I was born, defected from a being I was taught to call Mother the creator of my very existance, a female possesing the power to manipulate life, end it, and give it. When I was four I encoutered seeing a dead body for the first time, looking so helplessly at me, gazing into a space only the deceased could see, nothing You or I could ever invision. At the age of eight I engaged in sexual intercourse under the derranged and sick minded watch of my very own father. Some would say i was lucky, I would say I was sent to hell for ten minutes and back again before death. I joined a cattle culling company in Des Moines at the age of 14 were I would have to round up tens of cattle and drive a 13 inch skull screw right through the left temple of each animal. It was not long before I quit. By the time I was 17 i was taking drugs of all types and potensies. I have been taking drugs ever since, they send me beyond this world. I turn 21 in January, then I will have another year to add to my pointless existance.
