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you should read this. i dont know how to write out my feelings about this right now except befor i read this, i had already been dealing with my own fight,being confused and lost. after i finished i was in mad tears wondering how he saw my struggle. he pin pointed exactly the way i am. for that i feel bad, but thank you.
Give me strength A Story by Jlb
I love you too, and it's even though you lie to me. Yes, I still love you although I won't be with you, and you may not want to be with me, but I'm not going to doubt your love.
and,
Yes, I love you although I have to bare witness to the downfall and degeneracy of your life, for the record, dear.
Dear you,
on your back is a tattoo that says, "Give me strength." Diami la resiste I've seen it plenty of times.
This is a letter to you, my dear, you are a jewel, you are a multitude of wonderful, desirable traits, far too many to list.
You were my girlfriend, my housewife, my sweetheart my heart
and we gave each other everything, and I never thought it could feel so good.
You were the sunshine; I never told you that you mumbled when you slept.
My dear, my lovely lover, I fear you need help, and I wish I could help you.
You are too good of a person to do what you do; well you were before I let you move away.
As I study it, unfortunately, I can entitle myself to the corruption of your life, like you said, the day you met me, you started smoking, now here it is, I quit with relative ease, and you've never thought about stopping.
I could think of worse metaphors for what you've become, but I love you too much, and it's too painful for me to watch you succumb to societies traps and all of that bullshit,
you need to get away from here, you need to get away from everything because you are becoming something that you don't want to be, please trust me when I say I fear that I am the only one in your life right now who actually cares about you and actually loves you,
My ex-baby, we never fought to break up, it was circumstance, we never had problems,
we were soul mates until you left, so although we cannot or are not together now,
just listen to me when I tell you that I care about you and you are better than this, you need to move away from here because this place is just bringing you down.
You need to get out, and you need to get out now, you're taking the easy way out and please dear, listen, you'll regret it.
Maybe superman should put his glasses back on; I always thought he looked better as an intellectual. Consider the options, but maintain your pride,
you were once my loving, caring, advice-giving, completing, wonderful, absolutely, breath-takingly amazing girl.
Now you are cold, insensitive, and although you try to be loving, in a way, it's obvious that you have become desensitized and unfortunately it will become increasingly so until there is nothing left.
I hope you realize who you're becoming,
I hope you can remember who you want to be,
or who you were or who you are,
I hope you can remember that life is only as bad as your percieve it to be, I want to help you,
It's a such sad thing to watch this abomination tarnish and corrupt the youthful essence and vitality of such a beautiful and smart young lady.
I'll hold your hand baby, and you can lean on me, and I'll be all the strength you need,
if you need it or want it,
I love you baby, be strong. © 2007 Jlb