im just a blob what the fuck am i doing here | 
wow i have realized  that i am just a huge bland uninteresting blob.
im totally boring. 
that ......yeah that is depressing.
sometimes i just want to go ontop of a church and scream WHO THE FUCK ... Posted by  on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 13:51:00 GMT | 
im not coming back | 
i dont think that i will return from spain. 
when i leave i think it may be for good. 
there is never a comfort here and when i find comfort 
i always seem to lose it somehow. 
i dont have a neverland... Posted by  on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 21:29:00 GMT | 
Could it be Peter Pan | 
Is there perfection in anything?
One day you are looking for the perfect love or the perfect outfit to fit the expectations of all the people around you that you seem to feel are expecting perfection.... Posted by  on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 20:37:00 GMT | 
the two words | 
the words 
 
two words i longed for sooo much 
 
and two words that scare the FUCK out of me 
 
still cant breath right Posted by  on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 22:38:00 GMT | 
maybe a train | 
i am the toy
sitting in the closet
the dark empty space 
thrown there i will sit and remeber 
nothing of importance
creating my problems in my sad rushing brain. problems that dont even exsist. its a ... Posted by  on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 19:27:00 GMT | 
ill watch you | 
its terrible watching you walk away with a jump in your stepand a smile on your faceas i sit back and take the heart breakso you will not endure thepainim sorry perfection is not in my list of qualiti... Posted by  on Mon, 27 Feb 2006 17:36:00 GMT |