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About Me

IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT THAT FOR YEARS I'VE DAYDREAMED IN TRAGEDY AND EULOGY, BUT THIS IS A DECLARATION OF FRIENDSHIP AND A DOCUMENT OF MY FEARS. ALL OF MY WORDS ADD UP TO NOTHING, IT'S YOUR BROKEN HEART THAT YOU HAVE TO LIVE WITH. I CAN NO MORE CONVINCE YOU TO STAY ALIVE THAN I COULD TAKE THE SADNESS FROM YOUR EYES, OR A GUN FROM YOUR HAND. AND SO IF THIS IS THE LAST TIME WE PART LET US PART WELL, GOD KNOWS I'VE GIVEN YOU ENOUGH SERMONS OVER THE YEARS, BUT GIVE ME A REASON WHY I SHOULD GO IT ALONE, WHEN IT'S PARTLY YOUR FAULT THAT I'VE COME TO DEPEND ON YOU. ALL MY WORDS ARE SHARPENED WITH SORROW, BELIEVING YOU'LL BE GONE TOMORROW. IT'S THE PATH AND CRAWL OF LONELINESS INSIDE THAT KEEPS ME STAYING, KEEPS ME PLEADING. IT'S A SELLOUT AND A HOLLOW DEATH, BUT IT'S YOUR CHOICE TO MAKE. I'M POINTING FINGERS AND CALLING YOU SELFISH, BUT REALIZING I AM SELFISH TOO. THE GRAVEYARDS ARE ALREADY LITTERED WITH THOSE THAT I LOVE, AND I DON'T WANT TO LOSE ANYMORE. I'M JUST SCARED, I DON'T WANT TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU. I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

THE COP THAT PULLED ME OUT OF AARON'S CAR IN PHOENIX AND SEARCHED ME WHILST BEING ON ACID.

My Blog

MASS AND THE SOX WINNING

SMOKING CRACKi wish i could say i'm alrighti wish this world weren't so cruelso that you may see the imperfection in my smile.i fight these wars in my headfinally realizing i can't win them allfinally...
Posted by on Fri, 31 Jul 2009 23:56:00 GMT

Westside Connection "Gangsta Nation"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gsn8xBVneb8
Posted by on Mon, 27 Jul 2009 19:48:00 GMT

i want...

to feel your skin rubbing against my finger tipsto see my palms rubbing against your shouldersto hold my breath and realese in time for yoursto fall asleep with your legs intertwined in mineto kiss yo...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Oct 2008 01:22:00 GMT

WALK AWAY

maybe you should turn on some musicnothing too depressingmaybe some dead kennedysfor some reason jello can always make you smile.kill kill kill kill the poor,it's a holiday in cambodia.who am i k...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Sep 2008 01:48:00 GMT

blocked number

you can see yourself walking towards herconstantly pushing away all the factsyou know you love herand everything she's ever done,hellthat means nothing.you imagine kissing her backrubbing her shoulder...
Posted by on Tue, 23 Sep 2008 16:18:00 GMT

IT DOESN’T MATTER

she said something, maybe she didn't mean to say it, maybe she did. whatever the case she said it. i've been trying for two days to get over this. thanks april, you justified every cut, every drop of ...
Posted by on Sun, 31 Aug 2008 23:47:00 GMT

A BRAVE NEW WORLD 2

so you know that whole new idea thing, will fuck that. i like falling head over heals for a girl. especially one you just spent four days with. it's not the fact that she's someone new, it's the fact ...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 21:33:00 GMT

A BRAVE NEW WORLD

i'm gonna try something new. something i don't think i've ever tried before, well i know i've never tried before, but this time i'm gonna actually try this and not just say it. she's gone and i have t...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 02:20:00 GMT

this is exactly the way it’s supposed to happen 9

it's amazing how a weekend with a girl in a hotel room and a wedding and friends and family and booze can really turn your life around. not that this new girl is my new interest, definitely special, b...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 22:42:00 GMT

this is exactly the way it’s supposed to happen 8

this is what it's all coming down to. i'm never gonna call her again, i want to. i don't want her to call me, i want/need to call her, i want/need to tell her everything. i miss her. i miss waking up ...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 14:21:00 GMT