, Enjoy the page.oh & don't ever forget it~~
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys and forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I didnt care enuff. I never thought about immunizations. & doctor visits. Before I was a Mom - I had never been layed on, Pooped on, Chewed on or Peed on. I had complete control of my mind, my thoughts and I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests or give shots... I never looked into teary eyes and cried. never felt the pain that I have before I was a Mom. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much nor I did know I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby. I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy. Before I was a Mom - I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay. I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache, the wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom. I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom.. your the reason I breath, your getting so big.. I would not change you for anything in this the world.. .. Geovanni Mota--