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About Me

"RITE QUOTE ERE"
.. NAME...Toxic Kiss...
AGE...Not tellin...
GENDER...Angel...
LOC...Heaven...
ORIEN...Straight...
ZODIAC...In tha starz...
STATUS...Single/Taken...
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Blank pages stare Blinding back at me as tears our through my soul crying on the indside so no one will ever know lost in the illusions of how love should feel always left wondering if this love is real this shit is growing inside me eating away at my core lost in the fact that i cant turn to you anymore....is this what ive always dreamed for? feeling left out of the secret the whole world knows little things grow inside always wondering what its like to be on the outside wishing you would understand wanting you to know can i ever explain to you how it feels to be the one who wants to let go??

a creativity survey!! all artists/artsy people *must* take my first survey! XD lotsa questions!
~un~// inspiration::
what's more important, creativity or success?: Creativity
would you rather be under the rainbow or over the stars?: Over the stars
do you create digital art?: No
do you play an instrument?: Kinda
pink hair or black hair?: Both
eyeshadow or lipstick?: Both
should boys wear makeup?: sure why not its their choice
what country inspires you?: what country......ummm
can you speak another language?: Yea baby
primitive or futuristic?: umm depends on what it is
Dali or Sargent?: ???
favorite color?: Pink
Victorian or Cyber? which is better? do the two mix: both
what/who is your muse? Don't laugh, we all have a muse of some sort!: My depression
~deux~//beliefs:
where were you before you were born?: In my mommys belly
is rap poetry?: Yes very much so
should musicians be judged by their fashion sense (or lack of it): No
are you religious?: Not really
if you are religious, do you think it shows in your creativity?: nope
what do you think about photos?: I love them they capture a moment and let us keep it forever
martial arts or dance?: Dance
does beauty lie within everything?: Yes it does
if you answered yes, what is beautiful about a roach? tell me..: ok maybe not everything...Or maybe there is something beautiful in a roach that we just cant see because we always associate it with being a nasty creature
is pop an actual music force to be appreciated?: No i dont like music and people that cant write their own music or lyrics its pointless
would a rose by any other name smell as sweet?: Yes it would
Is nature beautiful, or is it an ugly place?: Some nature is beautiful...what we do to it isnt
is expensive clothing better than cheap clothing?: No its not
do you think all religions are the same?: In the end yes they are
~trois~//individuality
what do you think makes you unique? (ooh, a rhyme..sorta): everything about me makes me unique
what's your artistic gift to the world? (haha, more cheesiness -_-): I write not saying its a gift to the world but its something that helps me vent
are you...cynical or wide eyed in wonder at the world?: cynical completly me
what's the color of your soul? (I CAN'T stop today!! ahh, forgive me): black
are you depressed?: very
are you depressing?: sometimes
If you draw/paint, what's the color most seen in your work?: i dont
do you compose music?: nope
is your life haphazard or carefully planned?: haphazard
Where do you hang out to get inspired/be artsy (ie--park, coffee shop, etc): i dont
does art make your life miserable?: no not at all
Do you think all creative people are meant to suffer?: no i dont
what icons/items do you like to feature in your art?: i write....
how would you describe your art style?: Poetry gothic depressing poetry
~quatre~//miscellany
ok. What do you think of Gwen Stefani?: I love her she is such a beautiful and talented female artist
cd covers are cool. Which do you think is the most creative?: Honestly my most fav. is by my most fav. artist Mark Ryden its the cover for a michael Jackson album Dangerous
Do you get bored easily?: Yes very
which rock band is the most creative?: Most of them are creative
stormy weather or beautiful blue skies?: Stormy
Is it important to be mysterious?: Sometimes
do you like wandering around at night?: Yes very much by myself
If you met me, what would you say/do?: I dont know
are graveyards beautiful or scary?: Beautiful peaceful and the safest place to be at night cuz everyone is dead
Sunset or moonlight?: moonlight
desert or forest?: forest
Do you think clothes are important?: sometimes
What's your fashion scene?: my own
and finally, the olde question..what do you think about the survey??: It was unique
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Nickelback Lyrics

You know.....I miss you "Far Away"This time, This placeMisused, MistakesToo long, Too lateWho was I to make you waitJust one chanceJust one breathJust in case there's just one left'Cause you kn...
Posted by ♥When you CLOSE your EYES do YOU see ME? on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 10:21:00 PST

Lips of an ANGEL

Honey why you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish s...
Posted by ♥When you CLOSE your EYES do YOU see ME? on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 07:45:00 PST

Breaking ben lyrics(rain)

Take a photograph,It'll be the last,Not a dollar or a crowd could ever keep me here,I don't have a pastI just have a chance,Not a family or honest plea remains to say,Rain rain go away,Come again anot...
Posted by ♥When you CLOSE your EYES do YOU see ME? on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 08:37:00 PST

Falling in love is SUICIDE(a poem)

Falling in love is suicide as my broken pieces lie spread across the floor i feel like a tainted angel tossed from heavens door you promised but forever isnt a promise its a threat you know you're eve...
Posted by ♥When you CLOSE your EYES do YOU see ME? on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 07:54:00 PST

Why????

Why do people always lie to you and tell you it will get better when they know it wont....or they know they cant personally make it better? Why can't a guy who's done wrong to you ever give you an an...
Posted by ♥When you CLOSE your EYES do YOU see ME? on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 07:56:00 PST

Could my week get any worse

Well yesterday I get an email from thsi girl saying she is brandans girlfriend and I come to find out that she is his ex and they have been seeing each other off and on....SOOOO where does this leave ...
Posted by ♥When you CLOSE your EYES do YOU see ME? on Fri, 25 Aug 2006 06:37:00 PST

R.I.P Big Mark...You will be miss

Well Just a few hours ago I found out that a good friend of my familys has passed away.He passed on Sunday but his Viewing was today and I went I tried to maintain myself from crying and i havent brok...
Posted by ♥When you CLOSE your EYES do YOU see ME? on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 06:45:00 PST

Gotta sleep in the bed i made

You know it really hurts to know the person u once gave ur everything to could just up and hate you for mistakes that u made. it hurts to know that u could still care for this person and know that the...
Posted by ♥When you CLOSE your EYES do YOU see ME? on Fri, 18 Aug 2006 01:30:00 PST

Well This is the bed I chose

Well everyone pretty much hates me now my whole family my grandmother said im tearing them apart i dont care I love brandan and i want to be with him and if my family cant except that than they need t...
Posted by ♥When you CLOSE your EYES do YOU see ME? on Wed, 16 Aug 2006 02:19:00 PST

What an INTERESTING day you have

HAHAHAH interesting day thats funny....probably caught your attention though or probably not considering no one ever reads my blogs....but anywayz lets see whats on my agenda for today............ cle...
Posted by ♥When you CLOSE your EYES do YOU see ME? on Tue, 08 Aug 2006 09:33:00 PST