Some old man at the end of the bar in some dive at 3am once told me I had an old soul. I'm not sure if he's a deep intellectual or a drunk. Either way, I'm an old soul with the heart of a child. Makes for very fun conversations in my head.
My new goal in life is to learn patience. A hard virtue to obtain, seeing as in this day and age, everything is thrown at you in 60 second increments. Commercials alone are enough to give you a seizure. If life is "too short", why do I have to wait? Chalk another paradox up to the Big Guy.
I'm not quite sure what I'm doing, although I'm really good at making it look like I have everything under control. I have this "I'll show you!" mentality about pretty much everything. That's probably why I do audio engineering, I'm stubborn. I'm the girl with the unofficial membership to the Boy's Club. I eat men for breakfast. If you aren't strong, I will surely break you.
Too many shadows in my room
Too many hours in this midnight
Too many corners in my mind
So much to do to set my heart right
Oh, it’s taken so long
I could be wrong, I could be ready
Oh, but if I take my heart’s advice
I should assume it’s still unsteady
I am in repair
