Lessons Learned |
Well, I had my eyes forced open the other night and you know what? It made me see things in a whole new light. As my header says, "What appears to be the end may really be a new beginning". No more dw... Posted by Meredeth on Wed, 15 Oct 2008 03:30:00 PST |
Epiphany |
Time to move on. Posted by Meredeth on Tue, 14 Oct 2008 09:38:00 PST |
Realization... |
So, I've been thinking...yeah, no surprise there. I'm really mad at myself for losing it this weekend. I hate that I was so weak that I couldn't make it through two days by myself without falling to p... Posted by Meredeth on Mon, 13 Oct 2008 02:21:00 PST |
Finally... |
A little bit of good luck. I just met with my landlord and got out of my lease. Already got my deposit back and everything. Now I can try to forget this whole mess. It's almost like I never left...lik... Posted by Meredeth on Sun, 12 Oct 2008 02:52:00 PST |
The morning after... |
...a rough night. Nothing good comes from crying yourself to sleep. My eyes are swollen, my head is pounding and I'm just so sad. I slept about four hours, and it wasn't nearly enough. I did a lot of ... Posted by Meredeth on Sun, 12 Oct 2008 04:29:00 PST |
Im pathetic |
Okay...so I thought I was doing good. I mean, as much as I miss him, I thought I was handling it all okay. Tonight tells me otherwise. I was lying in bed, so tired and ready to go to sleep when the te... Posted by Meredeth on Sun, 12 Oct 2008 09:31:00 PST |
Another lonely night... |
Well, it's Saturday night and I'm sitting here alone again. I really thought those days were over. I spent some time with my kids earlier. All three of them. Have I mentioned that my step-daughter mov... Posted by Meredeth on Sun, 12 Oct 2008 07:41:00 PST |
Mornings are the worst |
Those of you that have lost someone special, no matter what the reason, probably know exactly what I'm talking about. You wake up in the morning, and for one split second, everything is okay. And then... Posted by Meredeth on Sat, 11 Oct 2008 04:46:00 PST |
A chance for good luck? |
Well, I got a call from my landlord today. He thinks he found a new tenant to take over the house. I'm not getting my hopes up just yet...if it wasn't for my bad luck, I'd have no luck at all. But thi... Posted by Meredeth on Fri, 10 Oct 2008 03:56:00 PST |
Poem |
The hours pass slowly, as my heart tries to heal. Life keeps moving forward, but I'm standing still.He told me he loved me, it was obviously a lie.Now I'm here all alone, missing him as I cry.I held o... Posted by Meredeth on Fri, 10 Oct 2008 02:52:00 PST |